The Injured Heart

The Injured Heart
Chapters. 33. Riki's Objectives

Already want the month of fasting.Not yet nyekar.Mana money thinning.May Allah love the way.


"Ma, I want to eat said my son".


I opened the refrigerator, where only 3 sausages and 2 eggs were left.My child is the type of picky if eating.Again difficult.Then I asked what would eat.fried rice he said.wear sausage and eggs.


Then I also cook fried rice.After cooking I immediately put it on the plate and I serve it for him.


Suddenly arrived the electric token reads.If not in the contents of the address off the lights.Finally I also filled 200 tokens through an application.Hopefully two weeks I said in my heart.Acupun brain how this money thinning while the refrigerator empty.Former the husband was told to transfer money without transfer.Finally I order first telor,0igu, chicken, sausage,Indomie in an application.Important for a while dlu.May there be his sustenance next month to pay.


Thank God my sister ngsih mama money so can buy vegetables.


When the emitter ends I said.Liar sustenance I can kayak first again.3 years of the emitter make me exhausted.Gold kejual.Narang goods were sexual.Bill of arrears.Yeah Allah may you ease the sustenance of slaves.


"Package" came a voice from outside.


Turns out gojek came to bring my order earlier.Alhamdulillah can fill the refrigerator first while.The important eggs, sausages, potatoes and chicken spicy chick favorite mama ready.Sugar and cirrhope are there if urgent there are guests.


All this time I have never been in debt.Now because of the pendemi.Everything is delayed.Since little bit has been closed, including credit cards.


Hopefully I can survive and get a solution of all this.First when a lot of money I can buy this it should not be dizzy to think about money.Rear work is always full of innate.Not confused how it will be.Until I can saving, buying gold and furniture.


"Ma, hungry"


"yes, what do you want sausages to eat?"


"i want chicken"


"chicken KFC seasoning" he said.


I also offered my mama.And finally, I fried some.It turns out my son doyan.Typically he if eating chicken, which eaten the flour alone.


"Enak ma the chicken".


make some more KFC chicken.


I'm sad if at times like this.I can not obey all his wishes as before.When his mama again a lot of money.Hopefully yes son.Mama can jaya again like before.


I tried some dating apps and ta'aruf.I think my son is big.It's time there is his sister again.After I think I've been widowed for 7 years.


I also met a widower from the application ta'aruf.She widower son 4 has all lectures.She has her own company living in bogor.I've been invited 2 times to her house.Not alone, she has been,I'm with my son and he has his son just returned from german.Our introduction is quite good.I had time to think, this is my soul mate.


But sometimes he was too busy no news.And he also did not dare to express his intentions with his daughter who is female.I wait, but I also need certainty.do not want wasted time with my age which at that time wanted 40.It's not time to play anymore.


He can not promise me a certainty.And finally our relationship ran aground just like that.Maybe not a mate.Sometimes eyed our memories when together.Suffering, but long ago I can also move on.