
Although the situation has not recovered properly, that afternoon Rania forced herself to stay in work. Coincidentally Rania night office. Raisya had tried to prevent Rania from entering work first, but Rania still insisted on wanting to enter because Rania felt her mind was getting sad if most of the room just rest.
“Ran, do not work first. You are still pale. Ntar if forced can be more severe lo” said Raisya reminded. Rania just smiled thinly.
“Nothing Yes, previously grateful for your attention.insyaAllah I do nothing kok” replied Rania with a smile forced to be lipped.
"Let's just one day Rania, rest at home until you're fully recovered." Said Raisya again advising Rania. However, Rania is still getting ready for work.
"I've only been in for a month, it's not good to have permission often. But I'm doing pretty good. Hopefully tonight there's a lot of patients so I can take a break.." Rania.
"Hmmm... Yes, dech, if you insist too..." Raisya finally said.
Raisya could do nothing more and was forced to let go of Rania who was still in pain.
“Be careful Ran, if there is anything do not forget to tell me” Raisya said with a worried tone.
“Siip Sya. insyaAllah” replied Rania.
On the way out of the alley, Rania felt her body a little oyong, but was not ignored. He must be strong, his determination in the heart.
“You can use kak?” an offer came from someone on a motorcycle right behind Rania. Spontan Rania turned her head and found a teenager in a high school uniform who now stopped beside her. The teenager took off his helmet and looked at Rania with a smile.
"You want me to be the same, brother? Where are you going kak?” Ask the teenager. Asked like that Rania immediately shook her head while answering...
“Oohh... thank you, but do not need.do not bother” Reject Rania gently. And then he realized that this teenage boy was one of the students in High School that he had studied.
“Not bothered. I'm sincere. Shouldn't every Muslim help each other?” he said then still with his friendly smile.
“Ayolah sis, up... Come with me, don't be shy... ” His force with fast movement he directly holds Rania's wrist.
Rania who did not expect with the fast incident just reflex to pull his hand and try to avoid a bit far from the teenager who he considered to have been presumptuous and disrespectful towards him.
“Sorry yes. I don't want to, don't be scared and don't even dare touch me. We are not mukhirm” said Rania firmly and loudly with a little voice, so impressed a bit snapping at the teenager.
“Why sech sis? My intention is good, why did my brother even become so ketus that? I don't want to mess around, sister, just want to give you big brother. Because I know brother, sister Rania who always gives studies in our school right?” He asked what looked a bit upset now.
“Yes, your intentions are good. However, your way is not good and not right” replied Rania directly.
“Not good and not true how sis? Even though I am happy with the materials that you convey, very inspiring, honestly I became amazed with you. But, because the brother's clash made me change my mind, brother.. Turns out I misjudged sister.kak Rania can ketus also turned out. ya” He said in a disappointed tone.
Actually, Rania really wanted to explain to this teenager who did not understand about the interaction between men and women in Islam, but he felt inappropriate and also because his body condition is less fit at this time makes him seem to have no energy to explain it.
“You better ask your male religious teacher what the reason is, not me. Sorry...I'm in a hurry..” Rania immediately rushed to leave the teenager, and she ignored the teenager screaming for her.
"Sister Rania, wait, brother, I'm not done talking. How to play left out? Now who's not polite try?" Shouted the Teen.
Rania did not answer or look back. It seems he was very lazy to serve the teenager, let him think strangely of himself.
When it arrived at the intersection, there happened to be an angkot that stopped and Rania immediately rose without looking back.
Inside the angkot, Rania's mind returned to glare. The problem is not over. His heart was still troubled, still worried, what steps he should take. Actually... if you want to choose he does not want to be faced with problems like this, but what is the power as a human being? This test comes from God, how can man choose as he pleases what test he must pass? If it can be so, maybe humans have anticipated it, no more worries in his heart.
“Abi want to meet umi..” a short text received last night. The man in his past invited him to meet. If he did not use his wits at that time, surely his feelings would have answered yes with pleasure. But Rania is grateful that there is still faith in him, there is still a sense of worry in his mind, he can still think, considering whether a meeting will bring good or even bring anger from God?
“Don't start an unprofitable meeting with a man who isn't your muhrim because I worry from the eyes down to the heart, from the smile it brings to the greetings, from, from greetings inclined to meetings and from meetings fearing the birth of evil passions that will rule over you so trapped in the pit of obedience in the name of love”
Rania so remembered with these words, the words she found at the beginning of the study first. If you remember how great the struggle he used to be in conquering his wrong feelings. How enterprising he tried to stay away with the name of false love. Love is wrapped in lust. His whole mind was diverted from it all, he focused on studying, studying, reading and writing. Thankfully, his struggle produced good results. Up to 2 years he was able to defend against his feelings. But, the test of faith is now on him, Rania can not lose. He used to be able to fight it why not anymore? Yach... Rania has a heart in which she can definitely pass this test of faith. He can fight it, he can fight it. He will not submit to his desires but rather he will subdue his desires. Just then a conviction emerged, Rania knew what she should do next with a smile, Rania said Basmallah. Everything's gonna be okay.
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