
Zafer's head feels like it wants to break because it has been hit by thousands of problems that never end. The man did not understand why the universe seemed so hostile to him, making it feel like he could not breathe quietly for a while.
No plan was completed as he wished and instead of solving it, he got a lot of new problems that were never expected before.
During this time, Zafer and Rayya had always enjoyed their time together. Both will not lie because they both enjoy it all.
Zafer has also brought up the conversation about marriage with the woman, but not in a serious context.
Zafer said he was still half-joking to make the lover feel better.
However, for matters of children, honestly never discussed it even though. They were too busy chasing after a world paradise that neither of them had ever left behind.
Never once said from the lips of both for the business of having a child.
It may not be a problem for both of them because they both love each other. So, there is no need to think about it because Zafer could have thought that he could just marry Rayya if she was pregnant.
They do often make love, but only counted a few times both of them do not use safety.
Often, they wear safety.
However, who would have thought that the fetus would grow this fast in Rayya's womb.
The thing that makes Zafer more dizzy is that he also never thought that there would be another woman who entered his life.
Zafer really never expected that he would bump into a woman and eventually have to marry and become her wife. That scenario was never thought of in his head.
However, everything has happened.
Zafer can not even dodge anymore because everything has really happened.
He still has the status of a husband who is also afraid that his inheritance will be transferred to the wife, but at the same time, his lover just gave the news that he was pregnant with his child.
How can he not be dizzy for all these events?
If only there was no presence of Tsamara in their relationship. You can feel so happy now without having to be afraid to think about anything.
He can bring Rayya to face his parents and say firmly that he will marry the woman because it must be responsible for the fetus that is currently Rayya biological.
Zafer knew his parents would not be able to resist because they had brought the evidence directly.
His parents never taught him to be an irresponsible man, so sure that they would both be able to bless their relationship, even if they had to be forced.
At least, it was better than Zafer not being able to have Rayya completely.
“Sayang. How'this? What am I supposed to do now with this baby? You're the one who's been haunting me. So you're gonna be responsible, right?"
"I knew you wouldn't have possibly left me just like that just because of this pregnancy. You're not that kind of person. I know that you will definitely be responsible, right? Answer me, Zafer!”
Rayya spoke again while moving Zafer's arm which had been silent since then after seeing the testpack evidence that had been brought.
Rayya waited for a response from her lover. Of course, he felt anxious because honestly there was a fear in him that said that Zafer could have chosen to leave him rather than take responsibility for the child in the womb when these.
Seeing Zafer who was only silent for a few minutes with a blank view, made Rayya then feel worried by excessive.
‘What if in case Zafer really won't be responsible? What if Zafer chose to run away after successfully hailing me for preferring his inheritance over having to take care of a woman like me?'
'I can't think of anything about Zafer because sometimes this guy's thinking is unpredictable. He could have been different if he wanted to and I was so afraid that his nature would suddenly change for me.’
Rayya revealed all her fear in the heart with worry. The woman could not speak directly for fear that her words would disturb the man.
To be honest he hesitated to speak and was really afraid to make the man he loved so much even more angry with him.
"Darling, we need to talk. I have to say something important to you.” After a few minutes of silence, Zafer finally opened his voice.
The man with the grim face turned to face the woman completely.
However, Rayya was already dominated by fear, so he could not control his own emotions.
“What? You're saying you can't be responsible for this kid? You were gonna say you were gonna leave me, right? You must have preferred that damn inheritance to marry me!” rayya's circus was full of annoyance.
He stared furiously at Zafer who was now rubbing his face very roughly.
“That's not what I wanted to say! Do not immediately conclude something uncertain. You make me angry,” furious Zafer no less upset.
Especially now that the contents of the man's head were now very full. He tries to be patient and tries to stay positive to be able to talk to Rayya now.
However, if the lover provokes his emotions that are already in the crown, it could be immediately angry with him.
Meanwhile, Rayya himself was shocked to hear Zafer hitting him. He never thought Zafer would do that because he had always been gentle with him.
If you are fighting, Zafer will always apologize first because at least it can be too long to fight.
However, the man had just snapped with emotion. It makes Rayya very upset.
The woman also felt annoyed, but more afraid of being abandoned by the man she loved.
Zafer who realized that Rayya wanted to cry, ruffled his hair violently.
He sighed so heavily to remove at least a little bit of anger in him.
Zafer should be able to hold back from being able to speak softly to the woman.
“I'm sorry. I really didn't mean to do that.”
Zafer finally hugged his lover to try to calm the feelings of the woman who had been soaked in tears.
Rayya who got the hug, immediately let out tears. He really could not hold back after getting a hug from the lover.
She now exposes all her fears in the cry, letting Zafer embrace her.
Meanwhile, Zafer is currently feeling guilty for making the woman he loves cry like that.
“I'm sorry. I'm really sorry, honey,” Zafer said sincerely.
Now, he gently rubbed the long hair underneath the shoulder. Let the woman cry and then they will talk.
After ten minutes had passed, it finally managed to stop its crying. He had also set his breathing back to become more normal and already looked quite fine now.
The woman felt quite relieved after crying. It felt like part of the burden that was in the heart had been partially lifted.
Currently, they were still in the same room, with both of them still sitting on the edge of the king-size bed.
Facing each other to look at each other. Zafer, who watched his lover with a guilty look, never took his gaze away from Rayya in the slightest for fear that she would disappear if Zafer turned his gaze.
Meanwhile, Rayya herself was currently looking down. He could not see the face of Zafer before him.
I don't know why Rayya couldn't and didn't want to. He still felt annoyed that the man had already dared to speak in a high enough tone to him.
“Honey,” call Zafer once, but no answer from the lover.
“We have to talk. No way, right if we just have to be quiet like this? You must know that we must discuss this matter and find the most appropriate way out,” Zafer said once again.
Zafer tries to get Rayya's attention to get distracted by him.
Sure enough, the woman finally looked at him. However, the answer he gave was not in line with what Zafer expected.
“The only solution I know is that you should take responsibility and marry me. That's all you can do. Is there another solution you're thinking about right now?"
"If you think about leaving me, I won't hesitate to do something,” threatened Rayya full of emphasis.
“Gosh! I haven't even said that since. It's just a word that comes out of your own fear. I didn't even think of leaving you."
"So don't think like that!” quick Zafer refute. He really did not like Rayya's thoughts like that.
“If you won't leave me, then why don't you just tell me to marry me? Isn't that the only option we have?”
Of course Rayya still feels emotions because of the effects of pregnancy hormone changes.
The woman also did not want to get angry like this, but when she saw Zafer, she somehow became angry for no apparent reason.
“I need time, Honey. It can't be that easy for me to marry you.”
“Didn't you say earlier that you've gone to your parents' house to reveal the woman's great secret? Didn't you tell me that it's all over?"
"What other reason would you like to use to refuse to marry me and take responsibility for this child?”
Zafer exhaled a rough breath. If this conversation continues, which is there, he will only be angry again with Rayya because the woman is very stubborn and does not want to listen to him.
However, Zafer also knew that if this conversation did not continue, there were, their problems would not get a point of settlement.
While Zafer hates living in hanging trouble. So, they have to talk, no matter what.
“Rayya, can you give me a chance to talk? Can't you just lower that ego and just shut up to listen to me? We won't be able to finish talking if you keep going like this."
"Please listen to me for a moment. I also want to say something.” Zafer spoke in a voice that sounded flat and cold.
He deliberately brought out the creepy side to make Rayya obey because that was all he could do to make the woman become silent.
Rayya was completely silent after that. He was also afraid actually, but his sense of regret was more domineering, so that since then all that could be done was anger.
After making sure his lover was completely silent, Zafer finally revealed what happened.
“I did not manage to carry out my plan. Papa won't let me divorce Tsamara."
To be continued....