The Forbidden Desire of the CEO
Feel guilty

The atmosphere of the Dirgantara family home has been filled by there family and also people who want to express their condolences for the death of a married couple who died in an accident right on their wedding anniversary.

The atmosphere that the Dirgantara family palace is filled with sobs by all who feel very lost married couples who are known to be good people.

Even as there is no reproach among married couples who still look romantic even though the age is no longer young. Moreover, often make donations at any event or foundation that shelters orphans and also the elderly and poor women.

Many prayers are offered by all who have felt the kindness of a married couple who have faced the Divine.

Until there are many people who come to the cemetery just to be able to see the last procession when the married couple is buried in the burrow.

The Zafer from earlier could not hold the globules of sadness from the eyeballs from actually losing the old man. Until trying hard when down into the ground that has been dug to bury the parents.

Trying not to let out tears because if it dripped on the bodies of old people, it would be a heavy burden for them. By strengthening his feelings, Zafer has helped the last process of his parents who began to be buried.

Even today everyone's eyeballs are glazed over as they can't resist the grief of loss. Including Tsamara who is currently still sitting in a wheelchair at the very front with her son and on the left is seen Rayya wearing sunglasses.

As if to show that no one wants to see sadness in the eyes. Tsamara had not cared about her swollen face because she had not stopped shedding tears.

Even hugged his son tightly so as not to cry sobbing seeing the departure of in-laws who loved Keanu so much as his own grandson.

'Father, Mama, may you be quiet in heaven.' Tsamara was still clutching the prayer beads tightly in his hands while praying incessantly to accompany the departure of the in-laws to calm down in a different realm.

'Give me the strength to accompany Mr. Zafer who doesn't want me and hates me for thinking that I'm the one who caused you to die.'

'Even though Mr. Zafer might expel me and divorce me after this incident, will not be willing to accept or sign.'

'I will persevere and strive to live up to your expectations that mister Zafer wants to turn into a better man than he is now.'

Tsamara still did not turn his attention away from Zafer who was carrying out the final procession for the parents' funeral.

Although in the heart of worry if you return home, will be immediately expelled by the man and also Rayya who never liked it.

The real thing from the past is very much expected is to be released immediately from the power of the Aerospace family, but after today, after, feeling confident will never leave a man who might get more angry because he can not be a good wife.

Tsamara is currently thinking about how to survive in a house that even her husband does not accept. However, it will still try to carry out promises for in-laws who are considered like their own biological parents.

'Lord, strengthen me to stay in the Aerospace House. I can't be weak when Rayya might step on my pride. Once I feel confident that Mr. Zafer becomes a man that as expected by parents, will definitely go and make papa and mama smile from heaven there because of my success.'

An hour later, the funeral procession had ended and everyone began to return to their respective residences. Until now, only three adults were seen in front of the two cemeteries.

Zafer, Rayya and Tsamara, who still hold their sons, have no intention of leaving because they are not willing to leave their dead parents.

Even now Zafer is still crouching in front of the funeral of the father who next to him is the final resting place of the mother.

Zafer is currently busy wiping the soil that is still wet with roses on it. "Papa, mama, how can I go leave you alone here."

"If you can, I want to always accompany you so that you don't feel lonely there. What am I supposed to do now without you?" lirih Zafer with a heart-wrenching and silent voice while chanting prayers to accompany the departure of parents.

Meanwhile, Rayya who is currently standing behind Zafer, felt very tired and also bored because from earlier did not finish the funeral.

It may also include resentment for thinking that he is just reasoned and cannot understand the feelings of a husband who is sad because of the loss of parents.

Rayya who was not strong stood for long, now chose to crouch as Zafer did while holding his head that felt dizzy.

Several times complained and cursed in the heart because at this time his body could not be compromised. Even his stomach felt nauseous, but could not vomit.

'I'd love to lie on a soft bed and rest because I'm really very limp after this day a lot of drain. I shouldn't have gone to the funeral if I knew it would end like this.'

Rayya had no intention of going to the funeral, but was worried that Zafer thought she was a selfish wife for not caring about the death of her in-laws, so forced to pretend to care about everything and end up limp at the funeral like now.

Hope Zafer immediately take her home after seeing her condition that is not okay. However, from earlier Zafer did not look back and was still silent next to the navel of the old man.

Meanwhile, Tsamara, who had been busy praying with prayer beads in hand, could see what had happened to Rayya. As a woman who has been pregnant twice, of course, knowing that this time is not okay.

Feeling unbearable, he patted Rayya on the shoulder and spoke softly because he did not want to disturb the calmness of Zafer who was focused on parents.

"Do you want to go home first with a driver? You must be very tired and not okay because your face is very pale."

Rayya was currently looking towards the right, where the figure of the woman sitting in the wheelchair made her even more upset.

Because it is like taking advantage of the situation to be alone with Zafer who does not intend to go home.

'This disabled woman started planning to sneak up on Zafer because she might be worried when there were no protective in-laws. So, brainwashed Zafer into defending him.'

'Does he currently think that I am a foolish woman and can be deceived by her? I kicked you out of the house after the seven-day event was over because it's impossible to do now.'

'For one week there will be many brothers who will come and ask for your presence because they are Zafer's legal wife. So, I have to be patient until all the events are over and immediately kick you out right then and there.'

Tsamara, who has just expressed good intentions because she feels compassion for Rayya, is now accustomed to seeing the response of the woman who is like being unfriendly and showing a face.

As if he did not agree with his advice to go home first with the driver, so choose to continue the prayer with prayer beads in hand without waiting for the answer of the woman who like so hate him.

Rayya simply directed a fiercely hateful look at Tsamara without saying a word.

Moreover, it will survive and will not leave Zafer and Tsamara alone even though only at the funeral.

Thinking if let it be, there will be an inner bond between two people who may be a threat to Rayya in the future if Zafer feels comfortable with Tsamara who might try to entertain.

'I won't let you two at the funeral to encourage and comfort each other, ' murmured Rayya who was just busy cursing in her heart.

Until at the same time increasingly upset over the words of Zafer who had just turned to him.

"Go home first with the driver. I was here to pray for my parents. They will surely be very sad when I rush out of here." Zafer, who had been praying, heard Tsamara's voice speaking to Rayya, looking back.

As soon as he saw Rayya's pale face in a crouching position like him, he felt guilty and did not want the woman to end badly with a disturbed pregnancy condition. Of course, you will feel guilty for Rayya and her future children in the woman's womb.

To be continued...