The Forbidden Desire of the CEO
Loss of consciousness

Without looking back again because he was worried if he later could not leave the lover when he felt unbearable.

'Forgive me, honey for doing all this for you. If I don't get the inheritance from my parents, where maybe you will stay with me, ' Zafer murmured inwardly with regret.

Actually Zafer knew that Rayya had always loved luxury. So, he was afraid that if he did not get a dime of the treasure from his parents, the woman would leave him.

Moments later, Zafer got into the car and drove the four-wheeled vehicle through the capital's gridlock.

During driving and staring at the streets, various questions still filled his brain because he was curious about what his parents wanted to discuss.

"Where did you tell me to go home? I didn't even get to ask. Do I have to go home to the main house? Or is my place to live with that useless woman?"

Zafer was still thinking about the answer to his own question. Moments later, he chose to drive the car to the house that had been his residence with Tsamara.

"I'd better check if the disabled woman has left the house. Just got back to the main house after confirming it."

Meanwhile, in the apartment, Rayya immediately threw a bottle of alcoholic beverages that were about to be poured into a glass once the lover left.

Even today, at once the sound of broken glass clashing with the loudness of the floor filled the middle room of his apartment. She screamed hysterically and screamed to express her feelings.

"Why is it always like this? I never calmed down with Zafer. If it wasn't the handicapped woman that bothered him, Zafer's parents did. Shit!"

Rayya stared pusar at the ill-fated drink bottle and scattered on the floor.

"The bottle seemed to represent my current feelings that were shattered from always being left behind when wanting to be with Zafer. Why don't I just calm down after she says that she agreed to divorce?"

"I was afraid that Zafer's parents would not approve of our relationship despite knowing that they were pregnant. If that happens, what should I do? My dad could kill me if he found out I was pregnant before I got married."

Rayya recalled the threat from the father who always ringed in the ear.

You can make love to any man you like because I know what the style of dating couples today, but do not get pregnant. If that happens, I'll finish you off for embarrassing the family.

"Do I have to abort this fetus if it is not accepted to be the daughter-in-law of the Aerospace family?" Rayya who felt very frustrated, threw his hand to hit the sofa several times.

He who is currently switching to rub his flat stomach, now feels doubtful and also confused by his fate.

"I was so stupid for not remembering the fertile days, that when Zafer did it without safety, it managed to grow here."

Perhaps if Zafer was still beside her at this time, Rayya would not have consumed the alcoholic beverage that had been purchased.

In contrast to when he was just silent apartment alone, so choose to vent what is felt in that way.

Rayya opened the other bottle because it just slammed one and still three alcoholic drinks left. Then immediately gulp it down without pouring it into the glass.

"It's your father's fault and your grandfather's. So, don't blame me." Rayya spoke to the fetus that was currently in her womb while gulping down the liquor.

Not just one gulp he drank, but if calculated correctly, he probably did it five times and got drunk. A few moments later, Rayya who felt his head dizzy, now no longer strong support the burden of his body and crashed onto the sofa.

"Zafer, I love you so much. You should marry me. Otherwise, I'd have strangled my neck to death." Rayya several times raved because of the effects of drunkenness.

"My father was even more concerned with the business that made a profit for him than his own daughter, whereas the woman who gave birth to me cared nothing for me."

Rayya is currently teary-eyed when remembering about the mother who is more concerned with an artistic career than raising her.

"My mom probably doesn't remember that she gave birth to a daughter, so she never called me just to ask. Have I eaten or not?"

"Am I still breathing or not? Maybe he doesn't care at all." Rayya again raved while under the influence of alcohol with a recumbent position on the sofa.

Then he rubbed his stomach again. "My son, do you want to be born in this very cruel world? What if it's just suffering you get?"

"You would probably say it's better not to be born in this world if only to feel suffering like me. Why would they bring me into this world if they told me to live alone without affection?"

At present, Rayya feels very frustrated and also sad when remembering the bitter times he had to do everything himself because of his parents' divorce.

Having a father who is always busy working, while the mother chooses to focus on the world of artistry, according to him like not having parents.

So, all this time, he chose to seek affection from the men. "Only Zafer is the man who loves me sincerely. I'll never let go."

"Whatever happens, Zafer has to be mine. Although I had to do everything, including killing his parents because all I wanted was Zafer, not his mother and father."

Rayya who spoke while closing her eyes, was now busy making up and saying all the things that had been buried in the heart.

He was even busy swearing at Zafer's parents and had the thought of paying people to finish them off.

When Rayya can be silent for a while because he feels something in his stomach, he reflexes to open his eyes and immediately rise from a lying position.

He ran towards the bathroom because he felt his stomach was stirred and had to be removed. Then spit it out in the closet.

Until he felt his body was very weak and could not stand up until the dizziness increasingly whack his head.

"My head."

Rayya was still holding her head which felt increasingly throbbing. "Why does everything look like it's spinning? What the hell's going on? Does this room move on its own? Or is it an earthquake?"

As Rayya was getting more and more confused because of drunkenness, a while later, his vision grew blurred and he lost consciousness lying on the cold bathroom floor.

To be continued...