The Destiny of Love Rania
CHAPTER 44(A CONFESSION)

Sofwa did not expect the arrival of Andre who was looking for him, after a long time disappeared and now HE came to apologize to Sofwa. But that's enough, no more apologies for him. He's so outrageous, Sofwa can't forgive him. Even though his tongue said it could not, but it could not be denied his heart said another. His heart even caught the sincerity that Andre threw at that time, the apology he said, the tears that flowed and the change of his appearance... Sofwa curses herself, she must not be weak. Remember Sofwa, you will soon be married to Fitra... Fitra is God's best mate to you... His heart whispered as if to remind him.

“Where to Nay?” Raihan asked when he saw Nayla had been groomed neatly that afternoon.

“You are in the hospital bang.” said Nayla rather shyly.

“Ooh.. want to see Fitra?” guess Raihan with his seductive smile.

“Iya bang, all you want to bring a cake that Nayla made specifically for dia” said Nayla with shame - shame.

“Ya is.. who wants to marry nech, already have Fitra... in the past, if you made a cake, tell your brother who tasted first, but now it is a bit different, yes”, Raihan said, joking.

“Again that talk. The prejudice is very bad with Nayla. Relax my dear brother.. Cake for brother is in the refrigerator.” said Nayla trying to persuade Raihan.

“Iya-iya. brother kidding Nay. Be careful on the road?” said Raihan.

“Siip bang, Nayla permission first. Asalamualaikum.”

“Walaikumusalam..”

That afternoon Nayla intended to make a little surprise for Fitra. Nayla deliberately made a blackforest cake that she would give directly to Fitra. Nayla believes Fitra would love to receive a homemade cake from her. Coincidentally, it was Fitra's schedule.

A few minutes later Naylapun arrived at the hospital. He went straight to the elevator and took the 4th floor. Arriving on the 4th floor, Nayla went straight to the treatment room where Fitra was in service. When the hospital corridor that Nayla's footsteps immediately stopped when he heard his name mentioned by 2 people who walked right in front of him. Nayla overhears the conversation between the two of them.

“I'm sure Fitra wants to marry Sofwa is out of pity, you remind Sofwa that's our treatment patient in the end room? The sick do not know for sure what. Doctors are confused about what to diagnose. Uh, it turns out that the pain is because of LOVE.” Nia said with a rather large voice so that it was caught clearly by Sofwa's ears.

“I wonder the same Fitra.. why would you like to see him? Sacrificing her true love for Rania for the girl she absolutely loved. Before Raihan, her brother Sofwa came to Fitra's house and begged Fitra.. Fitra has made a choice to Rania, her heart is already adrift with Rania. I am sure Rania also feels the same thing” Randi added with great enthusiasm.

“Iya Rand, and until now I still feel very guilty to Rania... you don't know how happy Rania kemarjn is even though she doesn't talk directly sech but I can see from Rand's face.she was very happy when Denger Fitra would sleep in. uh, uh, his happiness seemed to disappear, replaced with great sadness" said Nia in a tone of disappointment.

Sofwa stopped following the two men. What was said by the woman named Nia was no longer caught by her ears. For him it was enough, what he had heard just now really made his feelings crumble. The cake that he had embraced earlier fell on the floor. He doesn't care about it anymore. Sofwa turned around, she ran towards the elevator. Tears of pain again adorned his face.

Sofwa went straight home. He wanted to ask for a real explanation from Raihan. His heart was really uneasy at this moment, his feeling said that something was hidden from him. Arriving home, Sofwa found Raihan again sitting while watching TV, without saying Sofwa greetings directly to Raihan.

“Bang... Is it true that you forced Fitra to marry Nayla? Is it true that Fitra wanted to marry Nayla because of her compulsion? Because you begged him? is that really bang? Right?” Tanya Sofwa. Raihan who was suddenly attacked with the question immediately stood up. The red face of Nayla as it muffled anger mixed with tears that did not stop flowing.

“You why Nay, come sit down first.” Raihan tried to calm Sofwa down. But Nayla refused to sit down.

“Jawab enquiry Nayla Bang. ANSWE” This time with a rather high tone Sofwa said.

“Iya. Yes yes..” Raihan finally admitted his mistake.

“Because you no longer want to see you suffer Nay... Brother did not want it to happen again.so brother begged Fitra, but... Fitra actually loves you too Kok Nayla.” Raihan said.

“Lying..!! Fitra never loved me bang, she loved another woman. He loves the woman he wanted to apply to. He loves a woman named Rania... not me..” cried Sofwa.

“Who said I don't love you Sofwa?” suddenly from the front door Fitra entered. Fitra who still uses the official clothes was following Sofwa. He saw Sofwa from a distance. And Fitra believes Sofwa must have heard something from her mouth Nia and Randi to make her turn around and go down using the elevator.

“Fitra..?” Sofwa is shocked by the arrival of Fitra.

“I'm sorry Sofwa. What Randi and Nia said is true...” said Fitra tried to explain it in a calm tone.

“You mean..?” ask Sofwa.

“Yach. Not because of pity. Not forced.maybe initially there is coercion and pity.but, indeed for the sake of Rabb and His Messenger... because my love for Him led my heart to you Sofwa. Which widens my chest to receive everything. both shortcomings and weaknesses.” said Fitra.

“What? Want to accept my shortcomings and weaknesses?” tanya Sofwa somewhat emphasized the words of such shortcomings.

“Iya. Every human being has advantages and disadvantages. As good as he is. Including me. I'm an ordinary man. Khilaf and wrong place.but with shortcomings that we can complement each other...” can appreciate each other.

Sofwa gave a small smile hearing Fitra's words just now. It feels like he is not satisfied, he has not believed whether Fitra can accept his shortcomings that one ‘itu’, shortcomings that will not be able to be corrected again. Raihan is like reading the gurgle of Sofwa who wants to say something. He understood very well where the direction of the Sofwa conversation was, so he quickly took the direction of their conversation.

“Already. Nayla darling... Fitra has already told the truth..come on. do not be discussed again this problem..we just assume nothing happened...we better focus on your marriage problems, what date is it?” said Raihan who was trying to divert the conversation. But Sofwa who was not satisfied did not respond to Raihan's words. He wanted to prove directly at that time whether Fitra would still be willing to accept him after knowing what his shortcomings were so fatal.

“You want to know what my shortcomings are completely irreversible?” sofwa asked Fitra. Raihan was a bit hard on Sofwa so that he did not want to tell the truth to Fitra.

“What?” Ask Fitra very curiously.

“Fitra, I don't want to start this relationship with a lie. A legitimate bond. Wedding bond...” Sofwa said while breathing. Fitra waited for Sofwa's words with a thumping chest. Raihan resigned, doing nothing more.

“Actually.. I ne, Sofwatun Nayla... indeed still a girl.. but... I am not a virgin anymore..” said Sofwa slowly and surely. Finally, the sentence was said also from his mouth.The big secret that he closed tightly but this time he dismantled in front of Fitra. In front of the man who wanted to marry her. Sofwa can only resign, whatever reality she will accept later, that is the destiny of God for her. Sofwa looked down, not daring to look at Fitra or Raihan. A moment of silence. Fitra closed her eyes, thinking hard. What he heard just now really made his chest tight. If he were to shrink his current ego, surely. He must have left Sofwa. But, what can he do again if his heart says, I am redho.. I am sincere..Is not a marriage not only judged by virginity?

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