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"You just calm down Ja, ntar later Mas take care of everything." Mas Zaenal.
"Yes Mas. Thanks." Thanks." I smiled bitterly
"But you're sure of your decision Ja? Let Reza get out of the force. He hurt you anyway." Said Mas Raswan who looked furious
I smiled, "I don't want to be selfish. Mas Reza has a son. If he gets fired, what will his son eat? The wife's salary is not enough to eat. Not to mention the future savings equal bill." I'm definitely "Nothing. As long as Mas Reza can be happy, I will also be happy Mas." Know that I'm not that good. But I love Mas Reza, very much. But I realized that my love could no longer be his stop.
"Ja." Ja." Lena rubbed my shoulder "I salute you that you have been hurt there is still a sense of love. If I've been I've been scratching the face of Mas Reza it's using sambal. Moreover, the Siska sok kecakepan, already grab the husband people do not know themselves anymore." Lena said stirring. Lena and I are different. She's a bar-bar woman who doesn't like pretending to be strong like me. I am a weak woman with feelings.
"Honey can't say that ah. You are this." Tegur Mas Raswan's.
"I'm upset, honey." Lena replied, "Well, if you do, I'll cut your bird." Threaten Lena to Mas Raswan.
We all chuckled at the bumbling face of Mas Raswan as he swallowed his hard-earned saliva. This Lena if she talks always makes her husband silenced
"But Ja, later for your divorce hearing, you need witnesses. Do you have a close family?"
I was silent for a moment. Who is the close family that can be used as witnesses later.
"There's my brother Mas. I'll meet them later." Mas Dicky and Mas Donny might be able to help me.
"Yes. You will be ready to receive a call letter. I'll call Reza first." Said Mas Zaenal again "Actually he can not maintain his position but for the sake of your request Mas will try to exist as long as you can be free from your husband."
I smiled with relief. At least there are still people who really care about me. There are people who do not want me to suffer. I'm not really ready to part with my husband
"Yes Mas. I'm really asking for help with Mas, so that Mas Reza should not be excluded from the union." Say me again. No matter I look low, consider it my devotion as a wife.
"Mas will try Ja, but Mas can't promise. It's a pretty long affair. Even Reza should have been convicted. Later Mas will call him first, so that he explains how the chronology of events, why he can get married to the series with Siska." Said Mas Zaenal.
In this military union just hard married because a lot to be taken care of, let alone divorced and breaking the law in force must be more complicated than this.
Ma'am Lia clasped my hand trying to give me strength through the grasp of her hand. Know that I want to cry while being hugged, I'm really tired.
Is this the end of my love? The love I had with me was less than eight years! The love I fought for was half dead. It was love that made me believe there was no separation between us. But it turned out that fate betrayed the love I had built so hard.
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I opened my laptop and sat down on this dicaffe. Although my mind is messed up but I have to finish my pending work.
"Mas." It's undeniable that I'm heartbroken right now "Is this the end of our story Mas? Do I have to release you for another happiness?"
I pressed the keyboard button with tears. It hurts. My soul bounced very far away.
I wiped my tears while typing. Farewell I didn't want this to happen. However I refused fate he would not be able to take me back. Maybe my husband is not my soul mate, in fact he let tangled threads decorate our household until the holy marriage that has been spoken before God must end with the word divorce.
"Alley."
"Ehhh Mas Chandra." I smiled at the man who would work together to publish my books.
"Are you writing? May join?"
"Ohh, please sit down." My smile allowed Mas Chandra to sit down
"You're writing?".
"Ohh yes Mas. This is another revision of the manuscript that I will publish at Mas's place." My answer.
"Wahhh kren Ja's. So I don't have to bother to re-edit." He chuckles "Older?"
"It's still new."
This is actually my first time writing dicaffe. Because at home was not wanting to fight with Mas Reza and Mbak Siska I chose to go out and look for fresh air, seklian refresh my mind that is chaotic at this time. Disrupted by a divorce that will soon change my status to a widow.
I talked to Mas Chandra about the books he had published in his publishing house. I am grateful to be a part of this publisher. May this be my path.
Waitaminute! After I part with Mas Reza, where will I stay? I don't have a home. There's no way I'm staying at Lena's. Even though he's my best friend but there are still limitations.
"Ja, why are you daydreaming?" Mas Chandra patted my shoulder.
"Ehhh no ap_."
"Mother......."
Mas Chandra and I turned to the voice that called Mother.
"Star." I immediately smiled sumringah
The Sky and the Stars walked towards us both. The Star's hand was holding the hand of Mas Langit and chanting it while half running
"Son, slow down." Mas Langit bobbing head.
"Stars can't wait to see Mother Father."
I immediately stood up to greet the hug of the little man I had missed since yesterday.
"Mother." The stars are hugging you.
"Dear." I crouched down to welcome the Star huddle.
God, if I were allowed to be a mother once in my life, I would be very, very happy. Especially if I have a child like a star. Besides being handsome, he is also smart and kind. Even though he is young, he is a little guy who understands how I feel right now. The truth is the stars came when I was heartbroken thinking about my divorce.
"The star of the Mother's kangen." This little guy hugged me tight.
"Mothers miss the stars too." I lifted up her little body and carried the Star in my sling.
"Wahh Mother's son just came home from school?" My chirps
"Yes Mother. Dad would not eat here ehhh even met Mommy. Why Mother does not come home, Star and Father waiting for Mother." Sissy speech. I knotted while rubbing the head of the Star.
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