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“You love the Sky?” I was shocked when I heard the question of Mas Fajar.
Why is he asking me something I can't answer? What does this have to do with Mas Fajar?
“Senja,” call Mas Dawn who saw me speechless.
“Iya Mas?” I looked at him with a smile.
“You love the Sky?” He repeated the same question. Couldn't he not ask the question I avoided the most, “Why silence?” He looked at me in search.
“I don't know Mas, if asked if I love Mas Langit? I don't know the answer Mas. For sure I feel comfortable, I feel protected, I am happy near Mas Langit and Bintang. I feel like I am myself. I was too afraid to open my heart again, I was afraid I would be disappointed the second time. I fell down and was dropped by a man who made me fall in love. Broke and let down when I felt that she was my last port but the truth was that I was blown away by her actions that traumatized me into a relationship,” I replied at length because that is how I feel.
“Good Sky is very good, he is too good for women like me. But I can't lie my own feeling that I'm comfortable with Mas Langit, but I'm afraid I'll lose it a second time. I am just a sick woman. Out there are many women who deserve to be a partner Mas Langit and maybe it is not me,” ucaku again, “Star, he is everything for me. I love him as much as my own son. Stars make me feel like a Mom after all this time I want to get that title,” I smile wryly thinking of my fate like this barren woman. Why didn't God give me a chance to be a mother at the end of my life.
“Senja,” Mas Dawn stared at me fixedly.
“Iya Mas,” I turned with a smile “Why Mas?” My toot.
Many look at me strangely with a head like this but how else can I not refuse fate but accept what God has outlined for my life.
“You remind me of someone,” said Mas Fajar looking at me fixedly
“Someone?” I stared back at Mas Dawn, “Who Mas?” Ask me to wonder
“People I love,” answered Mas Fajar and then throw your face towards the front.
“Sabar ya Mas,” I rubbed the shoulder Mas Fajar slowly channeling strength to him. All I know from Mas Lagit Mas Fajar's lover is married to someone else.
“Your face, everything in you reminds me of him, Dusk,” said Mas Fajar again, “I don't know why you are so similar and reminds me of him, ,” the next.
“Mas,” why am I distracted by Mas Dawn's gaze?
He turned his face forward. He seems to know one thing about me, but what? I didn't know Mas Fajar before. I don't even know if Mas Langit has a Big Brother named Dawn.
“Senja,” Mas Dawn looked at me deeply.
“I don't know what to say to you, but every time around you I feel like myself. I feel you are able to make me rise from the heartbreak that has made me not believe in the word love. I love you Twilight,”
I'm surprised not to hear Mas Fajar's confession. I didn't expect this cold man to be able to say things he shouldn't have said.
“Mas,” My tongue is too faint to say anything, I feel nothing near Mas Dawn.
“I know you won't love me Twilight, but can you open a little bit of your heart for me?” He looked at me with a plea, “You're the only one who can make me rise from this heartbreak. Help me Dusk, help me escape from this past,” Mas Fajar holds my hand to her like a request I have to grant.
“Don't gini Mas,” I let go of his hand, “Sorry Mas, I don't mean to refuse Mas's request, but I don't have any feelings for Mas, I love Mas Langit, I love Mas Langit,” out of nowhere that courage, why suddenly I say love Mas Langit. I just don't understand and don't know how I feel about Mas Langit.
“Why Mas?” I began to worry, what if Mas Langit knew, he could misunderstand
“Leave the Sky and marry me, I promise to take care and take care of you. That love can grow as time goes on, maybe now you do not love me but I am sure if you marry me you love it will slowly be present in your heart,” said Mas Dawn again
I shook my head, “Sorry Mas I can't. I can't Mas,” reject me.
“Senja,”
Me and Mas Dawn turned their heads, looking at Mas Langit with her dead red face. Did he hear our words earlier. I don't want Sky to misunderstand.
“Mas Sky,” mumbled
“Sorry Mas, I want to bring Dusk in,” he said with a flat face and also cold.
“Mas,”
Mas Langit lifted me from the wheelchair and then carried me without the wheelchair. He said nothing to Mas Fajar. He took me and took me away from Mas Dawn.
I am grateful that Mas Langit came on time, I was so afraid that Mas Fajar even forced me to do something that I could not do.
“Mas,” Mas Langit's face looked cold I've never seen him this cold to me.
“Mas,” he was still silent while holding me inside the inpatient room
“Mas don't get me wrong, this is not like you see Mas,” I said looking at him.
But he put me in bed without saying a word. Why am I sad to see the cold face of Mas Langit on me? I really don't know if Mas Fajar's intention to take me for a walk is to express his feelings to me.
“Mas,” My eyes are already glazed
Mas Langit was silent with a thousand languages he did not care at all about my words. I should be happy if Mas Langit misunderstood, this means I can more easily release Mas Langit and Bintang without getting involved in the lives of both of them. But why do I feel sad, hurt and something is missing in my chest.
“Mas, don't get me wrong. It's not like you see. Mas Fajar took me for a walk around the hospital while sitting in the garden. I can't refuse Mas, please don't misunderstand me,” I explained.
Mas Langit let out a long sigh then looked at me who had begged him so that he would not misunderstand me and Mas Fajar.
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