
Bella feels bad luck has always befallen her life since she became a teenager. Especially when the girl was in the 10th grade of High School, at the time when both her parents died.
When Bella was a child, she lived a very happy life. Besides being smart since childhood, the girl seemed more cheerful. He always got good grades in school and made both his parents proud.
Their families are not very rich. Simple but so warm and harmonious, perhaps that is the most suitable way to describe it. But that life began to change when Bella went to Junior High.
Both her parents knew Bella was so intelligent, and did not want her beloved daughter to end up like them. Both want Bella to get into the best university, get a degree, then live a better life than them.
Therefore, Bella's parents begin to work harder to set aside their money for her daughter's future. From that time on, they start to get busy and rarely have time for Bella.
The intelligent Bella knows that both her parents are fighting for her. Although somewhat sad, he also did not want to disappoint them. The girl began to rarely make friends, even began to close herself. He continued to focus on learning, learning, and learning. I really don't want to disappoint my parents.
When Bella was in the 10th grade of High School, grief befell her. His parents who were on a corporate business trip had an accident and died. Not yet considered an adult, his uncle and aunt eventually become Bella's guardian.
The two men were kind to Bella and comforted the girl at first. Yeah, at first.
After a month, their attitude changed completely. Not only was it cold, even they treated Bella cruelly. The girl was treated worse than the housemaid.
Working to take care of the house without pay, even eating makeshift food. Facing all that, Bella still gritted her teeth and held back. By the time he was considered an adult, he intended to take the inheritance from his parents and leave.
However, it turns out that what his parents left behind - be it a small house or savings - had actually been spent by his uncle's family. Bella was very angry, but could not do anything about it.
By then, Bella could already be considered an adult. If likened to the fruit, although not yet fully ripe, you could say he is already worth harvesting. The girl grew up to be very beautiful and charming.
Bella feels the evil stares of her uncle and son from time to time. Until one night, the two men almost defiled him. Fortunately, he managed to escape and report to the police.
But the world turned back from him. The two men were not imprisoned at all and were not even found guilty. They say that Bella has no proof.
After the incident, the two men seem to be angry and try to target Bella. Of course the girl was aware. In the end, he gritted his teeth. Having grown up, he reported that he did not need a guardian and left the horrible house.
Having no money even just having some worn out clothes, the girl started looking for a part-time job here and there. Bella still clearly remembers, it happened when she was in the 12th grade.
Depressed at having to face the exam immediately, having no place to stay, not even being able to eat. The girl ended up staying at a temple every night. In a small temple without a caretaker.
During the day, Bella would shower in a public toilet and then go to school. He would try to find a part-time job, but eventually returned disappointed.
For food, Bella steals from people who come to the temple. He apologized to the God who either existed or not. She just wants to live her life in a better way.
Almost a week Bella lived like that. Until finally, the girl was completely desperate.
At school, he heard one of the girls talking about how to make a lot of money. Girls from ordinary families but want to have expensive items, there are only two ways.
One of them is looking for a part-time job, working hard and raising money to buy it. The last way, very easy and fast. Looking for a middle-aged man with a striped nose and then spending one night with him.
Desperate Bella thinks of following the girl group and does so. But she remembers how her parents raised her, remembering how the two always advised her to be a good girl.
In the end, Bella did not do so and returned to the small temple in tears. He could still go to school because he had a scholarship. Otherwise, the girl would have been confused as to what else to do in her life.
Bella remembers it clearly.
On the same day. One afternoon a grandmother who usually gave a offering of fruit and some small food approached him.
“It's okay. Its alright. After passing through the night covered in darkness, there must be a light.”
Bella still remembers that sentence clearly. The grandmother then invited Bella to go to her house. The woman gave Bella a bowl of warm porridge and told her to stay. At first the girl hesitated, she could hardly trust anyone else. But in the end, once again Bella tried to believe.
The old woman then told Bella to stay at her house, accompany and take care of the old woman. The grandmother was living alone and her life was not very good either.
Grandma's husband has died. Two sons went to another city, had a family and lived there. Hardly ever met him. The youngest daughter and granddaughter died. A daughter-in-law? The man left after his wife died.
What the old lady had was a small shop as well as her home. He told Bella, if you don't mind .. the girl can stay with him.
Of course Bella wants to. Even very willing to do it.
In addition to his days with his parents. That day with my grandmother was the best day of my life.
Bella's life is stabilizing. He went to school as usual. After school, the girl would look after the store and take care of the grandmother. A simple life, but it makes him very happy.
At the beginning of each month, the grandmother also gave him a wage. Bella initially refuses, but her grandmother forces her. Not much, but the girl kept it and saved it.
Without feeling the time pass. Bella graduated from High School with the best grades and got a recommendation to apply for a college scholarship. At first he was confused whether to accept it or not, but the grandmother told the girl to accept it.
Because it was also the hope of his late father and mother, Bella finally agreed. He went to a nearby university. At first he came home every afternoon, but because he looked tired, the grandmother told him to come back on the weekend. After all, the university also provides free dormitories for outstanding students or students.
Such a life makes Bella happy and grateful. Despite not having many friends, even almost none, she felt she still had the grandmother. But ... eventually the grandmother also left him.
When entering the 5th semester, Bella got word from neighbors that the grandmother who had been caring for her had finally died. The girl was very sad, what made her even sadder was the attitude of the two sons of the grandmother.
After he died, they both came. Let alone grieve, both even fight over the inheritance.
Bella who was just an outsider finally decided to leave. Although in truth, the grandmother gave him a little inheritance. But Bella did not want to get into trouble and handed the inheritance to the grandmother's two sons.
For Bella, the kindness of a grandmother who wanted to take care of her and give her a place to shelter was enough.
After that, Bella continued her life. Living in a dormitory and getting a subsidy from an accomplished student, she can survive. Yes, it should have been, but after half a year of survival.
Bella is not liked by other students, even often gets bullian. To the extent that, the girl can only use the public bathroom early in the morning. Other than that time, the other female student pretended to use it even intentionally not giving her a place.
Plus, Bella begins to become Albert's target. He was almost caught off guard and got into trouble lately. And today .. the girl received word that her uncle's family was looking for her again.
Yep. Not to apologize, but to match her to a middle-aged man who was the boss at her uncle's workplace.
At night, Bella took a bath in a very heavy mood. Negative thoughts filled his head. Even he was unfocused when holding the mirror of his hand and dropped it.
At that moment, Bella saw a black figure barging through. Not wearing her glasses, the girl did not see clearly.
It's just .. It must be a man.
Bella knows what that guy did. He had already imagined the good life he was trying to maintain would be ruined. As hard as he tried, the world was not on his side at all.
Forgive Bella, dad ... mom …
In such a heavy sorrow. Negative emotions make him really unable to think clearly.
Bella is tired ... Bella wants to come with you .. Can't Bella be selfish once?
Please .. please .. please just kill me.
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