The Injured Heart
Chapters. 123 Intan Wants to Apologize

Tomorrow Intan woke up with a tired body.

Last night he could not sleep, whimpering in pain.

Ms. Marsih who saw and heard from last night Intan in pain tried to bring Intan to the hospital to be examined.

" Mommy.not Intan does not want to see a doctor, but indeed this Intan's body is not strong, this cancer has eaten away Intan ma'am, so let Intan at home only, there are still painkillers that the doctor gave me" Intan said slowly.

" Inan, even if you have been convicted by such a doctor, there is no harm in you seeking treatment so that the doctor checks whether it gets worse or there will be an improvement in your body" Darso said, sitting down for coffee.

" Check son, so that we also know your pain," said the sad Marsih.

" Both your father and mother Intan will check tomorrow, yes" he said.

" Not tomorrow, late. Later in the afternoon let father and mother take you to the doctor. Let Dion be put first on Marni's mother in front of us" said Mr. Darso back.

Intan nodded and he was sorry to rest again because his body was very weak, lucky Dion from last night was not fussy, he seemed to understand his mother was sick.

That afternoon Intan was examined by a doctor, examined carefully.

The doctor also said that indeed Intan's disease had eaten away at his body.

Possibility to live soon, grateful if you can live another 1 year, but the doctor said it seems to be in a matter of months, but just surrender to the owner of the life.

Mother and father cried hearing that, as if they did not believe everything that had happened to Intan.

In their minds the state of Intan was on the verge of death as if it was already approaching. So they cried not to believe the doctor's verdict.

Intan strengthens his heart to be strong, he wants to apologize to people he has hurt before he got sicker.

After returning home from the doctor, he was silent. He was thinking something.

His father and mother were sitting in the living room, near him.

" Mom and Father .. Intan wants to apologize, Intan many wrong and disappointing mother and father so far, Intan has made a lot of shame and Intan a lot of sins ma'am, Intan child who can not keep the good name of the family, Intan, forgive Intan.." as he prostrated and he kissed the feet of his mother and father.

" I'm sorry Intan. mom and dad have wanted to be a replacement for Intan's parents all this time, but Intan makes you disappointed and angry.I'm sorry ma'am, sir.. " she said crying sobbing under their feet.

Marsih's mother and Darso's father were crying, they grabbed Intan's thin body and hugged him.

" Repent son while there is still time, if the Lord wills your age soon, try again to ask God for forgiveness. So that when your time comes, your sins are forgiven and your path is spacious back to Him" said Mr. Darso hugged him tightly.

" Yes sir, I will repent, I will return to what my mother and father taught me as a child. I'd like it later when death picks me up I've repented. "

intan said while sniffling.

He looked at his mother and father, and he said,

" I have one mother's request, father before I can't do anything else" Intan said in tears.

" What's a ?" ask them simultaneously.

Honestly in his heart he was very heavy to leave Dion when death picked him up. All this time the burden of his mind was just thinking about Dion's fate how it would be after he was not there.

Finally it occurred to come to his father and mother, before finally the final decision will leave Dion in the orphanage if the father and mother refuse to take care of Dion.

" Don't think like that first, indeed the father and mother had thought you would die son, but all that is the power of God son, do not you precede His will," said mam Marsih.

" Mommy.my disease is already severe mom, my body is sometimes not strong, this disease is getting fiercer in my body, I think of my son ma'am, when my death gets here, I wanted to calmly leave because I already knew who was babysitting Dion.

Therefore I go back to my father and mother, if you want to take care of Dion I will be calm to live my last days, but if you and your mother do not want to take care of Dion, I'll leave it at the orphanage" he said, wiping his tears.

Ma'am Marsih cried loudly at Intan's words.

" Inan.. don't talk so son, you've considered your own child from a long time ago, the mother's time did not want to care for and nurture Dion who is your own child. I'm willing to take care of Dion. I'll assume it's my own granddaughter" she said, screaming in deep sadness.

" Yes Intan. father will educate Dion on the right path, so that later he will not be the wrong way like you," said Darso slowly.

" Thank you mom and dad, my mind has been reduced by one, I'm relieved when I get there, I believe Dion will grow up well in the hands of mom and dad, thank you," intan said while kissing the hands of his mother and father.

Dion who had been near Intan was confused, because his mother was crying and his grandparents continued.

" Mama ..why are you crying, Dion is so sad to see you cry?" tanyakanya.

" Dion.mama will go far away one day, Dion will live with grandfather and grandmother yes, do not be naughty, you must be a strong child, must be a good child, must be a good child, make mama always smile, baby," she said slowly while hugging Dion.

The water flows back.

" Where is your mom going? Dion came along, Dion didn't want to be left behind" he said, starting to cry.

Darso who saw that then invited Dion to go ahead to see a foodie passing by. He didn't want Dion to cry seeing his mother like that. Hence he turned Dion's attention away from being sad.

" Intan, wake up, son, don't cry anymore. You cannot dissolve in sadness. You have to be happy and enjoy your life well, do good, then you will feel something that makes you excited again" said bu Marsih encouraging Intan.

" Yes mom, I will keep trying so that my life will be better, tomorrow I will go to mother's grave, I want to see my mother, the mother who gave birth and raised me until I was as solid as before, I'll take you with me tomorrow" Intan told Marsih.

" Yeah tomorrow I'll take ya, now you take a shower, keep eating and resting. You are tired from earlier. "said mam Marsih kissed Intan's forehead.

Intan rushed to the bathroom, the cold water refreshing his body. Make him more excited to live the days ahead.

He had calmed down that Dion would take care of him, tomorrow he would go to his mother's grave, pray and beg for forgiveness from his biological mother.

After taking a bath he took time to pray, he complained to God.

He begged for forgiveness and asked God's strength to live his days well, living the rest of life doing good.

He planned to apologize to the person he had hurt and lied to before he died.

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