
not long after separating from faira jeon often settled in his parents' house, although his relationship with his father had been less good jeon tried to improve his relationship with his father, his father, jeon also reduced his work because he felt uninspired at the end of this.
"jeon let's have dinner together" cried mother Jeon from the dining room not too far from her room.
"iyaaa" said Jeon and stood out of the room to his mother who was sitting at the dinner table.
jeon pulled up a chair and sat down beside his mother
"dad not come home yet?" ask jeon
"he said again"
"we have to wait for Dad first"
"thank you Jeon has tried to get back close to your father" said Jeon's mother, clasping her son's hand, jeon just smiled and nodded.
after a few minutes Jeon's father came home and saw his wife and son already wanted to eat, and immediately approached them.
"is the food still warm" Jeon's father said as he put his bag on the empty seat next to him and sat in front of his wife and child
"still" Jeon's mother said as she took the rice to her husband's plate.
they eat together, they do not talk when eating, when finished eating mother Jeon clean the table and leave husband and son facing each other, jeon with a little hesitation invite his father to talk
"i may not be an adult well, many things make you sad because of my behavior" Jeon said while bowed
"you're 30 and up, how do you call yourself immature" his father said, staring at Jeon
"the color I made a mistake" Jeon replied still lowered his head
"grown-ups can definitely make jeon mistakes, but they'll fix them" Jeon's father said gently
jeon who heard his father's answer just quietly ventured to look at his father.
"do you want to be an adult?" jeon's father asked, jeon kept quiet and just nodded
"then correct your mistakes, if you have to apologize, apologize do not prestige, sincere people apologize will certainly be forgiven" explained Jeon's father and stood leaving jeon alone.
jeon's mother looked at Jeon from behind the door and smiled as jeon turned to look at his mother, her mother was happy to finally have jeon and her father talk emotionlessly, and give each other an opinion.
jeon then approached his father and mother who were relaxing in front of the tv, jeon immediately slept on his mother's lap, his mother also stroked the hair of the only child was full of love, and his mother, although his son often makes trouble parents will still love his son, especially when he saw jeon end2 is changed. in those family talks they were very relaxed not discussing any issues they were just discussing food and holidays
"ma'am how about tomorrow we go to the painting exhibition" Jeon invited him who was still in his mother's lap.
"you really still love paintings, son" asked his mother
"yes I haven't seen it for a long time, there happens to be a painting exhibition that is still being held, we are going there tomorrow" said Jeon like an 8-year-old boy
"well, tomorrow your father will also be off" said Jeon's mother while glancing at her husband, her husband just nodded because his eyes focused on the tennis match on tv.
"why does it feel like this, why so sip on the chest when remembering you fay" said Jeon with his hand holding his chest.
"did I miss you?" jeon asked himself while looking at the faira clothes he was holding.
with a sense of raging in his heart after remembering the faira jeon weakly sitting on the edge of his mattress while looking at his wedding photo and the faira who was deliberately not thrown away by his parents even though they had separated.
"what was this you felt when I left you in your hour of need" staring at the occasional faira photo of jeon bowing and breathing heavily as if it were tight.
jeon loves Faira but he doesn't realize when her feelings start to exist, but he always lied to himself and the last few weeks Jeon did feel his longing with the faira but instead of trying to find the faira he decided to meet his parents and make sure his feelings.
because he knew he hurt so much faira he preferred to hold the feeling in his heart and let the longing to break his heart slowly land.
"are you ready" Jeon approached his parents who were in the room, but he saw his mother and father who looked busy, he said, jeon's mother was surprised to see Jeon at the door in a neat outfit.
"ah mom is sorry baby, today there is a sudden business so mom and dad will be out of town for a while" Jeon's mother smiled as she prepared to be ready.
"you alone are the way today" Jeon's father said, turning to look at Jeon with some files he was putting in his bag.
jeon was silent for a moment he just smiled faintly and scratched his non-itchy nape "well, because I'm ready I'll keep going" Jeon said and walked out.
"you'll definitely enjoy it son" cried mother jeon from her room
jeon, without answering directly to his car and leaving, enjoyed the ride.
an hour passed jeon to his destination, in the exhibition that day it looks not too many visitors because not a holiday Jeon who came out of his car can not be separated from the mask and black hat, black hat, he tried to cover his face so that no one would notice his presence, with a slow step Jeon tracing several rooms that display painting paintings, from about a history, to abstract paintings.
when he was staring at a painting Jeon heard a familiar voice in his ear he turned to the source of the sound, sure enough he heard, he saw Faira talking to someone while looking at a painting not far from him only 5 meters away from him. the newly divorced girl looks very beautiful with a very feminine blouse plus her unraveling hair that she slightly folds into her ears, showing the sparkle of earrings hanging from her ears, which is very beautiful, the talking Faira realizes that someone is looking at her and looking at Jeon, but Jeon avoids the contact and walks away because Jeon remembers the words of the faira who does not want to see her again.
but because of the longing in his heart Jeon secretly stared at the faira from afar, he tried not to be realized and seen by the faira, this time Jeon could not focus on painting, he could not focus on painting, he just stared at the faira from afar, hoping that the faira would not notice him.
but because the group with the faira quite a lot make Jeon trouble looking for faira because it Jeon decided to get out of the exhibition venue and wait in the car he hopes to see the faira. even though he knew after that it would be difficult to see him again he kept waiting.
with his head down at the wheel of the car Jeon waiting for the faira out, until finally he heard the noise of people passing his car, he also noticed one by one passersby until finally the faira passed the jeon car with a head down and stepped quickly because he realized the car right in front of their bus was a jeon car.
"you really don't want to greet me fay, even my car you don't want to see" inner jeon without letting go of his gaze at the faira who started to enter the bus.
almost Jeon's hand opened the door of his car wanted to chase Faira but he faltered, there were many things that were on his mind until he did not realize if the bus on board the faira began to move away.
jeon just silently daydreamed in his car his gaze was blank. "wouldn't regret not chasing after him now?" inwardly jeon he put one hand on the wheel, while the other hand tightly grasped his phone, he realized when a guard knocked on his car glass and peeked occasionally
"why sir" asked Jeon, who had just half lowered his windshield
"aku sudah melihat bapak dari tadi di mobil tapi tidak jalan, apa ada masalah" tanya penjaga itu sambil berjongkok memperhatikan jeon.
"sorry sir, I'm daydreaming, I'm leaving now"
"it's okay to daydream when the car is parked safely, but if it's gone do not daydream sir" said the guard while standing and aside to give way jeon to pass. jeon just nodded and started his car and drove away.