The Injured Heart
Chapters. 133. Feeling Lost

Intan's funeral starts at 10 a.m.

Dion didn't want to be far from his mother's coffin.

He sometimes rubbed his coffin and said softly calling his mother's name.

Everyone who saw was sad, they were all shedding tears at how lost Dion was.

Despite Intan's pain, affection, attention was always devoted to Dion.

When Intan sees Dion dumped by her biological father Anton, she strives to embrace and become a single parent who is tough and hard to raise her own child.

All of that is seen from a little Dion who lost his mother very much.

Dion tried hard, but for the age of 6 years old was able to make people who treated Intan sad and crying touched.

Maam Marsih repeatedly hugged Dion and rubbed her hair.

Tears also poured out to see Dion who continued to wail.

Dion though he did not understand the meaning of death, or death, still he understood the meaning of loss.

Yes, he lost his mother. Where he spoiled, told stories, and became the best teacher in teaching the meaning of life for him.

After the funeral, Dion looked tired. He was always near his grandmother. When he got home, he fell weakly on the sofa.

Dion fell asleep with a sad face.

Marsih began to pay more attention to Dion who lost his mother at a young age.

The sense of loss that Dion felt made Marsih's heart plastered.

He tried to comfort Dion by taking him to the garden with his father.

But still Dion often cried when night came looking for his mother.

Marsih sometimes felt sorry for Dion. He wanted Dion to laugh as he had when Intan was around, but what Dion found was often pensive and crying.

As of today, Dion sat on the porch and fell silent. His eyes focused forward, there were tears on his cheeks.

Marsih who saw it just stared at the roar. He could not hold back the tears that also flowed down his cheeks.

It felt like the Marsh froth was screaming and taking out everything in his heart to see his grandson like that.

" Dion. eat first, son, here's grandma's bribe," said Marsih approaching Dion.

" Dion wasn't hungry, Dion wanted to see her, why she left Dion" she said.

" Dion must be strong, look at the photo of your mother if you miss, pray to God if you remember mama, " said Miss Marsih stroked Dion's hair.

" Oh Grandma, Dion will pray for mama to have Dion's miss. Tomorrow to the grave of my mother, I want to see my mother" said Dion looking at his grandmother.

Ma'am Marsih nodded and fed Dion.

Meanwhile somewhere else

Bagas was silent in his room, tonight he was restless, it seemed like something was troubling his mind.

He tried to sleep but could not close his eyes finally he got up and sat on the sofa. His mind drifted to Intan, something was troubling in his mind

He thought of his words as Intan apologized to him.

His little heart says why he does not want to forgive, if it is true Intan is sick and has been sentenced by the doctor soon he should also be able to understand and lower his ego to be able to forgive Intan.

On opening his phone then he saw a name contact there, he looked for Intan's name.

Doubtful he wanted to call Intan.

Bagas was curious to hear why Intan could get uterine cancer.

In view of the name Intan in the name contact, want to be squeezed but doubtful.

It was late at night, not good to call. It was decided tomorrow morning to call Intan. For the business of asking with more affirmation why he has been sentenced to the doctor soon his life.

The next day, Bagas woke up. Time still shows at 6 a.m.

He rushed to pick up his phone and intended to call Intan so early to get clarity about the doctor's verdict.

His heart wanted not to care about Intan but the curiosity that made him want to get clear news.

Intan continues but has not yet been lifted. He continued to try until finally there was an answer from across there.

" Ho... Who is this?" ask the voice softly.

" Hello my mother is a friend of Intan, sorry if it bothers me, can I talk to Intan?" tanyanya politely.

" Who do you want to talk to?" tanyanya.

" Call of mam " said Bagas .

" Intan ?. This who?" tanyanya.

" I am a friend of Intan ma'am, have known Intan for a long time and very close" he said again.

" I'm sorry what's his name?" ask bu Marsih .

" I'm Bagas ma'am, "he said introduce himself.

" When did you last meet Intan?" ask mama Marsih to know.

" About 10 months ago ma'am, this Intan left me with no strings attached, so a while ago my phone call Intan apologized to me for forgiving Intan ma'am, so I call this to talk to Intan himself mom, he said he was sick and already can not be cured.What I want to ask him is sick what Intan is so call me just want to apologize," bagas explained at length.

Miss Marsih was silent for a moment and said quietly, "I don't know before this Intan called his friends to apologize personally. I don't think Intan wants to apologize after what he did all this time" said Ms. Marsih slowly.

" That means you're not Anton yeah, I think Anton because he last mentioned Anton's name as Dion's father" he said.

" No ma'am, I used to be close to Intan, even we were very close, until finally intending to marry him.

I married her siri bu because Intan was pregnant, but suddenly Intan left and said she wanted to go back to Java because her mother was very sick. I let it go and I'll catch up with him when I hear from the hospital that the baby is not my son, so I kept calling Intan but Intan left me and made me hurt when I heard all this. Moreover, last Intan said it was Anton's son, the man who had made her pregnant. "said Bagas slowly while lowering his head.

" Can I talk to the Intan ma'am ? I'll forgive him mom even if my heart is still hurting" Bagas said slowly.

" Look Bagas.. Intan died this morning, and was buried" he said sadly.

" Is mom.. dead ? Last morning ?? You're not kidding ?" tanyanya.

" No son.. Intan had died in a state of calm, died while sleeping and Intan was previously sick with advanced uterine cancer, the doctor had sentenced him to his age not long and it turns out that Intan since coming home here only 3 months only survive," said mam Marsih sobbing.

Bagas was shocked, it turns out Intan really wanted to apologize to him, he regretted that time did not apologize for Intan who really wanted to be forgiven in between his severe pain.

The regret that made Bagas shed tears, however he was once very close to Intan, but today when he heard Intan died and was buried, there is a sense of loss in him.

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