
Everyone seemed happy to enjoy the event, some were chatting, eating dishes and some were taking selfies set against the beautiful decorations of the party.
Sean was chatting with some of his business associates while Salwa sat in one of the chairs accompanied by a cold drink in his hand. He looked everywhere, looking where his son and his family were. Salwa's lips covered the smile of seeing them all gathered together and happy.
Kinan was running around in the sand with Leon and Fang Yi flying his toy plane, while his three younger siblings were playing beach volleyball while laughing cheerfully. And the parents are familiarizing themselves with each other. Yes, everything was too perfect for Salwa, in her unceasing heart she thanked him many times for what God had given her.
Salwa wants to join the parents. However, when he was about to step his head felt dizzy. Salwa massaged the base of her nose a few times to relieve some of the pain in her head. But it was useless, he still felt dizzy.
Salwa walked over to Sean who was talking to his partner. It appears that her husband laughed several times and then spoke again, so Salwa was sure that Sean was not currently involved in serious discussions.
"Mas, I want to talk." Salwa called out to Sean with a slightly quivering tone, but Sean didn't seem to hear.
Salwa pulled the end of her husband's coat to look at him. "Mas, I want to talk."
Sean turned his head, as well as his comrades watching Salwa.
"What's wrong?" ask Sean then.
Salwa wanted to answer, but she said. Suddenly his stomach was turbulent, demanding to be immediately expelled made him have to hold back and not dare to open his mouth. Because Salwa was silent and did not answer to make Sean continue his conversation to his coworkers.
"Mas!" Salwa said softly almost inaudible so Sean seemed to ignore him. Salwa's head felt yellowish so he had to hold a table to support his weight. He held his already throbbing head firmly, his face looking pale with trembling hands and breaking out in cold sweat.
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The sound of falling things distracted everyone. How surprised Sean saw Salwa fall cluttered with glasses, plates containing food and flowers along with vase, because Salwa had pulled the tablecloth before he fell unconscious.
Sean instinctively moves quickly by jumping towards Salwa, throwing away objects that hit his wife's body that make the clothes worn by Salwa dirty exposed to spills of drinks and food.
"Honey, baby, Salwa!" sean frantically called out Salwa's name but the woman was silent with her eyes tightly closed.
Sayup-sayup heard a noise with many people calling his name. Sean's voice was also heard in Salwa's ears, but he could only close his eyes without being able to move his body. Sean's voice was still heard, but the longer the sound disappeared along with his consciousness that had been embedded in the subconscious.
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"What happened to him?"
Sean rubbed his face riled with a tangled look, his hair that had previously been neatly combed back now looked messy.
He remembers Salwa's last call, but he ignores her and instead chooses to joke with his business partner, making Sean even more regretful of his actions. How could he ignore Salwa who was ill just because of her own pleasure?
"Your wife is fine, just too tired. Do you often ask her to stay up?"
The doctor's question made Sean's forehead wrinkled, why did the doctor find out about his and Salwa's activities at night?
"It's none of your business, just tell me what happened to him!" Sean said with a little snapping impatient with the information of the doctor who he thought seemed to be rambling.
The doctor thinned his lips as he let out a long sigh, trying to be patient with the family of such a patient.
"Sir, your wife is just too tired. Her five-week pregnancy made her tired easily due to her low blood pressure. You should be able to give him a little leeway not to be too forsir his energy let alone to do intercourse."
"What did you say? Pregnant?" Sean could hardly believe what the doctor said.
Not that Salwa still gives breast milk to her child, it means the same as doing natural contraception, right? Then why did the doctor say that his wife was five weeks pregnant, there must be a misunderstanding here.
"Yes, your wife is five weeks pregnant."
Sean froze to hear the doctor's words. He sat with eyes staring blankly.
Salwa's pregnant, how can? Salwa will feel that kind of pain again. Is his wife ready to face him? Even himself was unable to see Salwa in such pain as before, Sean still could not bear to hurt Salwa with the presence of a child once again.
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Sean opened the Salwa treatment room, seeing the woman was sound asleep with clothes that had been replaced with typical hospital patient clothes.
Sean walked over, his steps so slowly that the reflection of his shoes was barely audible. He stopped his steps when his knees came against the edge of Salwa's bed. Once again his eyes scanned the entire condition of Salwa whose eyes were still tightly clenched.
There are some bandages and plaster on Salwa's forehead, making Sean remember to ignore the woman when he needed it. He again condemned his own carelessness, if only Salwa when it fell while with him of course Salwa did not need to be hit by so much food equipment and food and drinks, he said, plus the flower vase is certainly very heavy and will be very painful if it hits the body or head of Salwa.
Sean kissed Salwa's forehead where the bandage and plaster were located as a form of regret to the woman. His hand stroked Salwa's head with his body still bent forward. Sean's breath felt warm on the surface of Salwa's face.
Salwa's forehead frowned by forming small waves as if her sleep was slightly disturbed. He blinked his lashes, it took him a while until Salwa was completely unconscious.
Sean who had noticed how Salwa woke up from such a close distance made Salwa's eyes open immediately meet Sean's eyes. There was a sense of relief in him seeing Salwa had regained consciousness.
"Mas, what's going on?" Salwa's voice was soft and limp making her look pitiful. Sean covered Salwa's lips with his index finger.
"Ssssttt, rest. You're just too tired."
"Tired?" Salwa repeated Sean's question as if she didn't understand what Sean meant.
"The doctor says you're too tired, so it takes a lot of rest. So now take a break" Sean said later.
"But, party?"
Salwa recalled that before she lay in her hospital bed, she was on the beach celebrating her wedding anniversary. But now Sean and himself end up in this hospital, and what about the party?
"It's over, how are you? What are you feeling? Where is the sick?" Sean questioned Salwa in a row, his facial gaze filled with worry.
Salwa smiled, her hands moved to touch Sean's worried face. "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me like that."
"I'm sorry" Sean said, showing his guilt to Salwa.
"I'm sorry? what's for?"
Sean touched Salwa's hand that was stroking his face, he took the hand and then let her softly kiss.
"I ignored you with my friends. You are in pain, but I don't care about you. I'm sorry!"
Sean's face looked regretful as he said that so Salwa hurriedly shook her head so that Sean did not continue to blame himself.
"Mas, you're overreacting. I'm not at all okay. Smile, I'm so good, there's nothing to worry about."
Gleekk, please,
Salwa gulped with one big gulp, the smiling face while comforting Sean now turned moody. Not because she did not want the baby, but how she struggled during pregnancy and childbirth is still very much felt until now. He was still afraid of experiencing all of this.
The first pregnancy she had to miscarry because of Anders, the second pregnancy was also almost wretched because of Albert. Could she have had a good third pregnancy?
"Mas, I. I'm afraid," said Salwa stammeringly.
"I'm sorry, I understand how you feel. It's all my fault. I'm so careless."
Sean was roughing his hair. His frustration makes Sean such a hopeless person. She was guilty of making Salwa pregnant before she was ready to do it again. Moreover, Salwa's trauma with Albert's tragedy that stuck a shard to his face and used himself as a hostage has not been fully treated. Sean understood how Salwa was feeling at the moment, but there was nothing he could do but grieve his own indiscretions.
Salwa looked at the face of her husband who looked so upset with a trace of regret. It made Salwa's heart knocked to rise and strengthen themselves so as not to lose with the fear that is in him. He tried to strengthen his heart to be able to live everything well. He is not alone, there is Sean who is always with him and provides support and protection for him. His family loved him, so what should he be afraid of?
Salwa tried to shake off her feelings of fear and fear and the endless trauma. He chanted a word that became his encouragement. "That you can, you can."
A smile finally managed to rise on both sides of Salwa's lips. He pulled both ends of his lips up to form a beautiful smile that could give new hope to him.
"Mas, do you want a boy or a girl?"
"Ehh," Sean, who had been looking down, looked up at Salwa in surprise.
Very strange, change in face Salwa very different, at this time the woman in front of him looks happy without any burden. Sean who looked at him could hardly believe what he saw before his eyes so he could only dumbfounded without saying a word.
"Did you dream of having another boy or a girl?" salwa asked again this time slowly and clearly for her husband to listen to her.
Sean seemed to gasp with Salwa's words but in the next second he smiled, his eyes glazed, without being able to say he immediately squatted his wife's body to hold her tightly. The tear that fell in the corner of her eye was a tear of happiness.
"Thank you, I'll always take care of you and won't let anything as small as that hurt you. Thank you, I love you."
Salwa nodded back at her husband's embrace with the same feeling. The two hugged while crying filled with gratitude and happiness that could not be expressed in words. Again, everything is perfect.
Sean let go of his embrace, looking back at his wife's face with a shady look. He lowered his head cupped Salwa's face with both hands and then gave a warm kiss on Salwa's right, left cheek and forehead.
Sean tilted his face to equalize his height with Salwa's height, bringing his lips closer to Salwa's surface. The eyes of the two seem closed waiting for the touch of the lips of the two who will clash with each other to show love and a sense of belonging to each other so great from both.
Sean immersed his lips by implanting his nimble tongue into Salwa's slightly open lips, making seductive movements there. Explore by enjoying every shot without wanting to stop or be stopped. And indeed it seems he is not able to stop it like his love is growing longer and can not stop for a moment.
"Yeahhh!"
Kinan shouted by barging into Salwa's treatment room, as soon as the two ended the romantic scene with a slightly unwilling feeling.
"Dad, what are you playing?" Kinan's face seemed cheerful to see his parents, because Kinan had wanted to meet Sean and Salwa but was blocked by David and Marcus.
Sean exhaled a long breath, then lifted the tiny body of his son to then raise it on Salwa's bed, he placed Kinan between himself and Salwa.
Sean held onto Kinan's tiny hand and brought it to the surface of Salwa's stomach covered in clothes and then rubbed it several times. Kinan who still did not understand just complied while looking at the face of his slave father.
"Want to have a sister, right? In the belly of the buna there is Kinan's sister who is still very small." Sean whispered softly in Kinan's ear.
"Yes?" ask Kinan still did not understand.
"If Kinan wants to take care of the buna, the belly of the buna will grow long and that means the sister Kinan will also grow big until it will eventually come out of the belly of the buna and can accompany Kinan to play."
Kinan gaped with widened eyes full of amazement. His gaze led to Salwa's stomach, his hands moved to pull the clothes of his mother's patients a little then put his head tilted with the position of the ears attached to Salwa's stomach.
Salwa was a little amused at her son's funny behavior, but she just fell silent while watching him waiting for what Kinan would do to her.
Kinan looked up at Salwa and Sean in turn with a questionable look.
"Dad, dork lapal, peyut buna sound," said Kinan innocently.
Hearing Kinan's words, Salwa's face reddened, she just remembered that she had not had time to eat something while at her wedding anniversary party, and now she only realized that she was hungry.
Salwa grimaced in response to her son's words. Sean pretended not to believe Kinan's words. She shamelessly flung Salwa's clothes and placed her head on her stomach as if she wanted to hear for herself what Kinan had heard.
"Dad, put on teyinga bucan muyut," Kinan scolded upon seeing Sean wrong in mimicking the way Kinan examined his sister.
"really?" Sean kisses Salwa's stomach again and it makes Salwa tickle by squeezing Sean's hair because it can't stand the work of her ignorant husband.
"Yes, Kinan is great. It turns out that using a mouth can't hear," Sean praised Kinan for making the little boy smile happily. Sean tried to stick his ear on Salwa's stomach with a slight swiping motion that further made Salwa ticklish.
"Mas, stop!"
"Bial buna, bial father weird adek duyu."
Salwa was agitated to see Kinan supporting his father, so that he could only resign to the actions of the two men he loved so much was playing check-ups.
Seeing that someone was supporting him, Sean became more and more. Salwa could only shake her head while looking resentfully at Sean.
"Yes, hungry sister. If Kinan loves your sister, let's kiss her together."
"What..?"
Kinan and Sean stormed Salwa's stomach while showering kisses on the spot where the fetus was.
While Kinan was hugging his mother's stomach as if he was hugging his beloved sister, Sean smiled at Salwa, turned his face and kissed his wife's forehead full of affection.
"I love you so much" whispered Sean gently and hugged Salwa and Kinan simultaneously.
"I Love you so much too."
Salwa rests her head on her husband's chest with Sean's lips on Salwa's head. Closing his eyes, Sean hugged his wife and son with a happy feeling.
Sean and Salwa realize the journey of his life is not easy, but both know God will not give tests to his servants beyond his ability.
They also understand that there will be no perfect marriage, but rather a couple who continue to fight together to maintain their household. Armed with patience and determination, all will be lived despite the weight, because they believe all the hardships they have passed will be beautiful in time.
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