The Injured Heart
Chapters. 129. Facing the Last Moment (I )

Intan felt a huge disappointment over Bagas and Mira's attitude towards her.

Intan's goal is actually good, he wants to apologize to people who have been hurt. But maybe Intan is not ready when the rejection and apology he did not get.

Intan pondered the words of his mother, who said that the most important thing about him was to apologize, and if the person he faced did not want to forgive him, then leave everything to God.

Intan did everything her mother said, she surrendered to God for the rest of her life, she wanted to repent, do her best and always wanted to be near Dion.

At dawn, Intan woke up, he prayed to God, there was his cry, there was his hope, there was his appeal for forgiveness to the creator of life.

After he finished praying, he rushed to the kitchen, making breakfast for Dion and his parents.

He took a shower and woke Dion up.

He remembered today taking Dion by the ways.

" Dion.wake up. he said he wanted to go with mama, we go to the park yuk," said Intan patted Dion's cheek.

" What time is it ma, I'm still sleepy" said Dion turned to hug the bolster.

" She said she wanted to go with her mom, it's your holiday Saturday not school, let's not sleep again, mama is ready for this," he said again.

" Mama .. in a moment, Dion will wake up, be patient in 15 minutes, "he said to keep his eyes closed.

Intan sighed seeing the lazy Dion wake up. He feels his life is soon, he wants to spend time with his son and his parents.

With his pain getting worse, sometimes comes when he is weak, sometimes he is strong to deal with it, but it must be admitted he feels his body in the weeks - this week is getting weaker, he said, can not do the activity for too long and a lot, but he does not want to look pain continues in front of the mother and her child, the body is getting thinner, the more thin, the hair that fell out made him cut his hair short, pale skin, that's what he sees now when looking in the mirror.

He was once frightened when he looked in the mirror, because he was shocked to see the change in him.

Her beautiful face, the densely filled body was lost within her, in a sick swallow that gnawed at her body. In her mind this pain made her life already like an elderly grandmother.

Intan walked out to see her parents.

I saw my mom sweeping on the terrace.

" Mom in the morning, are you awake ?" tanyakanya.

" Already, there is behind again taking care of the chicken, what is the essence of the tumben you wake up in the morning this is ready for breakfast for us? Where are you going ?" tanyanya.

" Inan has made a pact with Dion to go to the park, he wants me to be happy mom, so I try to be healthy, so I can be with him in my last moments mom, also I want to be with my father and mother, be willing to come along ma'am, let me enjoy our togetherness," Intan said staring at his mother.

Ms. Marsih nodded and was moved, she was sad when Intan spoke like that.

" Mom, please wake up Dion, he won't wake up from earlier I woke up, maybe with Dion's mother will wake up" Intan said.

" Mom finished it and swept it, and then I woke Dion up, let's have breakfast together and make our way to the park" said his mother rushing to sweep.

' Yes ma'am, if it's bad luck, I can't stand ma'am, afraid I'm sapped. The air is still clean and fresh, I want a walk.

Intan smiled and shed tears at Dion who was running, shouting, laughing happily with his grandfather.

He really enjoyed today, seeing his son happy he was happy.

The mother who sat with Intan smiled happily.

" Mother.when I arrive, please take care of Dion yes ma'am, I beg you and the father to educate and take care of Dion to be a good child in all things, especially his character ma'am, obedient to mother and father and have the nature of not utilizing people, and diligent worship.

I want him to succeed in his life, ma'am, that's my hope ma'am" Intan said in tears at the thought of all that.

Ms. Marsih hugged her son in silence, she was sad, but in her seat.

" Mom, I'll give you a passbook in Dion's name.

When he was a kid I saved up a little bit of money from Anton's giving of my life and Dion's.

I set aside the mother so that later Dion SD will be enough, use the mother for Dion's needs and what I feel is useful for Dion, so as not to trouble the mother and father in supporting Dion. " intan.

" Dion has the nature when the night will sleep, he will infiltrate our bodies ma'am, he was not sleeping with me, at that time I moved the bed because my pain could not stand, I don't want my sick voice to be heard by him, it turns out that Dion's dawn is crying for me mom, he just needs our figure, then he infiltrated my body mom, and fell asleep again, too, I asked maybe when I was gone, I wanted to do that for Dion some time, until he had pushed his mother away, maybe there he had not done that while sleeping. " intan said sadly.

Ma'am Marsih cried bitterly at the sight of such Intan, all that was in her mind was Dion.

He saw that Intan's love for Dion was immense, and that was only Dion's strength.

" Mom, I pray to God 3 more weeks Dion's 6th birthday, I want to celebrate his birthday ma'am, I have to be strong until then ma'am, I want to celebrate his birthday before I go, ma'am, I beg you to pray that I will be strengthened until I can celebrate my son's birthday" Intan said, staring at his mother.

Miss Marsih nodded and unable to say anything, her heart was already very sad, only tears were pouring down her cheeks.

Dion, who was playing with his grandfather, saw his mother crying with his grandmother running to them.

He hugged Intan and kissed her.

" S. Why are you crying ? how did grandma cry too ? There is this ? " tanyanya was confused.

He looked at his grandfather confused.

" Dion ..it's your mama and grandma are in love with each other, so cry at last" said her grandfather quietly.

" Oh so yeah cake, Dion also want to love each other with grandfather, but Dion does not want to cry, because mama once said the boy should not cry, should not cry often, should not cry, didn't you say that to Dion ?" dion looked at his mother.

"Yes Dion was right, the boy must be strong, must be able to hold back his tears, but if he is not strong again can cry boys too, everyone must have cried both women and men, so if it is not strong then cry yes," said Intan hugging and kissing Dion.

Dion hugged Intan and kissed Intan on the cheek and wiped away her tears.

There was a sore scratch on his heart, he had to be ready to leave Dion for a long time when the time came.

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