
Yumni got out of the car in a hurry when he got in front of Amra's house, the house still looked a little crowded because there were still men of piety, he said, especially relatives from afar who can only be treated because of time constraints. Walking quickly, Yumni approached Amra who had already greeted him at the door with a grinning smile. It was precisely Yumni who could not hold back his tears, he quickly hugged the friend and stroked his back
"I've been sincere about Yum..." Amra said as she stroked the back of Yumni who was now really crying, I don't know, she felt very sorry for her friend who now really lives a kara.
Amra took off the hug and wiped away Yumni's tears while smiling
"Don't cry dong! You make me sad Yum.." despite looking smiling, but it cannot be denied if a drop of water escapes from both eyes of Amra.
Sincere he has felt, but of course there is a sense of loss that is not able to stem the sadness. Seeing that Yumni hugged her best friend again and they cried together, shedding sadness that still feels stifling chest.
Satisfied with crying, they enter the house, and Amra looks better after crying with Yumni earlier. Nah! He was not alone at all, he still had Yumni, who always strengthened his heart, he also still has a bulek and his lek sir who still has affection for him although certainly will not be equivalent to the love of the mother. After this, it will all be over, this sorrow must end and she must go back to live her life, fulfilling her ideals and the ideals of such a noble mother
"What are your plans after this Ra?" Amra looked at Yumni and looked a little reminiscing about something
"I'm going back to Jakarta Yum.." Yumni smiled and clasped the hand of her best friend
"Recorating this house, although there's no way I'm living here alone anymore. I'm going to forgive this house Yum..." Amra smiled, on behalf of her mother, so that the merit of kindness would continue to flow to her in the grave. Yumni nodded while still continuing to smile
"Impathy mother, first... He once said that he was eager to open a special educational park for the Qur'an, bringing in truly competent teachers to teach the Qur'an, mother does not want children or adults here blind Qur'an Yum..." It is undeniable, Yumni was filled to hear the noble ideals of Amra's mother.
He did not know Amra's mother, but he felt admiration for her, answered the question so far, where Amra's nature and attitude so far. Luckily Amra can be born and grow in the extraordinary education of her family, when viewed from the outside, Amra does look deficient, but Amra got what she did not get all this time. A hint of envy infiltrated his heart, seething a wishful thinking in his mind
'If I were born as Amra'
"Yum.."
"Yes?" Yumni regained his senses and looked at Amra, then smiled again
"If you need anything don't hesitate to call me, Ra... I'm ready to help you.." Amra gave a full smile and then hugged Yumni in gratitude
"Thank you very much Yumni, may Allah repay all your kindness during this time..."
***
After talking for a long time, Amra finally invited Yumni to rest in her room, for one night, Yumni will stay overnight. While Yumni was resting in her room, Amra chose to leave the house, she wanted to shift her feelings and clear her mind.
Yumni put his bag on the bed that is far from the word luxury, there is no soft mattress like at home. Yumni saw that all the items there were very simple, but neatly arranged. There was a photo of Amra and her mother placed on a table, Yumni taking the photo, looking at her with teary eyes. I don't know, Yumni doesn't understand his current feelings.
There was a longing that suddenly infiltrated the recesses of his heart, a longing that had been incurable for a long time. Yumni put the photo back and wiped the tears away. Then he pulled out his phone and contacted someone
"Mom..." Said with raucous once his call was connected
"What's up Yum, mama's busy now, you can call mama later... Mama promised to call you when you're done..." Yumni lowered his head to hear the words of rejection, even before he expressed his heart. Is your mom always busy, especially your dad? Tears flowed from both eyes
"I miss my mom..." He said slowly then disconnected the connection.
Amra walked around her house, a few months she left her hometown, and nothing much changed. All the same, the village is still isolated.
"Mother Amra...." Amra turned her head quickly, when she heard the sound of the children calling her with a smile she greeted the students, they ran to her
"How's Amra's mother, we miss you so much, it's so lonely.."
"Alhamdulillah mother...."
"Nature..." A heavy voice was heard greeting his ears. Amra turned around to find out who had greeted her
"Mas Hafidz?" Hafidz smiled in response, and Amra remembered that she had not thanked Hafidz and his family. At that time he was still very drowning with his sadness
"Amra.. I'm sorry, can we talk for a second?" Amra seemed to think, how could he talk to Hafidz?
"If we don't mind, can we talk at your house?" Amra looked at it for a moment, then nodded briefly
"Let's mas.." he said as he stepped first.
Hearing someone's voice coming, Yumni who was still in Amra's room opened the curtain that covered the door of Amra's room. Intentions wanted to get closer when he saw Hafidz, but he did not when he saw the look of Hafidz's face was very serious. Feeling that he did not want to disturb Yumni finally came back in, but did not deny that he could definitely steal their conversation
"I'll make you a drink first.."
"No need for Amra!" Preventing Hafidz quickly before Amra left, Amra looked at him in shock
"I don't want to linger" he explained, making Amra sit on the chair from the rattan, sitting quietly waiting for Hafidz to talk again. While Hafidz lowered his head frothing to regulate his feelings. Convince her that this is the right decision, and prepare the heart if possible Amra will abuse her. Because Hafidz knew very well, what he was going to say was not at the right time
"Pre..."
"Before..." Cut Amra fast then smile
"I'm sorry... But before I forget again, may I speak first?" Spontaneous Hafidz nodded while smiling in surprise
"Mas Hafida... Thanks much... If there was no Hafidz, I knew if I would be able to see her face one last time." Amra's eyes glazed over as she said that, Hafidz could see the deep sadness and longing in both of Amra's eyes
"Thank you very much..." Amra closed her words with a smile. Made Hafidz bow back and sighed softly. Worried about his feelings, but he could no longer be delayed. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly before finally daring to speak, then he looked at Amra confidently
"Before I wanted to apologize to you Amra, I admit I was selfish, I only think about my feelings at this time, I'm really sorry..." Amra was still silent, even though she did not understand the situation
"To be honest, before you spoke to your mother at that time, I've been following you since high school..."
"Awhile... I don't understand mas.."
"It's been since High School that I admired you, Ra, but I'm ashamed that I approached you... You are a woman who cannot be approached by just anyone, therefore, I can only look at you from afar. while slowly preparing to be able to approach you openly.." so be it, Hafidz knew his sentence was very sloppy, but that was his feeling. Amra still looked at him
"Therefore, I ask you to preach through your mother..." Amra was actually impatient to know where Hafidz's talk was going
"Now, I know the time is not right. But Amra, it's broken to see you feel this kind of sadness.I can't see you living with this loneliness..! Therefore, allow me to accompany your days...! Amra. marry me..." Hafidz said it with as much confidence as his eyes when he looked at Amra. While Amra was silent, her mind floated, and only her mother's face could see now
"Healthy will not force, but is it not when there are good men who intend to preach, it will be a pity if rejected? Nak Hafidz is also handsome, pinter and already well established again..!"
The mother suddenly rang in her ears
He looked at Hafidz with a soft look, so did he reject the man who had been so sincere to him? But accepting anything is hard for Amra, why? Could it be that his heart was locked by his feelings for Fatih who had become the husband of someone, Amra looked down and her tears dripped, she immediately wiped them off, while Hafidz still faithfully looked and waited for Amra's reply
"Give me three days to think.I'll call you in three days..." Hafidz sighed softly, there was no other way, he could not force for Amra to answer right now. He only needed to strengthen his heart, preparing to receive any reply from Amra three days later.