
Feeling that the attempt to resuscitate her son by hitting was not successful at all, Erina finally explained slowly with raging feelings and tried to be patient with her childlike son.
"Mama's totally inexhaustible with your way of thinking, Zafer. Why turn into a stupid man just because of Tsamara's story?"
Then direct a pinch strong enough on his son's thigh to vent his frustration.
"Mama!" sarcas Zafer squirms with the body because he again feels pain in the body when punished for the umpteenth time for a mistake that even he thinks is just a curiosity and thirst for answers.
"I'm not a stupid man, Ma. I was just a child who doubted the affection of parents after Tsamara spoke honestly to me. Was I wrong to get an explanation from you. If it's not explained, how would I know?"
Zafer spoke while grimacing rubbing the thigh that got the pinch and must have turned blue there. Things never get from small because the mother loves him very much, but because of today's questions, have been punished several times ranging from punches to pinching and may have left blueness there.
"Listen to Mama carefully and record in your brain because if you repeat asking about this again, then, you better go with Rayya who you trust more because she loves you more than anything in the world."
Erina deliberately insinuated all-out her son for feeling hurt as a mother when in doubt of affection, but as if 100 percent believed in the woman he had just known.
Zafer is currently gulping and feeling confused about what his mother just revealed when she mentioned Rayya. Yes, it became a fact because it was very trusting when Rayya said he would stay with him even though he was not part of the Aerospace family anymore.
"Mom why talk like that? I really didn't mean to trust Rayya more than my own parents. But the facts seem to prove that. So, I ended up thinking badly. I even figured maybe I was just an adopted child or switched at the hospital."
Zafer was about to get ready to take another blow from his mother when he vented his anger, but it did not get because the middle-aged woman chose to stare at him and like a heart stab.
"You'll feel sorry for saying that today to Mama. When you are no longer in this world, you will realize it. There is no better person in the world than your own parents. Remember that's fine!"
Erina did not speak honestly about Tsamara's lies, but her heart was wounded by the words of her son and chose to get out of bed immediately.
When intending to leave the guest room room room and let his son rest without being bothered by his doubtful presence of affection, felt a hug from his son.
Zafer immediately felt sinful and at the same time guilty, so seeing the face of the mother was very hurt. Reflexes he went down from the bed and wrapped his hands on the body of the mother by hugging from behind.
"I'm sorry, Ma. I didn't mean to make you sad. I love Mama very much and there is nothing in this world that can replace her." Zafer even spoke very hoarsely when the overflow of feelings seemed to be restrained and could not be expelled.
Maybe if you become a woman, already crying when saying it to the mother who is still held tightly from behind like looking for a long peace of heart.
"I haven't hugged you in a long time like this, Ma. Nothing seems to match the warmth of Mama's body." Even he is currently glassy and also feels tightness in the chest when he can not vent a burning and self-controlled feeling.
If just a moment ago, Erina felt very angry at her son for doubting his affection as a mother who had been devoting wholeheartedly and never expected the least bit of self.
However, everything seemed to disappear upon hearing what his son had just said.
His only son, who was very dear, now hugged very tightly and made him unable to pucker because he felt very moved.
Even he was currently unable to hold back the tearful mouth that was already creeking down his white cheeks. Until a moment later, a heart-wrenching voice was heard filling the room full of silence.
Erina's body trembled violently as she sobbed while still being held tightly by her son who seemed reluctant to let go. For a long time, I did not feel emotional closeness with the son who was born.
So, now it seems like it wants to blow up everything it feels. He just cried without thinking about anything else because he hoped that after doing that, the hurt feeling of doubt would improve.
Zafer couldn't bear to hear the dearly loved woman sobbing, so he chose to let go and walk in front of her.
Hope the feelings of the woman he loved so much better and they can speak from heart to heart without any emotion or cry like this.
"Don't make me feel guilty, Ma." Zafer is currently directly removing the tear bulb which is where the river on the face of the mother with the thumb is sitting on the sofa.
Meanwhile, Erina just silently let her son show her affection as a child and made her feel deeply moved.
It has not been seen for a very long time because his son has been busy with having fun on his own without thinking that there is a weak woman who needs attention and affection.
"I'm sorry if today hurt Mama's feelings."
A little later, Erina who had already felt calmer after getting the attention and affection of her son who was considered to have returned to the way she was.
"Mama always forgives you before you apologize because it's a mother's job to show that mother's love is infinite all the time." Erina was currently patting gently on her son's burly arm and was of course very different from just a moment ago when hitting.
"Mama's also sorry for hitting you when you're angry."
Zafer just shook his head for not taking issue with it. Moreover, it was already accustomed to the blows from, so it was like being immune to anything.
"I'm the same, Ma. Before parents apologize, they forgive." The current Zafer was silent when the mother rubbed her arm a few times.
Actually want to go back to discussing about the thing that was asked, but undo the intention because of worry if the woman who has been okay will feel sad again or angry, or angry, so choose to be quiet and no longer bother.
However, what happened was that the mother started talking about Tsamara and was only listened to by her because she did not want to cut off the conversation of the woman she loved so much.
"Actually everything that Tsamara says is true, but not entirely because what happened was that after Keanu was born in this world, the illness disappeared and never returned. Perhaps in medical terms there is no congenital disease of the baby because it always says that it is the gender of the disease."
"However, in fact, despite being treated many times by Tsamara, it always grows again. However, after giving birth, she recovered without wearing anything. Whereas when pregnant, must use external and internal medicine ranging from special bath soaps, ointments, talc and special washing soaps as well. It only healed for a little while and came back."
"Different after Tsamara gave birth, as if the disease flew far away and was reluctant to return again. I don't think it's a disease, but it's a baby, but the term medicine sounds really scary." Erina was currently looking at the expression from her son's face.
Erina wanted to hear how the response from her son was currently. "Once the baby comes out it's gone and we already know about it, so don't bother."
Of course Zafer is currently upset that he feels like he was being cheated by Tsamara for not explaining that he is cured after giving birth. If just a moment ago, he was laughing incessantly, but this time was blown away from realizing stupidity.
Even Zafer had risen from the position he had been sitting next to his mother. Now stand while staring in any direction with a loud laugh.
"Wah .. is awesome!"
Meanwhile, Erina just silently observed the behavior of her son who could be expected expression after explaining about the lie of the son-in-law.
'Tamara will definitely feel annoyed at me for opening a secret. Maybe he thought that Zafer wouldn't tell me this.'
'Suppose everything will be safe and will never be touched by my son,' the current Erina muttered instead feeling pity with her son while laughing out loud like an unwanted man because Tsamara lied thinking she would never be touched.
To be continued...