
"what's the point of him telling that" the inner faira while poking the waist of chi to make a request for jeon. chi was responsibly telling jeon to sit on the customer's special bench " sit down for a while while I make it for you" chi said, invitingly.
"but I want him to make the flowers" pointed to the faira still standing in front of the cashier.
chi momentarily fell silent and looked at the middle faira staring at jeon, "butii pakk,,,,," chi speech directly in the cut faira "it's fine, I'll make it". fairapun immediately took a few flower stalks and wrapped them beautifully, she said,
"this is ready, do you like" said the stale base faira with jeon who was just a jeon with a kiss of flowers.
"oh yes I can ask for one more thing" said Jeon who moved from his chair near the faira and chi in front of the cashier's desk.
"yes what," asked chi astonished
"write a letter on this flower"
"maybe, what's the sentence" chi immediately picked up a pen and a special piece of paper.
"i know there's nothing you believe in this world, but believe me that I love you"
chi was a little surprised to hear the contents of the letter that Jeon wanted while Faira just turned her face away not wanting to look at jeon.
"this is done sir" said chi then handed over the piece of paper
"what will he receive my flowers' Jeon asked chi
" of course, you look very sincere" said chi who was still very impressed by jeon's good looks. then jeon smiled, and slowly circled the cashier's desk to get close to the faira, and then jeon smiled, chi was astonished by jeon's attitude while the faira who had turned her face now faced Jeon who was right in front of him with flowers in his hands.
" it's for you "to hand over the flowers he held to the faira.
faira just pecked he really did not have the word to answer jeon, occasionally his eyes looked at jeon and then bowed to look at the flowers.
"please accept and forgive me" Jeon said in a heavy voice.
after a long silence, Faira finally welcomed the flower that had previously been jeon thrust to her "I forgive you" he said briefly.
jeon who was happy immediately wanted to embrace the faira but the faira prevented it by slightly holding back his field chest.
"i've forgiven you so go"
jeon momentarily fell silent his eyes began to turn red and he shook his head "i can't." he said in a soft voice.
"why can't it??" ask Faira slowly.
"i love you" Jeon was no longer strong enough to hold back his tear dam and let it fall, while the faira just stared at Jeon.
"come home I am very tired." said Faira slowly and then went to a special room rest not far from the cashier. jeon did not want his efforts to be in vain and then followed the faira who had been sitting leaning on the long sofa there, chi who began to understand the circumstances let jeon in chi was out hoping they could talk more comfortably.
jeon approached the faira who was staring at the tv "I really mean it, I thought the divorce was just a feeling of loneliness because it would never see you again, and it would disappear over time, but it turned out I was wrong, I thought, it's all getting more complicated even to eat was very difficult for me to swallow. I can't without you, I know you won't forget everything that happened but.." jeon stopped with his words.
"but what?? continue, I will listen until the end" said the faira
"i will try so that you can feel the lightness in your heart, and begin not to remember things first again"
"how could it be, it was recorded clearly in Jeon's head, recorded clearly how you pretended to love me to protect another girl and torment my inner being every day and you want me to forget all??"
"i know it's impossible but at least you can't remember it anymore" Jeon began to hold the faira's hand
"how's it going??" ask faira
"i love you, I'll do anything"
"go jeon, I want to rest" again the faira drove away jeon without clarity.
"how can you think that this is your son" said Faira
"don't talk like that, I know it's my son" Jeon pulled Faira's arm and hugged her.
jeon was surprised by the baby's kick in the faira's stomach that felt in his skin "I want to hear it" said Jeon squatting and then kissed the belly of the faira "look at fay, he's so happy I'm here" jeon said with a happy face because he could feel the baby's movements in the belly of the faira.
"why are you so sure this is your son" Faira shed her tears to hear Jeon's reply
jeon got up after kissing Faira's stomach "what I doubt about you, I never doubt anything from you, I'm pretty sure this is my son"
"but why did you force me and charge me with jimmy that night" with a little loud and choked up, the faira tried not to cry, but again her tears just flowed.
seeing the weeping faira mixed with anger, Jeon hugged her strongly as she continued to reject "i was very jealous at that time, my heart was so angry when I found out you were on vacation with jimmy I wanted to rip my whole body apart just because I was mad, but what I was doing back then was because I loved you"
"love??" faira pushed jeon with her astonished face "it's lustful and stubborn jeon's head"
jeon shook his head "no fay, I've loved you even before that, I don't want to lose you"
"then why did you let me go if you already loved me back then" asked Faira as she hugged her stomach looking at Jeon who was also staring at the time.
"you can't answer, if it's true that you loved me then you would have fought to keep me, you wouldn't have been able to separate from me, like when you loved Clara you did everything for her to even hurt me, you didn't even feel sorry for me at that time" ketus faira again with a circle of tears that kept flowing because it still felt disappointed.
jeon only fell silent weakly staring and listening to the occasional faira he shook his head intending to deny the faira's opinion.
seeing that Jeon had no response whatsoever was getting upset, he walked slowly to his room upstairs, and stopped when he stepped on the stairs because jeon's voice stopped him.
"i'm a very selfish person, I always think I deserve to do anything and deserve to be with anyone, but as I watched you cry more and more and more and more for the first time I gave in to my selfishness to keep something, for the first time I realized he was happy to be away from me, at that time I only understood about the true love" after expressing his feelings jeon lowered his head to cover his flowing tears, while the faira just silently stared back at jeon while holding the ladder.
"maybe now you think I'm back selfish for asking you to come back,," approached the faira and turned the body of the faira to face him "now I'm being unselfishly fay, I'm, I'm trying something I've never tried, I'm gonna try to earn your trust, so give me a chance" Jeon looked at the faira and raised his chin so he could look him in the eye.
"i don't want to wish jeon, go" this time the faira really left jeon alone and went into his room.
"i won't give up the faira until you and my son are with me I won't give up even if the insects gnaw my heart slowly" inner jeon took a deep breath and passed out to return to his hotel.
"excuse me..."
hearing someone voice towards Jeon who was walking stopped and turned to the source of the voice "oh are you a faira yaa employee?" with a quick smile, Jeon did not want people to know the problem and faira.
"iyaa," chi bowed "sorry if I am presumptuous, what father is her ex-husband bu faira"
"iyaa" jeon nodded
"ohhh" chi chuckled thinly "ueemmhh, you're here to see ma'am faira ya"
"i want to pick him up" Jeon said shamelessly.
"it looks like ma'am Faira's a hard man to conquer, sir?"
"that's my favorite" ledek jeon short
" i was accidentally horrified by the talk of father and mother faira earlier, I do not know what because bu faira was never told anything, but I did not know anything, but I understand that if you really love each other it's just that it's blocked by a big wall, and only you can break that wall" Chi said as he walked
hearing chi jeon's words come to a halt he slightly lowered his head after hearing chi's words.
"what's the matter, sir,??" chi was surprised to see jeon who was silent "sorry sir I was presumptuous"
" no no you're right" Jeon broke a smile at chi. "I'm going to smash that wall" jeon said excitedly.