
although the faira felt the time spinning very long, the time was still running, jeon finally finished with his naf*u, jeon who looked exhausted lying beside the faira with no clothes falling asleep on his stomach regardless of the faira. faira tried to reach for the blanket to cover her body, occasionally her face grimaced with pain in her area, she tilted her body hoping that the pain would subside a little, because this was the first time for the faira but was done by force by Jeon, who was forced to do so, make the faira physically and mentally ill.
although they are still legitimate husband and wife, Faira still feels jeon like a stranger, especially marriage is only on paper with various agreements.
faira who did not want to see jeon chose to come out of her room she was a little bit limped walking, her hands held on to the wall so as not to fall down stepping slowly and took the origin of the clothes in her closet.
how's it feel? of course it hurts when people do the first relationship with the faira plan just as if getting violent he was by slowly laying his body on the sofa hoping to fall asleep even though he actually could not sleep all night, he said, he just cried thinking about Jeon's actions that always make him hurt.
his morning.
"aaaaiiiiiisssshhh, my head is very dizzy" rubbed his head, jeon who woke up from his sleep because the sunlight penetrated the window curtain of the room of Faira.
jeon, who wanted to wake up, was surprised to see himself sleeping without a thread, and he played back the tape in his brain last night and he recalled last night.
"would I do it right, I thought it was just a dream" Jeon recalled what he did to the faira. he seemed to be aware of his mistake even though their status was still in marriage Jeon realized if it hurt the feelings of the faira he rushed out to look for the faira while wearing his clothes.
"lionoo!!"
"faira you where" cried jeon looking for the faira in each room until his steps stopped to see the faira was standing on the balcony with hair that was allowed to unravel in the wind making the kissmark he made last night visible. folding his hands faira just silently looked at the frenzied outside view of the capital
"faira forgive me" Jeon said as he approached
"stop there" said Faira without looking at Jeon.
"forgive me"
"stop apologizing, it's like you're not" stepped in leaving jeon.
jeon chased after Faira and hugged her from behind "i was right wrong, I beg you to forgive me"
"let go" tried to release jeon's tight hug
jeon hugged the faira
"why are you so evil, even until now I'm giving up you don't stop" said Faira in tears.
faira tries to let go of jeon's tightening embrace.
"please let me go". pinta faira while crying as she pleases.
as faira continued to cry, Jeon let go of his embrace, he only this time saw the faira crying bitterly until it fell on the floor and covered her face with both hands, usually the girl never showed her weakness to Jeon, but this time she felt really deep and unstoppable heartache.
jeon who saw the faira crying could not help but grieve his grief Jeon kneeled apologizing to the faira.
"i'm sorry, I know you didn't accept my treatment last night, but I'm right2 didn't intend to do it" Jeon said on his knees.
"stop talking, let's not meet again even if you're right in front of me try not to show yourself"
faira stood up again with her hands sweeping her tears she pulled jeon with all her might by holding the collar of jeon's clothes carrying him out
"faira forgive me" said Jeon as he stepped down with the attraction of the faira who wanted to expel him..
jeon who was outside just stared at the faira. ddooooaaaaaarrrr faira shut the door so hard that jeon blinked his eyes.
he was pensive long enough until there was a sound that resuscitated him from the daydream on the door of the house faira "what are you doing" said jimmy who was not far from jeon, and had seen when the faira drove him away.
jeon only looked at jimmy with his red eyes, he lowered his gaze like admitting his mistake and stepped past jimmy without making a sound.
"we can talk" asked jimmy
jeon turned to look at jimmy assuring jimmy's request they went out to talk.
they also sat in a cafe not far from the apartment.
"why are you so plin plan in making decisions" asked jimmy without saying stale
"who said I was a plan"
"did I just know you,? we're brothers I understand exactly what's going on"
"what is this you want to talk about?"
"no" jimmy nodded
"then?" ask jeon
"i want to ask your permission"
"faira said she'd try to start with me after you split up"
"i don't know if it's up to you" turned his face away pretending not to care.
"what about your feelings, can you explain" asked jimmy, who realized that Jeon loved the faira
"what feeling is it? it's your right if you want it to be there"
"you may lie with me, but stop lying to yourself"
"i didn't......."
"you've always been like that with me a long time ago" said jimmy cutting jeon's answer
"you always like what I like first, you always try to get ahead of me and when it comes to your goal of showing it off so I look defeated" Jeon reveals why he doesn't like jimmy
"you're right, 'cause you're a cool kid who likes a lot of people because you're good-looking so I want to be with you too until everything you do I follow. I want us to align but you don't like it, the only difference is that I keep moving forward and you give up" Jimmy explained, jimmy and Jeon have misunderstood each other but have never spoken together.
"but this time I liked the faira first" said jimmy deliberately provoked jeon's emotions.
jeon could not answer what chose to leave jimmy alone in the cafe without saying anything.jimmy just looked at Jeon from behind the glass cafe and smiled in wonder with jeon's behavior.
"i know you love Faira, but you're always dodging like you used to" muttered jimmy
jeon always acted that way,
jeon was very eager to become a doctor he finally began to study medicine, jimmy who saw jeon enter medicine also wanted to be a doctor, he also wanted to be a doctor, but because he did not like being followed by an angry jimmy jeon and quit college, he chose to be an actress at that time.
in the apartment faira just silent as if he did not hear his cellphone that had earlier read, "what should I do now" muttered Faira while holding his body and bowing his face. he had to mediate today when he didn't want to see Jeon again, but he had to do it anyway to get divorced from Jeon.
elsewhere where Jeon finally signs his divorce papers and faira, he just thinks his marriage shouldn't happen, even though he wants to fix it.
"this is all I can do, I hope you're happy with jimmy" jeon murmured inwardly recalling his conversation with jimmy.
faira who was drinking got a call from her lawyer.
"mother's lawsuit was granted by the court, the mother officially divorced"
faira fell silent she felt something stuck in her heart
"why does it hurt, is not this what I want" muttered Faira while holding her chest occasionally she looked restless.however the farewell is still a farewell of course a little bit left a wound .
"he's a bastard to the end" muttered the faira, in his little heart.
faira who a few days not out of the apartment decides to walk her way to relieve her stress when she is in the elevator she meets an aunt who lives in the same place.
"you're jeon's wife, right?" ask the aunt
"we've split up" explained Faira
"sorry I mean his ex-wife"
"no problem" said Faira turned her face away.
"you look very wise and clever" the aunt invited the faira to talk again.
"thank you bi" lowered his head slightly
"it's impossible that the news of your closeness and that of her cousin is true, it must be fake news" the aunt said
faira who heard him was silent and only returned a smile until finally the elevator had reached the faira rushed out, immediately the faira felt everyone watching him.
"just my feelings" inner faira while still walking
while walking, Faira gets a call from Jimmy.
"hay fay, do you want to come with me to pick a stroberry tomorrow" jimmy said from the phone
faira was speechless when she remembered what the aunt said in the elevator
"fay, kok diem" said jimmy back from the speaker hp make the faira aware of his daydream
"sorry jim, I can't seem to be busy tomorrow"
faira rejects jimmy's invitation for the first time, feeling that if he is often with jimmy people will think they have a relationship and will make jimmy difficult later.