
a few days after returning from the hospital Jeon's condition improved, today they decided to have a small family picnic in a park just to get rid of boredom.
jeon and his father carefully tidied up a carpet and arranged some food and toys for his children to play with.
"let the zoan and zein crawl here bi" while patting the carpet he specialized for zoan and zein play.
the two nannies put zoan and zein on the ground to play but were still under the supervision of the nanny.
jeon enjoyed his little vacation, they only saw the lake and some flower plants that surround the park, plus seeing the liveliness of his two twin sons who are increasingly active make jeon not stop decomposing his smile.
"look at those fat cheeks, jeon, they look a lot like you when you were a kid, don't you think?" jeon's mother asked her husband
"right ma, they're true2 looks like jeon as a kid, it's like babysitting our kids again" Jeon's father said.
jeon looked around at the many families who also had picnics near them, of course there was envy and also pain to see other children in the company of his mother, while zoan and zein accompanied by the nanny.
" you'll regret the faira if you spend too long in this time" inner jeon.
when looking around the lake Jeon eyes suddenly fixated with a woman who stared at him from a distance, the woman was right across the lake berender on the lake guardrail, the woman was wearing a white dress with short hair.
"fairaa,,,,," Jeon said without hesitation, then stood up and quickly tried to chase after the woman he thought was the faira.
with a breath of breath, jeon arrived right next to the woman, the woman only glanced at jeon without turning her head, as if knowing if jeon was coming at her.
quietly standing next to Jeon, Jeon glanced at the woman's eyes, which were staring at her family from a distance.
''fairaaa,,,, you," said jeon in a brick
hearing Jeon's words, the woman turned her head and looked back at Jeon's eyes looking at her, sure enough that the woman was a faira with a short shoulder-length haircut, her face looked very beautiful and radiant, making it hard for Jeon to blink looking at him.
" yes it's me" he said briefly without letting go of his gaze at jeon.
"was this meeting accidentally, or did you deliberately want to meet me?" ask jeon
now that Jeon's heart is beating very fast, he is nervous waiting for the answer faira who determines the purpose of the letter that Faira wrote last time that Faira said if he decided to return he will return, he will return, but if not, he will not return.
faira was silent, she seemed to have determined the answer but did not want to explain to jeon in a hurry..
faira drew her breath in "how are you" slightly smiled
jeon fell silent because the faira did not immediately answer his question.
"what do you think, do I look good in your eyes,?" jeon and Faira asked
"you know I'm not okay, but you look good now." started looking deeper into the faira "you look so beautiful and fresh now, you even cut your long hair"
"are you very tired,?" faira's question was short but she asked so deeply that Jeon's face changed, her lips quivering withholding her tears.
jeon just nodded
faira who was staring at Jeon now turned her eyes to her two children who were across her eyes "they are very healthy and adorable huh?"looking at Jeon again "forgive me jeon, I just understood how to be a parent, I realized you must have been very difficult when I was in a coma at that time, but you were patient and learned to understand your son, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, you were in a coma, whereas I was too focused on feeling disappointed in myself for not being able to understand my son"
"why didn't you tell me about how you felt back then and leave instead" Jeon asked and approached the faira more closely.
"i felt that at that time you were not the right person for me to talk to, my irritation was still very big until 2 seeing you just made me want to be angry" said Faira but while bowed not staring at jeon
jeon silently silently listened to Faira, his heart so broken that he heard the woman he loved hate him, jeon occasionally gulped his saliva trying to soothe the pain that shackled his soul.
"psychologist??" jeon astonished
"well, I'm having a hard time but that person is slowly directing my way of thinking, it doesn't take me less than eight weeks to feel and my mind is already very much different, I loved myself and began to understand the difficulties of the young old man, I began to understand zoan and zein even without meeting.".". for a moment I fell silent. "and, I no longer hated you" he continued, then briefly looked into Jeon's eyes but fell back down
"how are you feeling now?" jeon looked even deeper into the faira, turning the body of the faira to face him, jeonpun raised his chin so that the faira looked into his eyes while answering jeon's question.
faira was just silent looking into jeon's eyes, their eyes looked at each other like maghnet the gaze did not move anywhere.faira pecked she wanted to say something but seen on her face she was still hesitant.
"say faira, how are you feeling now?" jeon said again.
"i don't know why I've always thought of you, I feel pretty good right now, but when I see you pass out while being live at that time,,,, I,,,," is cut off
"me,,,,???" jeon continued to wonder
"without me knowing it, I ran very fast after you to the hospital, but only saw you from behind the window and did not dare to approach.
"you were supposed to meet me then"
"forgive me" said Faira without feeling her tears run down her cheeks.Jeon very gently swept away the tears that flowed on the face of the faira.
"this time you didn't rebel when I touched you like this" Jeon stroked the arm of the faira quietly, and tidied the hair of the faira that covered his face in the wind.
faira just quietly let jeon hand stroked her hair and face as if enjoying a touch of jeon, occasionally her eyes closed as jeon hand gently touched her cheek.
"have you given me a chance?" jeon asked as he grabbed Faira's hand and grabbed her.
faira only nodded hinting that she would accept the jeon back in her life, accepting the father of her son to start something they had never really started. jeon's face immediately changed what he prayed is now fulfilled, now only happy tears will he cry, he said, jeon ceaselessly kissed the hands of the faira he looks very grateful with the opportunity that the faira give, the faira who saw the sincerity of jeon really very moved.
"jeon,,,,"
"hmmm," jeon looked back at the faira but still held her hand and put it on her lips while continuing to kiss her.
"are you gonna be okay with the return of our relationship?"
"why do you ask like that, do you still have doubts?"
"i accept that you are not completely sure, but as time goes on I hope that you can make me more confident with each passing day, I want you to make me believe that my decision will not be wrong.
"of course, I'll make you sure you won't regret your decision"
"i'll probably be a little cold with you, even if I don't want to act like that a little bit you'll definitely feel it, I hope you're patient with that attitude.
"i already know the risk of fay, but even so I've been waiting for you all this time" Jeonpun then pulled the faira to bring him to meet their son.
jeon's parents who had realized that Jeon and Faira were happy to see the look on Jeon's face that turned happy while holding the faira's hand walking towards them, without further ado Jeon's mother stood up and embraced the faira that was in front of them.
"faira, you don't know what you're talking about, but from the look on your face you know you've decided things that will make you happy" while stroking the fairra's back.
"are you going to start a new chapter" asked Jeon's father, staring at the faira and jeon in turn.
"yes father," replied Jeon who was still smiling happily, he could hardly believe that his wait and struggle were not in vain.
"you've been given a chance jeon, I hope this time there is no mistake, I'm sure the faira will not tolerate it" glanced at the faira who was embracing his two children.
"no yeah, I promise." Jeon assured his father.