
"Darling," Juna appeared draping his hands around his wife's waist.
"Mas, heavy." Dira felt short of breath in her husband's arms.
"You want to come with me?"
"Where?"
"So we got Mr. Prapto's invitation. Dinner in the saunter. Not far from here. Wanna?" Dira nodded. Of course she wants, this must be the first experience accompanying her husband to meet clients.
"So don't cook, yeah. We're going to dinner." Juna rolled up a basin containing rice to be washed.
"And it's tonight, mas. It's still eight in the morning. Hungry to hunt."
"We went for a walk around the plantation. Same acquaintance with the people here. Don't cook, we eat in one of the small stalls. Not to be outdone by the Bu Parti stall behind our house."
Dira smiled a little. Her husband did not forget the small stall in the alley next to their house. The small shop where they played with the late Boni, his son Bu Parti.
"So remember Boni, mas. In the past he did not take a kite on the mango tree in front of the alley. Maybe he's still around. If only I hadn't asked him to ride that mango tree. Maybe Boni has made his dream come true to be like Ade Rai."
Juna remembers how Boni liked Dira so much. When they played together, Boni always told him that if he grew up he would become Dira's protector. Because when they were little Dira was often bullied by other friends.
Therefore, when Dira kite stuck in the mango tree. Boni also volunteered to climb the tree. After the kite, Boni fell from the height of the tree. Dira who saw that became traumatized. He even asked his mother to cut down the mango tree. Because he felt Boni as if he saw her on that tree. She was invited to Ustad to close her inner eyes. But according to psychologist Dira is not indigo, but there are effects of trauma experienced.
Now when he talks about Miss Party. The memories of Boni seemed to open up again. Juna felt guilty for fear of traumatizing his wife again. He asked Dira to finish cooking the rice. Then take her out.
"Where, Mas?"
"And I said I'd take you for a walk around the plantation. See papa Johan's factory. You've never been there?"
"Mas, I forgot when I was in SD with my mom and dad here. Mom is pregnant with Vira. Mama said I was lost on the plantation, you found me."
"You remember about that? I've forgotten."
"I also know from my mom's story. I don't remember it either, Mas. Uh, if it's not wrong here there was a wedding, right?"
Juna sat in the kitchen chair. Dira sat down beside her husband. Juna asked Dira to sit on his lap. A couple of husband and wife were in one chair. Juna's hands were hanging on his wife's waist.
Moving home in a good new environment is certainly very interesting and also fun for many people. For Dira to move anywhere as long as with loved ones it is enough. Even though he was afraid that he would have to live alone. Like the house they had occupied when they first married. The house, which he said was a former Dutch heritage. Hearing the word relic alone had made him creep.
However, not a few people actually feel strange and depressed when living in a new environment. Not infrequently, a person will feel afraid, anxious and less comfortable in the new house.It starts from getting to know more in environmental conditions, such as, get to know the neighbors and memorize the roads and important places around the new house.
One of the dreams that most people want is to be able to enjoy a comfortable, safe and peaceful home especially if the house is their own. Who wouldn't want that? We all want it very much. Especially for those who have just lived a new life or married, the wishful thinking to make their own home is so very big.
Given this moment is so important for couples who have experienced, this is also true for others.Every couple must be happy for a new home move whether it's family, relatives, friends, friends, friends or even just neighbors.
"Family is like a branch in a tree,
we all grow in different directions, but our roots remain one.
And now we are a family living in the same house
Having someone you love, it's family. Having smart kids is happiness. And having both, it is a gift. And having a place to go, it's home."
" I love you, Mas. You are my proud man. The pride of the big family. You are my motivation to stay up until this point.
I will try to be a good wife to you. To happy you as much as I can. And I hope you do too."
After finishing cooking rice with magic com Dira also cleaned himself. He was going to take a shower when he woke up. The cold morning air pierced the bones. Dira chose to move to warm the body. While Arjuna was taking a shower. The man looked handsome even if he only used a training suit. Today is Sunday. So they are not in a hurry to get ready for work.
Dira used the same training suit as her husband. The couple's clothes they bought years ago in Bengkulu. Fortunately it still fit on his body. Dira did not wear it during her pregnancy.
"Yuk," Juna took his wife.
"Mas, why am I afraid to look tacky later. Especially wear clothes like this."
"You uncomfortable?"
"Little, Mas. We used to wear these clothes while still in Bengkulu. Though it's hot, but even invited training."
"Yes, it's already been bought. So just wear it. After all, we do not have to wear it in Bengkulu. In Jakarta you can also."
"Honey," Juna and Dira now face each other without distance.
"Yes, my mom."
"If we program from now on you're ready?"
Dira broke away from her husband. There was still fear he felt. Dira once felt the loss of their future child.
"Sorry,Mas. I fear. I'm afraid I'm disappointed again. Give me time, Mom. I'm not ready yet, mas. i..."
Women who miscarry often feel sad and lost. The intensity is the same as any other major loss. It is common for women who miscarry to experience anxiety, depression, and post-traumatic stress disorder within weeks, months, or years after the miscarriage.
Juna hugged Dira tightly. Calm his wife's feelings. Hearing the death of his wife Juna immediately hugged Dira tightly. Keeping his wife's sad face behind the chest of his field. Juna continues to strengthen Dira assuring she will always be there. His hand rubbed gently on Dira's back.
"You take it easy, baby. I will be there for you, protect you, take care of you, as long as there is me you will be safe, as long as I am still breathing you will be fine.
I'm sorry, honey,
I will not demand you to get pregnant quickly. But if God gives it quickly, we have to take it."
Juna held Dira's body back. Feel the deepest comfort. She believed her husband would never let her down.
*******
"Huaaacimmi"
Mia swiped her pug nose which was already reddish. Effect of him coming home from work rain. She has a history of air allergies. Sometimes in the AC room he was Masin often crumpled.
Mia took out the medicine she bought from the pharmacy.His eyes circulated the look checking on the state of her house. Who knew there was a leak, who knew there was a burglar entering the house. Who knows if her sister is home.
Mia chose to sleep the effect of her nose is still clogged. In the lyrics is a wall clock in his room, still at 7 p.m. Too fast for hours of sleep. because his body is not fit so choose to sleep faster.
Chequek!
"Single, handsome brother is coming." Mia heard the call had guessed that the one who came was Panji. His cousin's sister's a slengean.
"I think my brother is happy again." Mia was already sitting next to Panji.
"You know?"
"No."
Panji was suddenly upset by Mia's reply.
"What's not?"
"But my sister knew what not. Yes I replied no!"
"Oh, yes. Okay-okay."
"You know, Mia. My business relations kid wants to be invited to dinner tomorrow night."
"What is that college? very much with a little boy. I know pedophiles don't."
"It's okay to share happiness, right?"
Mia looked at her cousin's sister's face for a moment. Handsome, successful and charismatic.that's what he saw when Panji became a different figure while in the office. But if it is outside the office, Panji will be transformed into a bucin and alay man.
"Then? what am I doing the same?"
"You helped me find some dinner clothes for Savira. Must have understood better.
"Oh, her name is Savira. Why did you buy her a dress. Can't she afford a dress? she's from a regular family to an older sister who wants to give her a dress?"
"Eh, I told you earlier that he's the son of my business relationship." l
"That's a sign she can afford a dress. Sis, don't pay attention to people who don't necessarily accept us. Like you did just now. The effect is brother begging Savira's love."