The Forbidden Desire of the CEO
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A while ago, Tsamara, who was accompanying her son, played with her son in the front yard of the house, could see when Rayya left without a driver with anger.

"Was Rayya angry that Zafer would not obey his orders to expel me? When will Rayya turn into a good woman as his wife and mother-to-be?"

Tsamara currently only sees Rayya leaving and makes her feel a little guilty for being the cause of the quarrel between the husband and wife.

Although she was also Zafer's legal wife, she did not consider their domestic relationship to be as healthy as a normal couple.

Although he decides to stay on Zafer's side, but has absolutely no intention of snatching it from Rayya. Tsamara thought that just wanting to fulfill the mandate of her in-laws was already considered a biological parent.

It was because he wanted to repay all the good deeds of Adam Dirgantara and Erina who loved him like a real daughter herself.

Tsamara did not want to bother Zafer by asking about the quarrel with Rayya. Moreover, knowing that currently Zafer's feelings are not okay after looking angry in front of Rayya earlier when defending.

'Mr. Zafer must have felt when he decided not to fulfill Rayya's wish that I wanted to leave this house. Moreover, Rayya probably thought that Zafer would divorce me immediately after the in-laws died because there was no longer any prohibition or scolding.'

'However, once knowing that the husband is more defending the legitimate wife, must feel very angry and choose to cool the head by going away from home.'

Tsamara has been thinking about the words of her mother-in-law who used to always discuss viral issues like going to the club and is now very worried about doing that.

"May Rayya not vent anger by drinking alcohol because it will have a bad impact on the fetus conceived."

He chose not to think willingly because it only made him more dizzy and focus on his son who was busy playing a mini car in the yard while laughing cheerfully.

Seeing her son's smile, Tsamara felt happily unspeakable and wished she could always be like that.

'May Keanu be happy forever and laugh like that.'

Tsamara is currently looking down on both legs who should have been doing therapy one week ago, but always fails because of various problems that occur.

If the first schedule used to fail because the condition is not fit to do therapy, while the second is also the same because of death from in-laws and makes him not eager to do therapy.

'Why is there always a problem in our family? I know that in this world there are no pesky bearers and the words of Mr. Zafer are just an impingement, but why after thinking about all the things that have happened over the last few months, like real.'

'That ever since I entered this family, all sorts of problems came and the culmination of all of them was papa and mama died in an accident. Am I really the unlucky lady?'

Tsamara condemned the foolishness of thinking about it and did not want to be further tormented by blaming himself for everything that happened, choosing to enter the house after ordering the waiter to accompany his son to play.

Intended to rest in the room because his body was very tired after being parted for one week to take care of various events during the seven days of the death of in-laws.

Tsamara had already directed the wheelchair into the main door and, as she was about to head towards the elevator, passed through Zafer's room and intended to check. Is that guy okay?

"You're here? You better take a break, I'll get out." Tsamara, who did not want to disturb Zafer when he was seen standing on his back by looking at the family photo on the wall, chose to leave to make the man calmer.

"I need a friend to share my grievances" said Zafer, who is currently speaking without looking at Tsamara.

Meanwhile, Tsamara, who is not currently out, finally directs a wheelchair to enter the room and feels a little relieved to hear Zafer begin to open up to share the burden of the problem.

"I don't think you like it when something bothers you when you want to be in silence while reminiscing about the moments of being with your parents."

Zafer, who had not blinked before staring at the family photo taken before marriage, now revealed what was currently felt.

"I just went into my parents' room and just realized that their departure really made me lose everything. In the past, I thought that possessions were everything, but once they left me, it felt like all these luxuries were meaningless."

Even Zafer spoke in a hoarse tone as it held a shaking feeling in his heart when thinking about the old man who had died and had never made them proud.

"If I knew this soon they would leave me, it would make them proud and be the son they wanted to be." Then Zafer turned around and stared at the female figure on the wheelchair.

Tsamara, who felt intense when she heard Zafer's heart-wrenching words, could not help but feel the sadness that had filled her eyeballs.

Until now filled with tears containing the river on the face, although not making a sound because it held back all his strength so as not to make Zafer get carried away with the atmosphere of sadness when remembering the parents.

"Nobody knows the fate of death, Mr. Zafer. Maybe everyone will not make a mistake if they know the fate of someone.

"I can understand what you are currently feeling. That losing a parent is really very painful."

Zafer is currently landing his body on the bed because he feels he is not strong to stand too long.

Feeling now very weak since the departure of parents, he hopes that tomorrow when working, will be stronger and does not want to disappoint parents who have died.

"You have felt it when you were young and it must have been very hard for you. While I am, despite being old, but it feels really like a little kid who lost a parent."

Tsamara actually saw the destruction of an Aerospace Zafer when abandoned by his parents. Even feeling worried if allowed to drag on, will make the man end up sick, so try to be as strong as possible to comfort and encourage.

"Patience and always pray for papa and mama because that's what they need now."

"They don't expect you to cry or to be soaked in grief for days, but as my mother told me, they want their son to pray when he's not in the world anymore."

To be continued...