The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 55's

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"The stars." Excruciate.

"Mother." The stars hugged me.

How can I stay away from this guy? My heart loves him as my own son. But Elly's threat scares me. I don't want to say that actors are connected to others.r

"Mother, Star kangen very much the same Mother. Mother why away from the stars?" She was crying in my arms.

These few days I have indeed stayed away from the Sky and Stars. I don't want to disturb their lives. I don't want to ruin their lives. After this, I went as far away from the life of Mas Langit and the Stars. I'm just a stranger who just happens to get into their lives and stay a while.

"Mothers miss the stars too" I said, hugging the little man.

Mas Langit stood not far from us with Mas Donny and Mas Dicky and there was Mbak Aisyah and Kak Hana there who participated in my divorce trial.

There are Father and In-laws and Shanti and Sister Siska also present at my farewell trial and Mas Reza.

I let go of the Star's embrace. I can't keep sticking to the stars. Stars and I can't be together, we're different. And I don't deserve to be a mother.

"Don't cry anymore dong. The handsome ntar is gone." Shirt me while wiping the tears of the Stars.

"Hiks Mother. Stars are not far from stars."

I smiled at the little man's words. In any case, I will not be able to survive with the Stars and the Sky.

"Sorry Mother, son. Mother must go. Mother can not continue with the same stars," I said.

"But why Mother?" His wave

"Because Mommy can't be with the Stars." My heart, my tears are also dripping there.

"Why?" Renggek Stars.

"It's okay, son." I smile. Not wanting to explain why I left, a kid as small as a star wouldn't understand how adults feel.

"Alley." The sky is approaching.

"Star, Mother saying goodbye, son." I kissed the Stars.

"Mother." The stars look at me expectantly.

"Alley."

I threw away my face. That's enough. I don't want any more trouble. My problem is too much.

"Senja, wait." The sky grabbed my hand.

"Yes Mas?"

"You why? Why do I go away? What's my fault Twilight?" He looked at me question markingly

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"Arggg." Damn why my stomach hurts so much.

I fought against the wall of the room so I wouldn't fall on the floor. The abdomen to the waist is very painful like being stabbed by a sharp object inside.

"Why is it so sick?" My moor held my stomach.

"Strong Dusk strong. You have to be independent" I said to strengthen myself.

I walked slowly while cringing in pain towards the nightstand taking my medicine that had been prepared there.

I sat on my bed. My lips don't feel anything maybe it hurts so much.

I took a breath for a moment. Gather my strength. My chest's up and down. It can't be lied to, it hurts so much.

"Arggg."

Brakkkkkkkkkk

"Alley."

Mas Donny and Mas Dicky broke down the door when they heard my screams of agony echoing.

"Alley." They both approached me.

"Mas." My "Sick Mas." I could no longer hide my pain in front of them.

"Bet me in the hospital?"

I just nodded, my body was very weak and I was tired. Donny lifted my weak body. I wrapped my arm around Mas Donny's neck and hid my face there. Resisting the pain that hit my limbs as if to make my body stop working.

"Hold ya?" Said Mas Donny.

"I nodded weakly."

When I tried to fight this pain. But why does this pain continue to torment my body. It's like trying to stop the blood flowing in there.

I had planned to move and live in a village with Mom and Dad, so I could stay away from Mas Langit and Bintang. But why does this disease seem to want to hold me and bring me closer to the Sky Master.

"The pain." I held my stomach again while crying.

Why did this disease attack me at the wrong time? Doesn't he pity that I'm heartbroken now coupled with a disease that makes me look like a pathetic person.

"Alley." The sky approached me who was carried by Mas Donny.

"Lang please Dusk Lang," said Mas Donny with a panicked face.

"Let me be fat." Mas Langit took me in the arms of Mas Donny without my chance to refuse.

I resigned when Mas Langit carried me. I hope there are no more misunderstandings. I hope I'm not accused of ruining people's relationships anymore.

Mas Langit put me slowly on the brangkar.

I still cringed in pain no matter how I cried in front of Mas Langit and the nurses who came to check on me.

"Senja, hold on yes I'll check on you," he said looking worried.

Is it true that Mas Donny said that Mas Langit has unusual feelings for me? But why me? I didn't promise to reciprocate her feelings. My heart is currently dying for romance. Especially the Sky, as high as the sky that I will not be able to reach. He's too tall and I won't be able to reach him.

Really sick, I can't explain in words. Is this cancer angry because all this time I always ignored him and did not consider him to exist? Now he seems to want to show himself to me.

The sky examined me carefully. His hands seem to shake. Cold sweat on his forehead. Does he really like me?

A nurse put an infuse in my hand. Others are busy checking blood pressure, heart, lungs and other organs.

"Alley." Mas Langit sat down and held my hand "Is it still hurting?" She asked gently while rubbing my head gently.

I'm nodding. The pain slightly disappeared after the anti-pain medication was inserted through the infuse water channel.

"What star is Mas?"

"Star home. He keeps looking at you. You why Dusk, why do I stay away?" Her eyes glazed over at me with her hands clasping mine.

"I'm sorry, Mom." I was forced to stay away from this Sky and Star Master for the good of both of them.

"I beg Dusk don't get away from me. I can't do it without you twilight. Me and the Stars need you." Her tears are dripping.

The last few days before the trial our relationship was indeed stretched. Ever since Sister Elly attacked me during the dicaffe yesterday, I deliberately stayed away from the Sky and Stars. I just feel unworthy to be around them.

"Mas." I looked at his face "I'm sorry. I'm sorry I don't want the Star to love me more and she won't let me go. I can't stay near the stars forever and you. I'm sorry," I said.

"Why Dusk? What's wrong with us?" Ask.

I shook my head "I don't deserve to be around you and Bintang Mas. I'm a sick woman." My tears just escaped.

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