The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 54's

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I'm sitting in the court seat. Beside me Mas Reza also sat his gaze fixed on me.

After all the affairs and various kinds of trial proceedings today is the day that will be the last day I part with Mas Reza.

"Ja." Ja." His whisper stared glazed over "Sorry Mas. Please give me one more chance. Love you as well."

Had her affection been sincere in wanting to keep me maybe I would have given her a chance. But dear, Mas Reza's affection is fake. He wanted to survive just for fear of losing his post.

I didn't answer or respond even glanced at him. My heart is dead. My heart has been meaninglessly wounded. What do I need to keep with this relationship?

Trial begins. The judges sat in their own places. There's a lawman Mas Reza. There's my law enforcement, too. I don't actually want to use the law. But Mas Donny Keukeh and pushy.

The law read out the case that Mas Reza has been doing all this time. Starting from infidelity to domestic violence and for her accusations against me who said I was cheating here. But Mas Reza found no evidence that Me and Mas Langit were cheating. The cuddle photo on the cuneiform sign has also been clarified that the photo is not true and we have explained the chronology of the incident.

Tok tok tok tok

I closed my eyes as the hammer was knocked three times. My love has ended here. Without excuse, one clear melt just escaped on my cheek.

"Sir Judge, I don't want to split with my wife, sir. I love my wife Sir. I beg you sir." My eyes opened when I heard Mas Reza.

He approached the judge's table and begged that this unwanted farewell should not happen.

"Sir please. I don't want to split up with Dusk. I don't want to, sir" he said begging.

But the judges just nodded. It's a decision. Especially after this Mas Reza will be languishing in prison.

"Senja, please do not stay in Mas , Dusk. Maafin. Sorry, Dusk." He knelt on my leg while holding my hand.

"Sorry Mas. I regretted having betrayed you. Mas thought Mas could be without you but Mas just realized that Mas can't be without you," he said with tears.

I even smiled wryly. My heart was not at all filled to see the crocodile tears. To me it was all a lie. Which means nothing to me at all.

"Senja, please give me another chance. Please Dusk." He looked at me with a plea.

"Alley." Soon Mas Langit held back Mas Donny when he saw Mas Reza pleading with me.

I pulled Mas Reza's hand to stand up. He's not the only one who doesn't want to be apart. But I am too. Only, this is the end of all the stories that can not be resumed.

"Mas."

I fixed his slightly messy shirt. He wears a white shirt and black pants. His body looks skinny. Because he's been living behind bars for a few weeks because of the crimes he's committed.

I tidied up his shifting collar. Tidying up her unkempt hair.

"Mas." I clasped his hand "I love you but I'm sorry I'd rather kill this love than survive on you. The wound you are healing in my heart is too deep Mas, even if we go back like before it will not be possible to treat the wound you have infused here." I put her hand on my chest "I'm not the perfect woman. I can't give you offspring like Sister Siska. But I love you so much and you are the only man I love in this world, but look what you have done with me. Not only did you enter the tangled thread of our marriage but you also inserted the seeds of hatred that spread to attack our nerve parts Mas." She was silent her tears were breaking

"I think our relationship can be fixed. We can correct each other. But in reality separation is the answer to the problems we face today."

"Mas, you're my first love. The man who made me feel so loved. But you are also the first man to hurt me. Disappointed me. Makes me not believe the same word love."

"Alley." Sluggishly.

"Welcome separate, Mom. Thank you for eight years. Thank you for being the most comfortable back when I'm tired. When I don't know the way. Sorry if for eight years, I haven't been the best wife for Mas. I let go of Mas with him who can make Mas happy, not because I do not love Mas. Only I realize this unworthy love is untenable. I hope you can be a good husband for Siska. Enough to get here our story. I will also slowly erase all these feelings for you. Hopefully later, I will find another happiness too. Until you meet at the best point according to Mas's destiny, you will still be the man I love."

"Alley." He returned my embrace and hugged me by crying "Sorry Mas."

We both hugged each other for a long time. Let go of this love that once lay by.

"I'm sorry."

I let go of her embrace, then wiped her tears. I can't let my heart hate him, no matter how he is the man I've been in my life.

"Goodbye, my dear." I'm getting away from her.

"Alley." He fell on the floor.

"Alley." Call her.

I stepped out while wiping my tears without caring about Mas Reza's yelling.

I need to be able to let go of the love and feelings I need to let go of. I have to go, get as far away from this love that torments me as possible.

"Alley."

"Sir Divta."

Brother Divta hugged me tightly. And I don't care about crying in Divta's arms. I just want to cry, that's all.

"Sister."

"You're crying nothing. Brother is ready to hug you anytime," he said.

I was crying. Crying is not because I am weak. But because I'm a regular human being. No one is okay when it comes to parting with his love.

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx." My crying is breaking.

I know crying won't solve the problem but crying can give you relief in the chest.

"You won't be alone. Brother will be here for you. When do you need, Dusk," said Kak Divta again.

My voice was not translucent because most were crying. My eyes must be swollen and my face creepy.

"Mother."

Until I realized when the voice called my name. I let go of Brother Divta's embrace and wiped my tears. Why are the stars here?

"Star." I stared at him who was running towards me.

"Mother."

Seriate.....

This part I wrote while crying...

Believe me, only people who have been heartbroken will understand...