
Intan heaved a sigh of relief, Shinta had already forgiven him.
The clock in the corner of his room.
Time shows at 2pm.
He wanted to call Bagas, but suddenly his stomach hurt again.
He whimpers in pain. Tears come out when you endure pain.
" Mom.ma.ma.please Intan ma'am," she called out softly.
Ms. Marsih rushed in and saw Intan in pain in her bed.
" Inan why are you? sick again, son? have you taken the medicine yet ? Don't mind Intan much, rest." said the mother with a worried face.
Ma'am Marsih could not bear to see Intan's suffering. Her tears came down looking at her.
Immediately the drug Intan and given to him.
With trembling hands, Intan took the medicine and drank it.
" Yes mom, it hurts mom, Intan rest first yes mom, thank you mom for caring Intan," he said with a soft pain.
" Sleep.don't mind much. With a lot of rest you will have the energy to fight your pain," said mam Marsih stroked Intan's hair.
Before long Intan was sound asleep, Marsih's mother looked at her child and her heart ached to see Intan's suffering.
At 5 pm Intan woke up, his body was much tastier than the one last afternoon.
The medicine he drank made him able to sleep so that when he woke up fresh body.
After seeing Dion and bribing him, it crossed his mind back he would call Bagas.
Intan thinks usually at this hour Bagas has gone home or if still in the office, he was not as busy this afternoon.
Throwing a cell phone, his heart racing, he's not really ready for it, but he has to do it right away, because he thinks it's racing with time.
Starting to look for the name Bagas, then after a while he was silent, he punched the number, heard a ringtone that was quite long and several times, until finally the phone was lifted.
He heard a voice he missed so much.
He could not lie to his heart and his feelings, deep down he loved Bagas very much, but he could not and brushed it off in his heart because he had lied to Bagas and deceived him.
" Ho... hello who is this ?" ask her with a heavy voice.
" Hello. who is this?" tanyanya back.
Bagas does not know who it is because Intan uses a new number and without a profile photo so Bagas does not recognize it.
" Who is this? Don't play you?" he said with a tone of anger.
Intan also realized from his daydream, then he replied.
" Bagas.this is me " said Intan lirih.
" Who yes, I don't know you ! " he said with annoyance.
When he decided to hang up the phone, he heard the man say the name of someone he hated so much.
" Bagas.this is me Intan," said Intan slowly.
" Oh you are a liar.Where have you been all this time ? You're lost without a voice and a word, you're a fraud, you've lied to me, what else do you want to call me ?" ask her furiously.
" You call me back to me? or do you want to love the child you bear to me by lying is my son ? I hate you, you've ruined my household with Mira, then you want to go back in my life and screw it up again huh .. ! not satisfied did you take Mira and now you want to take what else from me? I hate you, Intan" said Bagas angrily.
Intan did not expect Bagas would be that angry and berate him.
There was a feeling of worry and guilt on Intan.
But for the sake of him feeling this was the right time for him to tell the truth.
" Bagas.. Can I talk to you for a second? I'm sorry Gas for every mistake I've made, I'm sorry I lied to you, I didn't think it would be, but I have to apologize to you Gas, too," intan began to stifle withholding cries.
" It's a lot of your fault, Intan. You cheated and lied to me, you ruined my household, you left me and you tricked me by saying it was your son, I hate you Intan, so hate," Bagas said in a cold tone.
Intan cried hearing what Bagas said.
He did not expect Bagas to hate him so much.
He began to worry about whether Bagas would forgive him or not, but when he remembered his illness, he was eager to apologize again.
" What's in your brain right now Intan? If you're just gonna apologize, what's the point of calling me?" ketus tanyanya.
Intan began to say that he wanted to apologize for his life soon.
" Bagas.I'm sorry to you, I'm wrong to you a lot, I've cheated you and made your heart hate me, the purpose of my tekepon is just to apologize for everything I did, I just want to say sorry for everything I did, my life is not long Gas, I am sick, the doctor has sentenced me my life will not be up to a matter of years only months, therefore I intend to apologize to the people I have hurt, he said, I'm sorry Gas ruined your household, I'm sorry Gas for this" he said.
Bagas was speechless hearing what Intan said.
He still hates Intan, he cannot forget what Intan has done.
" Gas, I'm sorry I lied to you at the time, I still doubt if it was my son or our son.
Dion turns out Anton's son isn't Gas's.
Actually, being hesitant made me want to do a DNA test.
Sorry I let your heart down Gas . " said Intan again.
" Now I was just waiting for my death to pick me up while taking care of and raising my son Gas, Anton would not admit his son and he had left me and I did not know where he was," he said .
" Gas.speak, reward me when you are not satisfied, but one thing I beg of you, forgive me for my way to be wide when the time comes," kata Intan started crying because Bagas was silent on the phone.
Bagas remained silent, until Intan begged apologies, Bagas remained silent.
Finally Intan wanted to end his phone and then Bagas spoke.
" Intan, I really hate you, if you're in front of me I can be very angry, I can slap you for what you did to me, I can't forgive you, you know my past, yourself, when I have forgotten all that, you incised again a very deep wound on me, not so easily I can forgive you Intan, after you are sick or whatever I don't care, not so much, I've started to reorganize my heart, don't you disturb my life anymore, I've focused on what's there now.
Please forgive God. I can only say that.
I'm busy and don't try to interrupt or call me again" he said .
' Gas.pardon me Gas.I'm sorry, '" Whine Intan apologized to Bagas on the phone, but it was useless after Intan spoke, Bagas hung up.
Intan called again, but Bagas had turned off his phone so that it was no longer active.
Intan cried, screamed and roared calling Bagas' name several times, until the Martian foam ran into the room to see Intan.
Ma'am Marsih saw Intan sitting on the floor roaring.
He knows how Intan feels.
He hugged Intan and strengthened Intan.
Intan was still crying in awe, he did not expect Bagas would not forgive him.
His body felt weaker, he was not strong anymore, and suddenly he fainted in the lap of Marsh foam.
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