The Injured Heart
Chapters. 28. Re-meeting
A childhood that will not be repeated again.Without feeling now my son is already sd.
The sadness that I feel when I remember when my son was a child was abandoned by his father.When it was the age of my son was only one year and did not understand his father.For a child his age should again be his happy period get affection from the two of us.Not him in staying right.Now growing up he began to ask his papa.Why not go home.
Why do I just myself do not have a sister.Why the school is not delivered papa.Why papa does not go home.All the questions are full of why.
"Papa take care of the sick grandfather" said my mother.But I want to see when I cover it.
My son began to ask why his papa never buy toys or anything else.I try to comfort him, later if papa payday bought.
I've cape relented & cape humiliated.Do not toy.To look or just phone not.
I used to always invite my son to play to my in-laws.But the response is always dicuekin.for a long time I cape also considered no.Good intentions but the response is not good.I was thinking not to be broken silahturahmi, but yes it is.
It's been 6 years I tried well.6 years I think not a short time even though we've divorced in court and separated the house.I was once a week to visit. Trus once a month.old linger Lazy alone.
Sad sometimes bude as omnya and his grandfather and papa do not care.There is no intention of them to come to visit or give rations every month.Until my son called his papa called om.Padahan I did not teach my son to do my ex-husband looked at me full of questions.
"papa is not om".said my ex-husband.
"I didn't tell you" I explained.
"for yourselves there is no communication with the child".
"nengokin ngga, buyin toys not".
"just teach the child to forget to say papa, but om" I said
Surprised by the child's question.
"Mama's biological mother".asked my son
"I'm a real child.
"I want her to have a lot of sisters".
"Yes little brother, let me take the naughty steps" he said enthusiastically.
Sad I cried, If you remember sometimes my son like a son who has no father.
I am grateful there is still a mother who always helps me take care of my son.Mama who always accompanied me.
I am grateful that my son is close to my sister and her husband.So it can make her entertained.
Thank God my son grew up well.The body is healthy for a child his age.
I've not given him vitamin hpai.Because it's fat 40 kg high 135 for a first-class child sd.His body is the largest in his class.I give him vitamins when he is not healthy.And I started to reduce his eating.Fear obesity fattening.
People often say why it could be his papa like that.Other people are just on gemas.ini Even his papa does not remember at all.If asked for a monthly ration for his son, if asked for a monthly ration for his son,message is not reciprocated.on the phone does not lift.Mask his obligations are carried out already like a dept collector nibilan debt.Once his trsfer only 300 for a month while his son many needs.Have started elementary school.
Make pay ojeknya school.before tutoring his.Before snacking his son.Not eating it.Before books and school masterpieces.I just pray that his father can guide.
Maavin mama yes dear.Hopefully if you grow up later you understand why mama parted with papa.that is for your sake son.
Mama's son asked to buy toys continue.Padahat has a lot up to 3 boxes.
Hopefully healthy oma trs can continue to be the same me and my son.amin
May it be beautiful in time.amin
Do not bear the heart if I work to have to repotin oma with nitipin his grandson.should at the age of oma now.Oma has relaxed break.Hopefully I can realize all the dreams of mama's dreams.May I can make mama happy in her old age.Amin.
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