The Battle Heart's
start to move away, try to forget each other

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faira's phone rang the cooking faira wiped her hands on the apron she was wearing and took her phone not far from her

"who's calling".

"jimmy" Faira frowned and put her phone back down and let her phone ring.

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faira apartment bell rang faira then surprised he who was cooking turned off the stove and ran open the apartment door how surprised faira to see jimmy who was behind the door staring at the cold faira with an apron still he put on a silent faira while scratching his arm.

"are you cooking?"ask jimmy

"may I come in?" say jimmy again

faira nervously replied with a slight stutter "bo can, come in'' invite jimmy in.

jimmy went in and went straight to the kitchen to see what the faira was cooking, jimmy eyes were staring at the mobile phone faira who was near the tray that was wearing faira, he said, faira who realizes jimmy saw his cell phone also suddenly gives a reason why he did not pick up jimmy's phone.

"my hands were so dirty, I wanted to lift them up, but I couldn't" said Faira, looking down slightly

"no problem, I just want to know you're busy or not" said jimmy look in his eyes if he was a little disappointed. Faira who realized it was trying to melt the atmosphere.

"in a moment we finish eating together, yes, you want to help not" said Faira as her hands back stir the cooking on the stove. jimmy also helped the faira with a flat face, and his hands were stirring again on the stove, faira occasionally glances at jimmy Faira realizing that jimmy is a bit upset with her.

when sitting down eating jimmy did not say anything he just ate while looking down without staring at the faira, faira was because he felt uncomfortable opening a chat

"what's good" asked Faira

jimmy just nodded and said

"good" he said briefly

jimmy took a breath and put his spoon on the plate

"why do you stay away from me" asked jimmy in the silence.

"i'm not away from you, I really did not have time to pick up your phone just now" said Faira while looking down, it is clear if the faira grogi by playing rice in front of him.

"don't lie anymore, fay, I know you're avoiding me" jimmy kept staring at the faira

"why can he know, he's an ophthalmologist not a psychologist" Inner Faira while shifting her eyes because in the face of jimmy continues

"talk, it doesn't matter if it hurts me, but don't stay away" said jimmy, clasping the faira's hand from earlier clenching.

hearing the words of jimmy Faira then dare to lift his face and look at jimmy.

"why would someone as good as you like me?" tanya Faira with a sad face and glassy eyes

"do we need a reason for that'' jimmy's getting his face closer to the faira.

"of course" said Faira

"in that case, give me a reason why you still love jeon even though he has hurt you" said jimmy as he took off his hand on the faira and straightened his body.

"what?" ask faira wonder

"justified ? you yourself don't even know why you still love him, nor do I" explained jimmy as he folded his arms and leaned against the bench while smiling at the faira who just gaped at jimmy's words

"i don't love her how can you think like that" elak faira

jimmy who heard just smiled faintly and got up from his chair

"i have to go, thank you for the food" said jimmy as he stepped out, a proud faira stood up and immediately caught up with jimmy and held jimmy's hand. jimmy turned to look at the faira and glanced at his hand held by the faira.

"forgive me so don't wait for me, I'll never be ready with you" said Faira while staring at jimmy.jimm was just silent his eyes had glazed glass but he held it.

"i've known this risk a long time ago, even though I'll still love you fay" jimmy turned around and kissed the faira's forehead. faira who was lulled by jimmy's warmth closed her eyes as jimmy's lips formed his forehead.

"forgive me" inner faira.

jimmy took off his kiss and left the apartment.

faira who was speechless staring at the door of her apartment slowly closing, jimmy's body also slowly lost the land from her sight Faira who could not bear the raging taste in her heart finally bent and cried.

"sorry sorry" repeatedly Faira said it with tears that never stopped dripping.

in another place, Jimmy who was driving his car was crying once in a while he hit his car,

"aaarrrrrgggghhhh, why did you choose the complicated path of the faira" cried jimmy who was in his speeding car, the man could not be rude in front of the woman he would rather vent it by shouting, ' he said, only Jimmy knows what it's like to love one-sidedly but doesn't want to force his loved ones to love back, because he believes that love is basically implied not express.

because the news of the divorce of Faira and Jeon who are still confused faira decided not to get out of his apartment because he did not want to meet jimmy he did not want jimmy disturbed.

"what should I do, would I stay like this" murmured Faira as she stared at the outside view from her apartment balcony, occasionally taking her heavy breaths. when Faira was about to enter his room he accidentally saw his picture and the grandfather who was on the wall not far from his room, he looked at the picture of his and his grandfather hugging right in front of his house while in the village.

"i miss you cake" said Faira stroked the photo and hugged him.

"i'm going home" said Faira staring at her picture.

quickly faira also prepares his goods he chooses to settle in his grandfather's house that he has not visited for a long time, fortunately faira has redeemed his grandfather's house when getting money, so he can visit his grandfather's house now.

"i don't know if I'll come back or not" murmured Faira while looking at her apartment she's occupied for the past 1 year.

a few hours passed faira finally reached the village where his grandfather lived first, his grandfather's house was behind the hill and surrounded by plantations, faira walk from the stop to his grandfather's house

"here it never turns very beautiful and the air is fresh said Faira while pulling the suitcase in her hand, suddenly someone called

"lion!!!!"

faira turned to look for the source of the voice, which turned out to be her grandfather's neighbor who was walking not far from the faira

"owh, aunt, long time no see" said the faira as he hugged the aunt.

"auntie thinks you're not going home" the aunt said as she let go of their arms

"this is my hometown I will definitely go home" said the faira with a spoiled face

"ayooo aunty take you home" pulled the suitcase that faira held.

"don't let me take it" said Faira, taking back her suitcase.

faira also arrived at his house, he looked around the house was not occupied for years so it looks dirty and messy.

"you did not call aunt first if you want to go home, if you want to clean up first his house" said the aunt with a smile oada faira

"no papa I can clean it anyway" said Faira took off her bag and rushed to take a broom.

a few hours later, Faira finally finished cleaning her house, which was helped by the aunt, and lay her body on the floor.

"ah very tired" said Faira while closing her eyes she took a quick breath because of fatigue.

"it's late at night, take a quick shower and rest you must be tired" said the aunt while stroking the hair faira.

the aunt was named aunt rumi she used to often babysit the faira in her grandfather's living duty so no wonder if she looks fond of the faira.

faira who was very tired of resting on her mattress while hugging the faira bolster closed her eyes but even though her eyes were closed she cried.

"i miss you cake" said Faira although her eyes were closed her tears were not stopping wetting her pillow.

"jimmy is right, I still love jeon" Faira realizes that if her heart still belongs to jeon, hatred and anger only cover her love but do not eliminate her.

tok tok tok knock on the door made faira wake up and wipe his tears so that no one noticed, faira also opened the door of his house turned out that aunt rumi came with a bushel in her hand

"you must not have eaten, eat" said aunt rima as she handed the bushel

"yes, thank you bi, because I just cleaned everything so I can't cook anything" said Faira as her hand greeted the food given by aunt rumi

"eat, do you cry" aunt Rumi tilted her head to look at the faira's eyes.

"i miss grandfather" said Faira who immediately cried powerless to hold back her grief

"of course you must miss her a lot" said aunt Rumi immediately hugged Faira.

with a slight sobbing faira ate the food that aunt rumi gave her aunt rumi just saw the faira eat with a smile

"eat a lot you look skinny" said aunt rumi while putting some side dishes to the plate faira faira just nodded smilingly

"i'm full, aunt's cooking is always good" Faira smiled as she gave her thumbs up.

"of course" said aunt rumi with a shy smile.

"faira are you okay all this time, you can tell aunty" said Rumi's aunt who knew she was divorced with jeon while staring at the faira who was leaning over.

"calm down bi, I can handle it" said Faira avoiding the conversation her aunt rumi was about to discuss about her and jeon

"had he(jeon) been nice to you all this time" asked aunt rumi

"of course she's good" replied the short faira and avoided aunt rumi's gaze

"why separate? aunty was very happy when she found out you married her on the news, did not deny if aunt also saddened by the news of your divorce" explained aunt rumi who wanted to know while holding the hand of faira

"i'm not fit bi live among them" Faira answered that briefly he immediately stood up carrying a dirty dish2 to wash.

"but you're not having an affair with his cousin as reported" asked aunt Rumi as she approached the faira who was washing the dishes.

faira also looked at aunt rumi, while her hands still washed the dishes "no bi, believe me" Faira immediately continued washing the dishes

"auntie knows you won't do that" said aunt rumi, patting Faira on the shoulder and leaving.

elsewhere although news of jeon's divorce is often discussed Jeon still mute do not want to talk about it. jeon who is abroad because there is a business of work always think about the faira. while walking jeon accompanied his assistant walking down the river beside the road

"i never even took her on vacation" Jeon said in a small voice

"what did you say?" ask his assistant

"nothing" jeon said

jeon remembers the past even though he did not love the faira of that time should he still take her on vacation, jeon deeply regrets his actions but he did not tell anyone even his assistant.