The Injured Heart
Chapters. 135. Bagas Game

Bagas went home thinking about what his friends said.

In his heart he felt emptiness.

At his age he feels like no other friend.

He sometimes feels lonely when friends his age tell stories about family.

Although many are single but Bagas is stretched from his friends who have married.

He wants to step up, but fear and trauma always haunt him while on the other hand he also wants to have a normal life like others.

It's not easy to do it, it's not as easy as it says.

Three times he failed to keep his love.

And for now it's not easy to start again.

His parents had several times wanted to match Bagas with women who they thought were good and educated, but always Bagas ignored.

Bagas still set his heart after Intan left.

The pain is still there, but he does not want to dissolve in the slump again, he also wants to rise.

Once Rianti asked him personally both with Bagas.

Rianti thought about the fate of his son who had failed in the household.

He was sad to see Bagas who was slumped in grief and heartache.

Bagas recalled that conversation.

" Gas.mama wants to seriously ask you," said Rianti.

" Yes ma, what's wrong" asked Bagas.

" When you're going to be like this, son, slumped in heartache and lingering sadness, forget about Intan, he's not the best for you, the proof is that he lied to you about the kid and now he's leaving you" Rianti said.

" Come on Bagas, you have to move on. How many times have you brought your daughter your friend to forget your heartache, but there are you silent a thousand languages, you ignore the woman and you do not even pay attention to her. You vent your heartache with crazy work and go drinking with your friends. Mama is sad to see you like this, son," said Rianti shedding tears.

" Ma, I don't want to be like this either. I love a woman always really.

But this may be my karma ma, then I am like this.

I was abandoned by Sherly, then Shinta who cheated when she was getting married, I got Mira who really loves me, I was wasted and I pursued Intan who turned out to deceive and lie to me. I'm sorry ma, I was lulled by the charm and stuck there.

If I knew Intan was pregnant not by me, maybe I had left her and my household could still save ma, it turned out that a betrayal had to be paid a very expensive price.

I'm so sorry ma, so sorry. My household was ruined by my faults, I was lulled by momentary pleasures. I hurt Mira and Yunia.

Although I'm happy to see Mira happy now it makes my regret less, but I'm also sad that my son Yunia doesn't recognize me anymore" said Bagas sobbing.

It appeared on his face a deep regret.

" I'm an ungrateful human being ma, I've got everything instead of throwing away their own wife and child," said Bagas still crying.

Rianti who saw her son like that, came up and hugged him.

" Repent son, do not do it again, remember who sows it will reap, now your position is there you are reaping all your behavior in the past.

Praying for God's forgiveness, my mother believes in you truly so God will forgive you and pave the way for ease for your life son," said Rianti stroking his son's hair.

Bagas nodded his head and Rianti gave a lot of advice and words of encouragement to his son.

He loves Bagas, at a time like this his only child needs him, and Rianti is ready to give a valuable lesson for Bagas' next life to appreciate what God has entrusted to his life by taking good care of him.

Bagas woke up with a fresh body after last night he fell asleep soundly.

This morning there was an important meeting and he prepared well.

The material has also been arranged by his secretary.

He just presented and discussed the progress of the company.

Bagas arrived at the office at exactly 9 a.m. As he announced, the meeting will take place at 10 a.m.

At exactly 10 o'clock he headed for the meeting room.

Some of the staff were ready at the meeting table.

" Good morning everyone" said Bagas to his staff.

' Good morning sir," they said as they stood up.

" Please sit down" he said again.

" All are present ?" tanyakanya.

" Already sir" said his secretary.

Bagas raised his gaze to everyone present, but then his eyes looked at one empty chair but at the table was a notebook.

" That's Desi's bench sir. From the marketing department. He was allowed to go to the toilet for a while, sir" said Ina, a friend of his.

Mangosteen bagaspun.

By the time he was about to start, the door of the room was suddenly on tap.

With an annoyed face he turned his head, looking Desi entered with fear.

He suddenly wanted to go to the toilet and just told Ina.

" Excuse me sir. Sorry I went to the toilet for a while. I want the same permission... " The bagas instantly cut off Desi's speech.

" Sit fast, I do not want if I have entered the room there are employees who are still outside, understand ! " said Bagas firmly.

His eyes sharply looked at Desi, the woman who had already cursed him in the canteen.

" Mr. Andi .. You are the head of marketing, right ? Please tell us our rules here, so as not to arbitrarily break the existing rules ! " said Bagas firmly.

" Well sir, I'll tell my men later" said Mr. Andi lowered his head.

" Well, we will start this meeting now," then Bagaspun started the meeting by explaining the progress of the company.

Desi also listened to the meeting even though his mind floated.

He was embarrassed when he was reprimanded by his boss. He feels guilty.

At exactly 12 noon the meeting was over.

All staff and employees go out and rest.

Bagas out of the room with some staff. They were still talking as they walked into Bagas' room.

From far away Bagas saw Desi who was bowed still in the corner of the room near the elevator.

Maybe he also wanted to go down to the cafeteria.

Bagas found an idea to make Desi feel more guilty.

" Any sir is going to the cafeteria ?" ask Bagas.

" Yes sir, I want lunch" Andi said.

" I also want to eat in the canteen sir, we are the same sir" said Bagas.

" Oh, well then, do we go straight or do you want to go in the room first ?" ask Andi.

" Just go, " said Bagas.

" Yuli you keep our meeting files on the table, I want to go to the cafeteria with Mr. Andi," Bagas exclaimed to his new secretary Yuli.

" Good sir" said Yuli.

Then Bagas rushed to the elevator where there was Desi.

Mr. Andi signaled to Desi to keep waiting first because his boss would go down using the elevator.

Desi understood and then he took a few steps back so Bagas could pass.

Not a single bit Bagas turned to Desi at the moment when Desi nodded in salute.

Desi who saw it nagged in the heart, "A proud and cold pack this Bagas yes," his inner voice said.

In the elevator Bagas said to Andi, "When I get to the cafeteria, you tell the elevator operator to turn off the elevator, later when I finish eating in the canteen just turn it on again. " bagas.

" But sir, there are still some employees who have not gone down" Andi said in surprise.

" How many people ? All I saw was 1 man ?" bagas ketus.

" This is my order, do you or do you want to go up the stairs to your room ?" said Bagas staring intently at Andi.

" Good sir, I'm calling the operator now" Andi said with a sense of wonder and strange with the attitude of his boss.

So he called the operator and within minutes after his boss reached the cafeteria the elevator was turned off.

Desi who was still waiting at the top was confused when she found the elevator dead. He had seen the numbers in the elevator that lit up, but suddenly died.

He wants to eat because he is hungry, he wants to go down the stairs from the 15th floor will make him run out of energy.

Because he was hungry and he rushed to the kitchen in the corner of the other room.

He also made a sweet tea to drive away his hunger.

His hand pressed the button name Ina then he ordered a cake in the cafeteria for her to eat later while working.

In the cafeteria looks a happy smiling Bagas. He was satisfied to work on Desi.

" Just wait for Desi.I'll make you cry and apologize to me for cursing me" she said .

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