The Injured Heart
Chapters. 126. Intan Starts to Weak

Three days after he collapsed crying and roaring after calling Bagas, Marsih was very worried about the state of Intan.

Intan looks more quiet, daydreaming and sometimes suddenly sick and screaming.

Maybe it was karma for his life. He was not prepared for the fact that Bagas would not forgive him.

Intan is currently on the porch of his house, Dion is nearby playing alone.

He looked at Dion and called him softly.

" Dion.here hug mom first. Mama wants to hug Dion, "he said as his eyes glazed over.

Someone was giving Intan a thought.

He felt it was hard to part with his son, he was not ready to release Dion.

He cried while hugging Dion.

" Dion.. Do you love me ?" tanyanya.

" Yes mama, don't cry anymore. Dion was sad when mom was sick. Heals quickly ma, we will walk," said Dion stroked his mother's hair.

" Dion want a walk ?" ask Intan.

" May ma, but mama healed first" he said.

" Mommy is healthy today, or what if tomorrow we walk in the park, what will Dion do? Ice cream want ?" tanya Intan while hugging and kissing her son.

He cried thinking later when he was not there Dion how his fate.

Even though he had left it to his mother, but the feelings of a mother still could not bear.

That is the burden of Intan's mind that makes the disease worse.

" Mama is healed tomorrow ?" tannya

" Already.mama tomorrow healthy really." said Intan smiling sadly.

" Horee. if that's what my grandfather and grandmother invited me, we eat ice cream together," he said with excitement.

Intan nodded and looked sadly at Dion.

" Dion wants to say first with Grandpa and Grandma yes ma, "he said as he ran inside .

Intan was pensive for a moment, he strengthened his heart for one thing that he would call Mira to apologize for all his mistakes.

He took a breath and searched for Mira's number on his phone.

After getting his number, he called.

Phone is connected but no answer.

More than twice Intan tried, until finally there was a voice that answered.

" Ho... Who is this with ?" ask for a voice there.

" Hello. hello... Who is this ?" ask again.

Intanpun began to answer.

" Hello, this is Mira ?" tanyakanya.

" Yes, it's Mira, who is this ?" tanyanya back.

" I'm Intan" he said quickly.

Mira was silent there, still confused by what she heard.

" Who ?" his tanyanya ensured his hearing.

" I'm Intan, Mira." he said.

" What do you need to look for me ?" ask Mira wonder.

" I've got nothing to do with Bagas, so don't look for him here, I don't know where he is" Mira said coldly.

" Mira. I'm not looking for Bagas. I want to apologize to you, I'm sorry to have ruined your family, I'm sorry Mira" Intan said sadly.

I was wrong Mira, I had already snatched your husband, a husband loyal to you," Intan said beginning to cry.

" What do you mean call me ? You are not content to destroy me, are you going to take my husband now? I will not allow you to see even this husband of mine, do not you disturb my life Intan, enough you become an actor who seized my husband first ! " said Mira firmly.

" The urus is Bagas, I don't want to know any more about it, my life is happy with my husband now, if you want to take my present husband back, I'll report to the police and be ready to arrest you, Intan!

I used to be quiet, but now I won't stay silent.

It is enough for you to sow a wound in my heart Intan, when you are happy I am devastated by the betrayal of my husband who prefers you and is willing to leave me his legal wife first, so what do you want to do with my life again?" challenge Mira to anger.

" Mira. Listen to me first. I'm really sorry for what I did to you.

My goal is to call just one I want to apologize to you, my age is soon, I'm sick Mira, I'm sentenced to doctor my age just waiting for the moon.

So before I die I want to apologize to the people I hurt. That's all I'm calling you for, there's no intention of me seizing your husband right now, I just want to apologize" Intan said.

Intan begs Mira to forgive herself. And Mira was pensive to hear Intan's speech.

But for Mira it is not as easy to believe, she can not see the physical Intan in real, her negative thoughts appear and say "who knows she is just pretending to be sick, but she is just pretending to be sick, when in fact he wanted to do evil again to me," the inner Mira said.

" I don't want to be bothered by you anymore, Intan. Let me be happy with my new family.

Apologies may not be as easy as you think, just doing them makes me lose everything" Mira said coldly.

" I think pretty Intan, I was distracted by this conversation.

Remember once again Intan, don't you disturb my life, keep it ! "

Mira hangs up the phone without giving Intan a chance to explain.

Intan was silent, he was disappointed, Mira should have listened to his explanation first and decided.

It's well-meaning to apologize, not to disturb Mira's life anymore.

He sobbed, considering his good efforts were rejected by Mira and Bagas.

Miss Marsih came out to look for Mira, at her sight Mira was silent and sobbing in the chair.

Approached by his son, then stroked his hair.

" What's up, Intan? Why are you crying again ? Pain again your stomach ?" ask mam Marsih to worry.

" No ma'am, I just called Mira, and Mira's answer won't forgive me ma'am, Bagas was like that yesterday, even though my intentions were good ma'am, I just wanted to apologize before the end to pick me up, ma'am," Intan said sobbing again.

Ma'am Marsih sighed and said, "Your former sin is too much, you have disappointed and hurt others.

It is not easy to forgive, even if you have good intentions, it is not that easy.

Most of all, you ask God for forgiveness, and you apologize to those you hurt. That's the main thing, apologizing.

If that person can't forgive you, it's okay, it's you who's wrong who's apologized.

The business of forgiving you is no longer your business, only a matter of time, if they are no longer hurt they will forgive you.

You can't force people today to forgive you, people hurt differently when hurt.

So now all you have to think about is your health, you can apologize to others you hurt as well besides Mira and Bagas.

If there is soon you do and remember if they do not forgive you you must accept, do not be sad. God sees your efforts, too, son.

God will certainly help you if your intentions are good, and continue to pray for forgiveness to Him. "said ma'am Marsih .

" Live your days with gratitude to God, do not be discouraged, but must be happy and calm, then your life will be better than contemplating, crying which will make you more sick," he advised Intan again.

" Yes mom, sometimes I wake up weak, no energy, my mind thinks about death continues, I race against time mom if I'm not quick to apologize" he said again.

" Pray with you often pray, complain to God, ask for His forgiveness, then later your mind will be more positive, you must fight your pain by always thanking Him," she said to Intan with a smile.

" Yes mom. I want when I go, I smile. I'm happy mom," replied Intan eagerly.

" Life and death in the hands of the Lord, do not precede what has not been His ordinance. The doctor says your age only counts months, but still you surrender and surrender to the owner of this life, if it is not time then be grateful means there is still a chance for you to continue to repent, improve and do good to others, but if the owner of life says it is time then just surrender, ask for forgiveness and do good to others and parents while waiting for the time to come.

Above all, thank you, pray and ask for forgiveness and do good to everyone," said bu Marsih wisely advised his son.

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