
faira laid her body and pulled a little of her clothes up to the chest of the doctor began rubbing gel on the stomach faira to be easy when on ultrasound, the doctor also stared at the monitor beside the faira while the faira saw from the tv provided right in front of the faira.
"waaahh, it looks like you're pregnant with twins" the doctor exclaimed with a smile as he looked at the faira
"twins??"
the doctor nodded with a smile
faira was silent and only gaping to see a living fetus in her stomach.
the doctor was silent to let the faira daydream while slightly chuckling.
"emmmm, if twins why my stomach is not big doc" asked Faira without releasing her eyes on her fetus
"it happens to everyone, maybe you'll have a change in your stomach next month"
faira who heard the doctor's explanation woke up feeling that she doubted and feared earlier as if lost when she saw her fetus and heard her heartbeat.
"fetus is healthy all, I love vitamins do not forget to drink yes, and do not stress, whatever happened before I hope you and your child healthy" while giving vitamins to the faira
"thank you so much doc" slowly faira came out of the doctor's office and went home.
somewhere else.
jeon, who had just finished his work, wanted to stay at his parents' house because he had promised to have dinner together.
"mom,,!!!" call Jeon while putting his jacket on the sofa he slightly ran towards the dining room where there was a sound.
"it's jeon has come" Jeon's mother told jeon's arrival to jimmy and jimmy's fiancee who were sitting next to each other and facing jeon's father, jimmy just glanced at jeon and smiled faintly.
although it feels awkward Jeon has no reason not to say hello to jimmy
" when is it from London ?" jeon asked as he pulled his chair against Jeon's fiancee, and he was surprised that he had not yet met and felt disrespectful
"oh sorry, introduce me jeon jimmy's cousin" stuck out his hand while outlining a smile
"well, I now you, my name is nadine" welcomed jeon's hand and shook hands with each other.
nadine understands the language Jeon speaks, but he just can't pronounce it.
"jimmy just came from London straight here because he said he misses home cooking he calls mom and asks in masakin" explained jeon's mother with a smile and arranged some food in front of them.
jeon played his fingers while occasionally taking heavy breaths, though, there are things that he wants to ask but in the pendam because he knows now is not the right time to talk about curiosity jeon reason jimmy is no longer with the faira and instead accepts his match with nadine, nadine, until they finished eating, they did not talk much, only the babbling mother jeon who continued to invite nadine to talk.
still in the warmth of gathering at the dinner table, their conversation was like endless, the contents of jeon's head was only about faira so how much his mother's babble he was just like hearing a chattering, because he felt uncomfortable Jeon went to his room.
"where are you going" his mother's voice stopped him two steps away.
"i'm so full, I want to walk around for a while burning a few calories before going to bed" back continue his steps towards the side door where his mother's plants neatly lined up like a garden but there is access so that he can get out into the streets.
"jeon wait"
hearing that voice jeon without turning his head still walked slowly while putting his hands together his pants pocket, he knows that Jimmy called him and followed him but Jeon seemed to hint to stay away from home before he was ready to talk to jimmy.
arriving in front of the gate that there is a large stone as a decoration jeonpun sitting while looking up a little at jimmy who had followed him.
jimmy took a slow breath and avoided Jeon's gaze but instead sat down next to Jeon.
"i didn't think you'd be in a match?" jeon asked jimmy who was just sitting next to him
jimmy just laughed in response to Jeon's question, as if he couldn't believe himself why he agreed with the match.
"first glance I immediately liked nadine, so I accepted this matchmaking" jimmy's short answer made jeon a little bit smirked in disbelief at the word that just came out of his cousin's mouth, as if he wasn't.
"so when something makes you fall in love, you just leave it?"
"leave who??" ask jimmy who knows what jeon means but he deliberately pretends not to understand jeon's intentions.
"you really haven't changed, you've always played with me" Jeon said, wanting to leave jimmy behind.
"forgive me" said it stopped jeon's steps, he then turned to look at jimmy who was about to get up from the rock where he was sitting.
"forgive me for always liking what you like to follow you and trying to grab what you like and flaunt it when you succeed" the long sentence successfully made Jeon silent and silent.
"after you found out about your mistake and then you left Faira alone" jeon's tone faltered a little because he could barely breathe with tightness in his chest considering how hurt he would have if he knew jimmy was engaged.
"no jeon," jimmy shook his head at Jeon's wrong opinion
"then." kept jeon then quietly waiting for jimmy's answer
"you know, how strong I struggle he won't choose me" approached Jeon and grabbed him by the shoulder
"i like him, ah no, I love him, I want him to give me a chance to make him happy, but he always refuses" a little stifled jimmy continued his talk "faira likes me as a friend but is reluctant to continue her feelings, she knows if it will be complicated for me, for you, your mother, your father, my parents, even she will be complicated by various criticisms of the surrounding community" patting jeon on the shoulder and staring at jeon "you must have understood what it would be like if we were together" jimmy smiled faintly.
"if you love each other, why should you think of others?" jeon switched
"he likes me not to love, from the beginning I knew his heart wasn't for me and it never would be for me" jimmy stepped forward slightly to his back
"i thought you guys would be together after we split up, didn't you say that too" Jeon began to seriously talk to jimmy
"at that moment I just wanted to see your reaction, whether you loved her or not"
"then what did you get from my reaction" asked Jeon
"you love her"
jimmy's short speech made jeon speech silent he realized that since then he had loved the faira but he always lied to himself on the pretext of agreeing to the relationship of faira and jimmy.
"why are you quiet" jimmy turned to look at the still-down jeon
"i was disappointed when it was with you, if you loved her then why would you want to get divorced and not try to fix it?"
"she hates me so much, I don't want her to hate me more by forcing her to stay with me" Jeon said in a soft voice with a red face and eyes that wanted to cry but were held back.
"i thought I'd easily forget her, I thought that two or three weeks she'd completely disappear from my mind, but she always came to mind in my shadow" trying to cover his falling tears by turning his back to jimmy "it hurts so much, my chest is like being squeezed, breathing even though I feel hard"
hearing the jeon's words made jimmy feel the pain.
"that's the miss" said jimmy
"you're right" jeon nodded
"why don't you ask him back"
jimmy's speech made Jeon realize from his sadness he seemed to get the spirit of hearing jimmy's speech
"what would he want?" jeon asked innocently when he knew jimmy also could not be sure what would happen in the future, but he wanted to hear jimmy's answer that might make him excited.
"how do we know if not try it''' jimmy went to leave jeon alone, jeon momentarily pegged but he immediately felt hope.
"not just trying I'll try" he said encouraging himself and then moved in to rest.