The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 65's

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I held onto my chest that was rumbling violently trying to hold back the waves that hit there. My tears don't stop dripping as they please. Struck in my life, this is the most fragile point I've ever experienced.

“Please understand Mom, leave Dusk alone. Dusk please Mom,” I asked with a plea while closing my eyes with my hands on my chest and I could not look at the two who were still crying in front of me.

“Sorry Dad Dusk,” said Mr. Jaka.

Right now I don't want to listen to anyone's apologies. I just want to be alone. It might be better to be alone than to have parents who are completely indifferent to my circumstances and throw me away like they are worthless.

Mother and Pak jaka according. They came out of my hospital room and occasionally looked at me who was reluctant to see the two of them.

I cried all over the room I've been in for the past few weeks. Even since my divorce from Mas Reza, I've been living in a place I never thought possible. I rubbed my chest slowly, perhaps claustrophobicly wanting to be able to brush away with the gentleness of this hand swab. I'mtired. I am tired of my life.

From a young age I lived alone, the school lived with Mas Donny and Mas Dicky, then married a husband who also stabbed me in the back. After I escaped from my husband's entanglement, I was gnawed by a deadly disease that left me unable to have offspring all this time. And now, I have to face the fact that I'm the son of a married man who cheated on me. Why my life has never been okay.

From a young age I was taught to be independent and to live alone without Mom and Dad. Even Mom kind of dumped me on the pretext of being busy taking care of her new family and I was just abandoned. While Dad had never seen me since birth and now he even came to apologize after successfully breaking me with a reality that I did not want to accept.

“Senja,”

Mas Donny and Mas Dicky came into my room their faces were both compact and panicked.

“Mas,”

Donny hugged me. I cried in Mas Donny's embrace, expressing all the anger and disappointment that was settling in there. I can't hold this clear melt. I am a weak woman.

“Mas, hiks hiks,” I do not care to look weak, is not the lowest point of a man is when he cries because of circumstances but choose strong and survive to connect a decent life later.

“Senja,” Mas Dicky also hugged us both.

These two bloodless brothers came crying with me. Actually we are the same, both parents Mas Donny and Mas Dicky separated since they were children, after their father married my mother and they also lost that affection just like me. The three of us were victims of the selfishness of both our parents, because of their own pleasure, they forgot that there were children who had to be victims of their indifference.

“Mas,” I'm still stretching, “Senja wants to go home Mas. Dusk do not want to be here again, let's bring Dusk home,” my tears.

Mas Donny and Mas Dicky let go of my hug. Both of my sisters were also crying in disappointment just as I felt. Maybe every parent chooses to separate in order to reconcile their hearts so as not to feel sick but they forget that innocent children are victims of the separation.

Mas Donny wiped my tears “But Dusk has not healed, how Dusk can go home. Sky definitely will not permit Dusk home,” said Mas Donny softly, “Stay here yes until your condition improves?” Persuaded

“But Mas_”

“True Mas Donny Ja, stay here only yes. I will take care of you. Don't be afraid anymore,” Mas Dicky rubbed my shoulder.

I nodded obediently, to be honest my body condition has not really recovered. I thought chemotherapy would cure it and not chemotherapy just lengthened my age for a moment. Now taking medicine is no longer a cure but a temporary survival before death finally takes me away from this false world.

“Yes at Dusk, rest yes,” Mas Donny laid my body and covered me.

“Mas,” I stare at my two brothers with sadness.

“Iya Ja?” My two brothers looked at me

“Sttttttttt,” Mas Donny put his index finger on my lips, “Do not talk so, Dusk will never leave Mas. Dusk must be promised Mas, whatever happens Dusk must remain for Mas,” said Mas Donny with his eyes glazed.

I didn't promise to survive. I'm tired of my life now. If it wasn't for the Stars that made me survive, I might have chosen to leave this life I didn't want.

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“How are you doing Dusk?” Ask the Dawn

“Udah better Mas,” answered me

“You want me to take a walk around the hospital. Morning breeze like good for health,” bargain Mas Dawn.

I was silent about his offer, but I was afraid of misunderstanding. The sky will be a no-no to me. I don't feel good, especially if he loves me even though I haven't reciprocated his feelings not because I don't love I'm just afraid to try to open my heart to him. I'm afraid I can't keep my promise to always hold on.

“Bby Mas,” I replied.

It was not wrong for me to accept Mas Fajar's offer to go around the hospital because I myself needed fresh air. Mas Donny and Mas Dicky are getting dressed. While Mas Langit usually come during the day while picking up the Stars.

“Ayo,” take him

I got up slowly and got out of bed.

“Let me help,” I was surprised when Mas Dawn lifted my body.

“Mas,”

He put me down in a wheelchair while smiling warmly at me. Just this time I saw Mas Dawn smiling, all this time he always displayed a flat and cold face like untouchable.

“Come,” he pushed my wheelchair out of the room.

“You've never been on a road like this?” Say Mas Fajar.

“Iya Mas has never been,” replied I smiled, “The air is fresh yaaa Mas,” said I with a smile.

I have not breathed fresh air like this for a long time, I have lived in a hospital cage that makes me feel like I live in an iron bar, especially with a syringe that tortures my body without thinking long.

“You like?” Mas Fajar took me to the hospital garden.

“Like Mas,” answered me, “I have long since breathed the air so fresh,” I closed my eyes enjoy the morning air so comfortable in this hospital, even though it is soon before noon, I will be able to, but it looks like even though the daylight here remains cold and cool .

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