Tama And Ratna
50. In reality

Finished making a furore at the chicken porridge stall, Pak Leo's work team resigned. Starting from Tama who was first finished and immediately left because they had to take Ratna to the hospital first. At first Ratna did not ask Tama to take her to work, but somehow since when suddenly Ratna became so dependent on him. Never mind to go to the hospital, wherever Ratna needs if it gets out of the area of the court she must be escorted by her husband.

"What are your activities today Dek?" ask Tama.

"Just take care of the poly, go home after the visit. That Mas?" Ratna.

"Mas want to go to Balipapan today, pray Mas business there quickly finished so there is time to pick you up," said Tama.

"Or if you can't pick up Papa Mas, don't make it. I'll take a taxi home later" Ratna said.

"Ok, have a nice day dear mikrowife Mas," said Tama before Ratna went down.

"Have a nice day is also my favorite titan," replied Ratna as she kissed her hand.

One kiss landed on his forehead making Ratna's sunny day even brighter. Indeed, they started the habit because of the difference in height Ratna and Tama are too far away so if to kiss the lips is a bit difficult. Ratna had to tiptoe while Tama looked down at the maximum. Hence to make it easier for Tama to kiss Ratna's forehead, but in the end even become a favorite for Ratna. Every time her husband did that it felt like millions of rose petals were dropped on his head and millions of butterflies were flying around. The happiness and warmth of such a nappiness treatment even become one of the things that make Ratna always miss the figure of her husband.

Along the way through the lobby leading to her room, Ratna always displayed her best smile. Ratna always greeted anyone she met no matter if it was a patient, nurse, or other doctor. While in the elevator, Ratna meets the most phenomenal love-hate couple she has ever known Bima and Rati. As far as Ratna was concerned, Rati was on leave so that she could meet her co-workers again, making Ratna smile happily.

"Cie is soon to be a real parent" Ratna said after getting into the elevator.

"Nyulus Rat, nyuluan. Not tired of going out?" ask Bima.

"On the way. Just pray, yes" said Ratna.

"Waw, did your husband Rat end up being destroyed?" this time Rati asked.

"Yep."

"Saking luluhnya immediately. Hey dr. Dora, Sp. Dear B, cover that reddish stain on your neck. Intentionally showing you off?" bima Goda.

"What the heck are you" said Ratna, who was ashamed of being caught by her best friend while trying to raise her shirt collar.

"Look Rat, yes but if you look at it from a distance is not too. What matters is that you're not going to wear OK's clothes, right?" ask Rati again.

"Fortunately not. Poli watch schedule, and there's no surgery until 2 days tomorrow" Ratna said.

"Yes yes, I first," said Ratna who had arrived first on the floor of his destination. He left his two best friends who still had to go up a few more floors.

Ratna immediately took off her jacket when she reached her study. He replaced it using a sneli then walked towards the glass to check its appearance. To meet the patient he must be at his best that is why he will polish his face with thin makeup every time the practice schedule and keep the police coming.

Around a few patients he had finished checking. Ratna gets a few minutes to breathe before the next patient enters. Ratna grabbed something from her snel pocket, opened the cover then inhaled it deeply. Somehow the tightness in his chest did not improve, but the flue has healed and he also did not do much strenuous activity since yesterday.

"Dok, you still sick?" ask the nurse who helped her when she saw Ratna inhaling the medicine.

"No, I'm fine. Can you call the next patient?" ask Ratna.

Before the nurse returned with the next kloter patient, Ratna took the time to open the phone to reply to Tama's message that would leave for Balikpapan. Finished replying to her husband's message with a voicemail, Ratna put the phone back on and focused on the patient who came. At around 3pm, Ratna was done with all her patients. Ratna immediately resigned and walked to see her friend who is a lung specialist. Ratna asked for her help to check on her because Ratna herself was worried about her condition when she shouldn't be sick now.

"It looks like your stress is pretty high. You've consulted a psychologist yet?" ask the doctor to Ratna.

"Not yet."

"You better make an appointment with a psychologist. If your stress does not immediately subside the condition of your lungs can also get worse. Especially if you have been carrying this disease for a long time. If the trigger is not you avoid the disease can further interfere with your daily life," he said again.

"none. My advice, you avoid your stressors, not to a thick smoky place, a lot of pollution, or close to people who are smoking."

Ratna nodded. After receiving the prescription, he walked out of the examination room with a slightly lethargic face. Ratna actually knew what the cause of her stress was. But how to avoid it if the cause is always attached to his mother-in-law plus there is one girl who does the same business. Ratna wondered why so many people were trying to take her husband. What is Pratama Aji. In addition to his work that is considered cool by most people no longer exist.

"Why should it be now anyway." Ratna murmured as she looked at the medium-sized brown envelope in her right hand. An envelope containing X-rays. There was nothing to worry about indeed, Ratna just needed to avoid the triggering things and this illness would not interfere with her life. Only one thing made him even sadder now. With this disease, the chance of getting pregnant decreases. He and Tama are just about to start again.

Not wanting to drag on in her grief, Ratna decided to go to the minimarket located in front of the hospital where she worked. Ratna walked up to the chiller, grabbed a bottle of chocolate milk then took it to the cashier.

"This is all, Mom? Not all the pulp? we also had a promo to buy 2 free one for his biscuits," the cashier continued to offer Ratna everything she could offer but Ratna just shook her head to answer. Ratna received her groceries and walked back to the hospital. Waiting for time to visit along with some residents who became his juniors.

It seems Ratna is indeed apes, the intention of the heart to look for fresh air instead she found Bagas, her husband Zahra was sitting quietly in the hospital park Previously Ratna did not want to come closer, he said, but Bagas saw it first and now started walking towards it.

"You what?" ratna asked in a slightly taut tone.

"If you want to vilify my husband in front of me, it is no longer good. I trust her and I love her so no matter what happens I will never give her permission to get close to your wife" Ratna continued.

"You know he caused Zahra to become paralyzed? He's gotta be in charge."

"With what? Did he have to cut off both legs to replace Zahra's? Besides you're her husband, why do you always keep quiet when your wife wants another man who's your best friend."

"For Zahra's sake whatever I do," he said.

"You're stupid or something. You love her, don't you? Mas Aji said you loved Zahra so much since you were in Akpol. Bagas should have fought for that. Instead of sacrificing yourself to destroy the lives of others like this," replied Ratna who was increasingly unable to hold back her emotions.

"I'm not her husband.." said Bagas in a slower tone of voice.

"What?"

"I did marry Zahra but I'm not her husband. Our marriage was only on paper, despite the fact that she lived with me. But I am not her husband. I just gave her protection, nothing more. Because from the beginning Zahra already had Aji in her heart," said Bagas whose look of sadness was more visible.

Ratna again experienced shortness of breath, but tried to hold her all her might, "But the man she wanted already had a wife. Stop it.., I'm sure this Bagas is a good man."

"I don't have the courage for that. Seeing him suffer so much in a wheelchair already makes me feel dead. All I can do is help him achieve the dream of being able to be with Pratama Aji. So I ask you to step down" said Bagas.

"will not. Until death I will defend our marriage. Only Adiratna can match Pratama Aji. Not another one" Ratna said then leaving the park.

Ratna spent the rest of her days heavily. Even until when her husband picked up Ratna was still silent. His chest became increasingly tight. And so badly he accidentally removed the buttons on his shirt hoping he would release the stuffy on his chest.

"Why is your grandfather?" tanya Tama was worried about Ratna's state.

"Mas..., go home now yes," said Ratna.

"Yes we're home but you haven't eaten yet" Tama replied.

"I can't eat. My chest is so full of taste" complained Ratna.

"Ok, we go home you rest at home. You also owe me a story of what you went through today" Tama said.

"Later at home," replied Ratna who began to close her eyes trying to calm herself down.