The Forbidden Desire of the CEO
Bad luck

Zafer and Rayya had already spoken and resolved their problems, while on the other hand, there was Tsamara who was still lamenting her fate inside her son's room.

The woman was still crying over everything that happened in her life, feeling that the universe was not on her side and was now punishing Tsamara for all the deeds she had done in the past.

All of Zafer's words have made Tsamara remember the dark past so sad. All the mistakes that happened in that time have made him a person who always feels guilty.

Moreover, it was not easy for him to forget the events in his youth first.

It would not be enough to apologize thousands of times to people he has hurt in the past. His sin will never be lost, even if he begs for forgiveness.

It is only fitting that karma goes on in his life because people who have been hurt never forgive him.

Tsamara was so afraid to build relationships with others that she chose to focus on raising her son without the help of her husband.

But now he has remarried, and that is because he was forced to.

For this time, he was not accepted by the husband and instead cheated on with other women. As if her suffering was not enough, her husband was eagerly looking for ways to divorce and expel from their main house.

Nothing goes well. He is being punished and must accept all such punishments in return for all his bad deeds in the past.

‘I am indeed evil and deserve all this.'

Tsamara looked at her son. "My son is completely innocent and must not live in suffering. Whatever I do for my son."

Tsamara has no power to speak with his lips and trembling body. The sound of sobbing and also breathing that began to be irregular, making it difficult to talk.

He could only bring out all the grievances in his heart, beg for forgiveness and ask for help to anyone who could hear his heart now.

But who wants to hear? Who's gonna help him?

Angels alone may be reluctant to give him help because they know that his sins have accumulated from the past.

All who could hear the voice of his heart were probably laughing out loud and said, ‘How could this selfless woman beg for forgiveness after what has been done? Does he have no shame?’

Tsamara was very sure that the angel who recorded all his practices and sins was now laughing—of course to laugh at him.

“God, if all these trials will lift my degree, I sincerely live it."

Tsamara spoke with great difficulty accompanied by a sobbing that also did not stop.

It is still appropriate for a sinful woman to ask forgiveness from the ruler of the world.

'If I am not allowed to be happy with another man, let my son be happy. Please release me from the shackles of this relentless pain.’

Tsamara remembers once that she was happy with her first husband. He had felt so loved. Maybe even adored.

All relationships are broken because of their mistakes. It will not be evasive for that fact.

The man who taught her to give love to each other. Even those who have never felt loved that much by others.

Although their meeting initially only started with a mere accident, but decided to build a more serious relationship.

‘I used to love each other and share a lot of things. Whether it is joy or sorrow. We were married for a few years and there were a lot of wonderful memories that were once carved together in each other's memory.'

'I used to love you so much and so do you

‘I can now feel as sick as you felt back then.'

That night, Tsamara recalls in her head the events of her dark past.

The time when he just found love from a man and chose to be in a relationship with him until they were both married.

The beautiful memories that he never erased in his memory, for tonight he wants to remember again as a reminder that he was once happy with people who loved him very much.

"Why haven't you packed up yet, Disabled lady!" yelled Zafer who had just come home and wanted to vent emotions at Tsamara.

After that Zafer drove Rayya home to the apartment, it was directly to the house because it needed release to explode the anger that erupted in the heart.

If you hold it, it will be stressful and that's what made him not dare to be with Rayya. He was worried that he would blow his anger at a completely innocent lover. Moreover, the position of the woman he loved so much was pregnant with her seeds.

Of course it should treat the woman very well, the opposite of her treatment of Tsamara.

In the meantime, I don't know how many hours Tsamara daydreamed about her fate. Until he woke up from his daydream as soon as he heard the screams of the figure of a man who was none other than Zafer already standing looming in front with a sharp eye.

Even Tsamara's body was again bearded in shock when Zafer's baritone voice reverberated in the room. To sleep well his son is now disturbed and crying.

As if ignoring the sound of a child's cries being awakened by his voice, Zafer again cursed, "I ask you, cheap lady!" Zafer is currently staring at the figure of the woman sitting in the wheelchair.

After showing evidence about the woman's past, she never liked it, but failed to make her parents hate her, feeling very angry and wanting to strangle her.

"You're just a cheap, poor woman who doesn't deserve to be married to any man. So, you better sign the divorce papers soon. Tell my parents you want a divorce because you realize it's not worth it with me."

"Even looking at you makes me so disgusted. Especially touching you. So, don't ever think that I'm gonna fuck you because you think you're my wife."

Without waiting for an answer from the woman who was now busy calming her son, as if not caring about him, could not speak anymore because it was a fact, indeed, Zafer left the room full of anger.

Earlier, he told Tsamara to pack things after showing the evidence brought about regarding the woman's past vices. Wishing the woman to leave without saying goodbye to her parents.

'May the cheap woman be self-conscious and leave before me. I'm tired of seeing his face.'

To be continued...