The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 31

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"Udahlah Za, why do you defend the barren woman." My steps came to a halt when I heard my mother-in-law clash. What the hell is he doing here?

"Mom, if I split up with Dusk. I can be exited from the unit, ma'am. I could lose my job. Moreover, my marriage with Siska has been spread." Mas Reza. I glanced at her behind the glass window her face looked frustrated.

"Yes but you don't mean you're defending Dusk right? Don't tell me you're starting to fall in love with her?" She looks suspicious in her eyes.

"Come on Ma'am, don't be weird. From the beginning I never loved the same. I'm just benefiting him from doing so, to keep my office afloat."

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What does Mas Reza mean? So from the beginning Mas Reza never loved me? Absolutely never!

I shut my mouth in disbelief. Did my husband ever love me? We were married for almost eight years. The days I spent with her flowed so beautifully. But I didn't think it was a fake.

"Yes keep going now. What else is your reason? You can make a scandal if Dusk cheats with Doctor Sky. So you will not be excluded from the unity, Dusk can also be demanded back."

"Mother forgot who the Sky Physician family is?" Mas Reza.

I backed off and did not enter the house. Heart's crushed. Heart's broken. Didn't expect the man I thought loved me wholeheartedly, to now throw me at my will.

What does it mean to marry me for his office? What does that have to do with me? I'm not the daughter of one of the captains here. But why did Mas Reza say for the sake of office? I don't understand and I don't.

God, why is my life like this? Is there any happiness that God wants to give me? How long will this suffering end? How long will my life be as good as anything else?

Ever since I was a child, I have never felt happiness like anyone else. Born without a father. Not considered by Mother herself. Even Mom never told me or just texted him. When I wanted to call and talk to Mom, she always said she was busy. Then to whom should I stir up all this pain in my heart and mind. I'mtired. I want to go and lose my memory.

I came out of the fence of the dormitory where we were staying. I do not want to go in, let alone there is a mother inside for sure I will be scorned, insulted viewed as worthless like garbage. I don't know what you're doing these nights? Not usually he came to see the state of the house where we live other than asking for monthly money on Mas Reza.

I walk in the silence of the night. Put on feet that start to feel tired and crumpled. Fasting a deep pain. Trying to accept all the destinies God created as decorations of my life.

I hope it rains tonight, so that he erodes the tears that have flooded the cheeks. So that I don't seem to cry over this fate. I don't want to look weak, but in reality I'm just an ordinary human being who is so easy to drip these colorless, clear grains.

I tighten the thick jacket Divta sister wrapped around my body. At least I won't be cold because of the night wind that hits my stump. Let me tonight fulfill all the fates that have been a part of my life.

I sat in the garden seat, near the Bamboo Runcing of Pontianak. I stared at the fountain coming out of there. The decorations around radiate beautifully with small lights that are deliberately installed there.

I cried as much as I wished the pain in my chest could soon disappear and go away at least don't make it difficult for me to breathe.

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."

Cry broke. I don't care how many tears come out of these eyelids. I just want to cry. I want to cry and cry. That's all I can do. Why are all the bad guys? What wrong? What sins? Why was I born into this mortal world?

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."

I fell on the ground. It doesn't matter if people look at me like crazy. I've gone mad. Crazy to think of my life that was never happy.

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."

I hit my chest repeatedly, maybe the tightness in there could soon disappear and go from there. I can't stand this pain. I'm not strong. I want to give up. I want to go forever. I don't want to live in this mortal world.

"Remove your tears."

I saw someone extend their handkerchief to me. Maybe he saw me cry.

I raised my gaze. My tears are pouring down again

"The Sky."

"Let's get up."

He stretched out his hand to help me stand up. I welcome that hand. How could Sky be here? His house is in Jeruju, quite far from here. While I live in the New Ditch, it is also quite far from here. I don't know why I'm walking this far?

She's staring. Then he seemed to take a long breath. Does he have pity? But I don't need to be pitied all this time nor has anyone ever felt sorry for me. Everyone always thinks I'm a fool.

He held me in his arms. The sky is very high. His body is stocky and healthy, because he is a doctor, of course, he must maintain his health and posture.

I was silent in his arms. I don't understand why this guy hugged me? Did he feel all the anxiety and anxiety that was currently hitting my chest.

"Cry the Dusk."

I hugged his waist. I was crying all over in this man's chest. I honestly need a hug. Soul's tired. My soul's fragile. I was forced to be strong in a state that was about to break my life. I haven't felt a hug this comfortable for a long time. Very long. All this time, I was always alone. There is no place for me to complain or just tell me how tired I am to face the life that now wants me dead.

"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."

My crying broke again. I don't care about her big chest because of my tears. I just want to cry. Sometimes crying can't solve the problem. But crying can give relief in the chest.

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