The tangled thread at my wedding
Chapter 59's

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Reza POVs

Regret is something that has no end. When something you have, you just let go hoping to get a much better replacement than him. However, the reality actually brings regret that is very torturous soul and inner.

I am a man who has wasted a beautiful jewel, a woman who does not look me one eye. A woman who always waits for me at the door when I get home from work. A woman who hugged me in the night. Who can treat all the tired that whack.

Me, is a foolish man who is blinded only by temporary pleasures. Let go of someone who got me in this spot. For the sake of someone I hope to be the final venue of the contest. Wishing all my dreams and dreams made me the best point of my life.

Dusk Mentari, my wife. I never really loved her at the beginning of our marriage, I loved her for the sake of my standing as a Navy Soldier. I never put any sense into him. Pretending to love is not good for the health of the heart and soul. I'm tormented. For eight years trying to survive and trying to open my heart the only time I could love that woman without pretending.

My efforts have failed, I can't resist temptation. When Siska came to offer me her body. I couldn't resist, let alone that she had a seductive posture that was clearly much different from Dusk. We had a forbidden relationship behind Dusk and I married Siska after knowing that the seed I planted had grown in Siska's womb. Although I wasn't the first to fuck her but I'm sure it was my son, even though I had a little doubt. I who want to be a father would be happy when the woman I love contains the fruit of my love. Dusk knew nothing, I repeatedly lied to him and with his innocent face he believed in what I said.

When Dusk found out about my betrayal, I wasn't afraid at all because I was sure Dusk wouldn't ask me to separate. He loves me so he'll accept me being married secretly behind his back. I don't feel guilty at all because I don't love Dusk. Even so I never was rude to him.

I thought I would be happy, have a beautiful wife and an adorable baby and a wife who has a brilliant career. Unlike Dusk who just graduated from High School and became a housewife, taking care of all the needs of the husband without having any skills.

After I saw him cry. When I finished slapping him and his cheeks turned red, why did my heart hurt? It hurts so much, during marriage I never hurt her even though I didn't love her. I still respect him even though my parents from the beginning strictly forbid our relationship but for my sake I fight my parents and pretend to love Dusk.

That night beside the pointed bamboo I was about to catch up with him because it turned out that he heard my conversation with Mom. Dusk knew that I didn't love her after this long marriage. I wanted to explain to her that what she heard wasn't right so she wouldn't get away from me.

Yet I saw the Sky Physician hugging the Dusk that looked so fragile. My heart was getting disturbed and hot. Why do I get sick when I don't love him? Moreover, the Sky Physician looked so sincere as he hugged the Twilight body

I got word that my wife is an online novelist who has made a lot of money. During my marriage I never gave her much money other than the necessities of life. I don't know why I can't give her a lot of money. Is it because I don't love her? I don't know if my wife has pent-up talent, it deserves that the needs of the house are always fulfilled even though I give her thin money. I only found out when Raswan told me.

When Dusk ran away from home, I thought I would be relieved and not have to bother keeping his feelings at home because there is Siska. Turns out I was wrong, I felt like something was missing when he left. I feel like part of my heart feels empty and empty.

I looked for him, I texted him and threatened him. Why is it so hard to tell him to separate from him? So heavy. I can't let go of her, is it because I'm afraid my job is her guarantee? I don't know I don't know.

My feelings started to grow, I panicked. No. gabe. I can't let go of her. Moreover, my relationship and Siska increasingly tenuous every day there is a fight between us just because who will take care of my little princess Queen.

The day changed, I got more nervous. I'm like a broken-hearted man, not seeing Dusk like I didn't see the sunrise and that's when I realized that I've fallen in love with my own wife, is it too late?

"Alley."

I was shocked when I got the summons from the union, was my series marriage already scattered in the battalion? Of course I panicked, I'd be fired and put on trial. I don't want to, I refuse and I can't dodge. But I can't choose between Siska and Dusk. I love them both especially Dusk, I'm willing to lose Siska instead of losing Dusk.

My heart was pounding again when I received a divorce warrant from the Religious Affairs Court, Dusk sued me? No, I don't accept. I don't want to part from Dusk, I've fallen in love with him. I want to repair our relationship. I'll do anything to keep him and me.

"No, I don't want to separate from Dusk. Love is with you."

"Please leave Mr. Reza, your wife wants to meet."

I came out from behind the iron bars that will be my residence for the next five years.

"Mas." Siska's looking for me.

"What's wrong?" I sat on the big bench

"Mas, i....." Siska seemed to be breathing deeply

"Why?"

"I want us to divorce" he said easily.

I stared at Siska. Disappointed for sure, if he also wants to leave me when I experience fragility like this.

"Sorry, I can't stand you. I can't wait for you, five years is too long. Maybe a divorce is better."

Of course, divorce does not require a court because this marriage in series is not recorded either in religion or state law.

"The Queen's custody still falls into your hands. Queen I'm putting it on with Mom." Reciprocity.

I nodded, I couldn't possibly force Siska to wait for me and anyways our relationship was already troubled.

"I'm saying yes." He stood up from his seat and walked away from me.

Crushed. Life's ruined. There is no happiness left. Maybe it's karma for what I did to Dusk. It is true that the law of karma applies and a person will be honed very meaningfully after he leaves and will not return.

"Alley."

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