The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 08's

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I walked out of my in-laws house with tears in my eyes. I cried until I was short of breath even a few times I hit my chest remove all the tightness that got lost there.

"Hiks hyks hyks." My chest went up and down as if it was about to explode.

Walk out the fence. The rain was pouring down so hard on my body that I was just wrapped in a knit sweater. I cried under the rain while walking in limp steps while hugging my arms.

"Hiks hyks hyks."

Rain, is she crying with me? Does he want to accompany all the turmoil and heartbreak that makes my heart crumble? Every drop of raindrop that fell on my skin seemed to indicate that he was more severely injured than I was. Doesn't he know that I'm the most broken.

My husband, my first love. The man I was always proud of in every story turned out to be the man who threw my body violently to pieces.

"Why are you the same as me. Why do you have to?" I screamed under the rain

"Lord I want to die." Shouts I don't care like crazy.

I don't have anybody. No brothers and parents. The only parent I have is my mother. But Mother lived very far away following her husband in the village, while I stayed with my husband in Pontianak after marriage.

I'm an illegitimate child, no brother or sister is my backrest and place to complain. I don't even know where my dad is. What his face looks like. I'm alone. I live in loneliness.

The only person I have is my husband, Mas Reza. But look, he left me alone. Can't I really be happy? My life is just to suffer. Me, I want to go. Me, I'm tired. Me, I want to give up.

Tin tin tin tin tin

I was shocked when I heard the sound of the car horn from the opposite direction. I want to die, but I'm not ready to die. I'm not ready to meet God I'm ashamed of who I am now.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa."

I've resigned, I make sure if the car hits my body, my body will be crushed even maybe not shaped.

I covered my face with my hands. Moreover, the radiance of the car lights illuminated my face clearly. Maybe everyone who faces death will be afraid amazingly but I just resigned. If it's time for me to leave, maybe this is the end of all my suffering. Maybe God has pity to see me bathed in tears every day. Maybe it's time I disappeared and left and let go of Mas Reza for his happiness with another woman.

Why the car didn't hit my body. I was still in a standing position with my hands covered. I am just a human being who fears death.

"Are you all right?" I looked at the feet of someone who was walking in a hurry while carrying a black umbrella through the sidelines of my fingers.

"You're all right, right?" Asked the voice once more, sounding panicked and worried.

I opened my face. Am I dead and it is possible that the one who asked this was the angel of death who was about to take me away from my body?

"Alley."

I lifted my head and saw the person who called my name.

"The Sky." Overshipped.

"You're okay, right?" He directly patted me "What are you doing here why are the rains?" Ask. Why is his face panicking.

I just shook my head. Actually I'm embarrassed because my eyes must be swollen. This time I was really fragile physically and mentally.

"Let's get in the car." The sky grabbed me by the shoulder and let me into the car.

He opened the car door so I could. Why am I so comfortable when this guy is paying attention to me? The attention I never got from my husband.

Then he got around the car and got in. Don't forget he closed the umbrella and kept the umbrella on the back seat.

He opened the white coat that wrapped his body. As if his true if Mas Langit is a doctor.

"You're wearing this, huh? You must be cold!" He put the white coat on my body.

I nodded and complied because honestly all my energy seemed to run out. The cold rain water soaked into the bones. Not only that, my face was pale eloquently unconsciously and my lips felt nothing as numb.

"M-gold." Overshipped.

My eyes began to blur. Like her not only my tired heart but also my soul and my feelings.

Brakkkkkkk

"SNOW."

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I feel my head is very heavy and like it there is something that is intentionally attached to me.

I opened my eyes slowly. My eyes are still heavy to open, for some reason?

"Mother....."

One voice that's been haunting my mind for a few days. I opened my eyes and saw a little man clasping my hands with his panicked face. How could a face as innocent as that look panic?

"The stars." I looked at the little guy

"Mother." The star hugged me who was still lying "Hiks hiks Mommy do not miss the star is afraid Mother durgi again ngalin Bintang." She cried while hugging my stomach.

I bit my lower lip and held back the crying. There are still people who are afraid if I leave. He was a Star, a little guy I even just met.

"Dear." My hand measuredly rubbed his head that was leaning against me "Stars don't cry anymore huh? Mother promised not to go." My light.

The star let go of his embrace. Tears wet his face cheeks.

"Star is afraid Mother. The stars are afraid that you won't wake up again." While wiping his tears.

I chuckled softly but my tears just fell. If only I had a child as handsome as a funny star, I would be the happiest Mom in the world.

"Are you awake?"

Mas Langit entered with a tray containing a bowl of porridge and a glass of water.

"Mas."

"I'll check it out soon."

He took a device attached to both ears and pressed on my chest to neutralize the performance of my heart.

Then he took the temperature gauge he had intentionally attached to my armpit.

"You're hot down. You have breakfast first yes, after breakfast take medicine." He took the bowl with the porridge.

"Dad Bial Bintang who bribe Mother." Pinta the little guy.

"Can the Stars?" His god chuckled softly as he rubbed his son's head.

"Can Dad. Kan Bintang wants to bribe Mother, so that Mother does not run again. So that Mother quickly heals and lives with us."

Me and Sky were both silent. A child as small as a star will not understand his words. She thinks I'm her mother, but I'm just a new stranger she knows.

Seriate....