The Forbidden Desire of the CEO
Envy

In fact, every day Zafer always woke up in the morning blind because he could never sleep well since the terrible events that befell his parents.

Even a moment ago, hearing the sound of knocking on the door from Tsamara, but did not care at all because it was dissolved in its own world by staring at the picture frame full of memories from its parents.

So seeing that Tsamara had entered and tried to advise him, Zafer did not make an end to the perceived slump after his parents died.

Maybe if all this time he was a son who boasted parents, it would not be possible to fall like this until he was crushed for days by confining himself in the room.

The guilt felt by Zafer today when throughout life, has never made parents proud and always disappointed them. Even until death to pick up, can not boast of parents.

Eager to do Tsamara's orders knowing that it was for the good of everyone, but very hard to do. Now, Zafer is silent without commenting.

Then without caring about Tsamara who had directed the wheelchair approached. He looked back at the photo of his parents and rubbed gently there several times.

Meanwhile, Tsamara felt confused about what to do to resuscitate the man who still did not care about his arrival, so he stared at the tray containing the food he was carrying.

"You have to have breakfast because it's too late" Tsamara said, bringing the wheelchair closer so she could give a tray of sandwiches to prop up the stomach that needed energy to get through the day.

"Mr Zafer, if your parents see this situation, papa and mama will cry from up there. If you regret and feel guilty for not being able to be a proud son, it is better to immediately rise from the slump by focusing on taking care of the company."

"Sir Adam has been pioneering from zero to be successful now and it takes a lot of struggle. You can't make papa's efforts go to waste. They can still see you from up there."

Tsamara actually wanted to talk at length, but thought that it would make Zafer sick of her, so he only advised as necessary and hoped to be right at heart.

Although it is very heavy because losing parents is something that is very extraordinary to destroy a person's life. Moreover, being immediately abandoned by two very dear people, is indeed not an easy thing to deal with.

Tsamara slowly gave the tray to Zafer's lap. "You must eat and not be sick, sir. Starting tomorrow, you have to go back to work at the company because there are a lot of people hanging on to life."

Zafer was currently staring towards the tray filled with sandwiches and milk. The menu was actually her favorite in the past and was often brought by her mother when she was in school, but now everything feels different after losing a woman who is very dear to him and it is no longer possible to bring that to him.

'Mom, this is my favorite menu. Mama who always put in the lunch box when she was in school first. Do you want Tsamara to take your place?'

Tsamara, who is still mumbling to himself in his heart, now thinks that the woman in front of him is indeed very motherly. Just like the woman who gave birth to him.

Unlike the figure of women who have been praised and loved. Rayya did not even give this kind of attention to her at all. Despite knowing that the woman is trying to be strong while pregnant with her offspring.

Especially since getting married, no longer the attention as before because there are many conflicts between them and make his feelings like filled with doubt.

Now, Zafer raised his gaze and looked towards the still silent woman in front.

"Are you a shameless woman? I even said that you made my parents die. You're the unlucky lady who entered my family."

"Why do you still dare to show your face in front of me and advise me like I think I'm just a child?" sarcasm Zafer with a reddened face overpowered by anger.

Tsamara tries to position himself as a son who was injured by being abandoned by parents. Moreover, it used to also experience the same thing when his parents died in an accident.

Tsamara never thought the same thing would happen to her in-laws. Even when hearing the news of the accident, such as experiencing Dejavu and make him really hit because twice felt it

Although her in-laws were not biological parents, they loved them all along. Even Tsamara was very happy when getting in-laws was very good and considered her like a real daughter herself.

However, his hope of being able to sense it was instantly dashed once he saw their corpses lying stiff in the hospital.

Now, Tsamara tries to set her heart and vent to comment on the heartbreaking words of her husband who thinks he is only the cause of the misfortune that befell her in-laws.

"You can insult me completely and I will never be hurt. I'll hang on because I got a message from papa and mama to make you a responsible and great man like Mr. Adam."

"Even if it sacrifices me, it will take everything." Tsamara was ready to get the wrath of Zafer who was still staring at her with an intimidating glare.

Right now, Zafer actually wants to shout to vent all the sadness felt, but seeing Tsamara talking like she is bearing all the blame and sacrificing herself regardless of happiness, she said, so that this time again dominated by pity.

Moreover, seeing the woman can only sit in a wheelchair and never complain when always insulted by her and Rayya.

Zafer is currently choosing to try to calm himself down by taking one slice of sandwich and enjoying it.

Zafer tried to enjoy and thought that his mother was the one who delivered his favorite food. Even when chewing sandwiches in the mouth, Zafer to glass because he kept remembering if the mother had left him.

"Mama," said Zafer who was currently unable to hold back the sadness from the eyeballs.

A soft voice that was heart-wrenching and made Tsamara also shed tears because she could understand how the man before her felt.

Wanting to entertain a little, now he has directed his hands to remove the tear on the white cheek with such firm cartilage.

"Mama loves you very much, Mr. Zafer. Especially when you often tell me about your childhood. It seems that mama already has a feeling that she will be called by God and give me many messages."

Zafer, who had only let Tsamara do while cleaning the tear from his face, wanted to lift the last look and sentence of the woman before him made him feel anxious.

"What did my mother tell you? Tell me everything because you've taken my parents," Zafer's circus, who is both curious and envious at the moment, says nothing to her.

Tsamara's words seem to affirm that he is not a son who is the pride of parents. However, despite being annoyed at Tsamara, she still wants to know what her parents reveal and is not told to her.

'Why do you trust Tsamara more than I do?' muttered Zafer who was currently still waiting for the woman before him told him all the things that were unknown to him.

To be continued...