THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US
CHAPTER 40

The drizzle has already come down to wet the earth. Moisturizing the soil, grass and everything on earth. Including wetting the residence of Goddess Savitri. Dira who was still in the car inhaled a deep breath, white clouds floated like cotton that rolled into space.

The security guard ran to his car with an umbrella. Dira thanked the man who had worked five years at home.

The cold immediately crept, enveloping the bone piercing. Dira also entered his house that looks lonely. It didn't take long for him to be in his room. After slamming his bag on the bed. Dira also walked to the balcony. The house in front of him was always burning. The house in front of him used to be Arjuna's parents' house. A house that has memories of when he was a child. Dira, Ayu, Delia and Eka grew up together. Ayu and Dira were friends since childhood because they were neighbors. While he knew Delia and Eka while on the SD bench. Until reaching High School, the difference is Delia High School at JIS. But do not make their friendship stretch even though different schools.

Here Mas Juna expressed his feelings for me. When the night of my proposal and Rian he showed up made me a little shaky. 20 years of harboring love for Mas Juna did not make him sensitive. And I try to bury this feeling deeply.

His body was thrown into the bed releasing fatigue after a day struggling in work. His eyes glared at the sky of the room wall. As if demanding not want to be nullified whatever the reason. For a moment Dira closed her eyes.

"You're tired baby, here I massage. Where's the pegel."

"No, mas. I'm okay, you must be tired of going back and forth between Jakarta-Bandung. I'm the one who mijitin you" Dira stood in front of her husband.

His hand gently nibbled at Arjuna's neck. Despite the age of their marriage in a matter of weeks, there was no quarrel. It may be true that the beginning of marriage is just sweet. That's what they're going through.

Juna who felt a little comfortable with the massage made by Dira. Juna's hand immediately pulled the body of his wife and fell into the lap. Both heart beats felt tight. Juna pulls Dira's chin and enjoys the beauty of their halal love. Soon Juna was on top of Dira.

Surely Dira's body is already under Juna. Dira quickly moved away from her husband. Juna's hand held him until Dira sat on her husband's thigh. Juna stroked Dira's hair from top to bottom. His wife's hair covered her neck. Juna swallowed his saliva. Can't wait to take a beautiful body of his wife.

"Bag,"

"If this is how my tiredness goes, baby. I love you so much love you. Thank you for accepting my love, thank you for perfecting my hard work to earn your heart." Without waiting for Dira's answer, Juna immediately launched his action.

Any couple would definitely crave a harmonious and lasting household relationship for life. However, it turns out that building a household is not as easy as seen from the experience of people. Every marriage relationship is bound to have a storm. Small, medium and large storms. It'll definitely pass through. For now they have not passed through that storm. I still feel the sweetness of love in marriage.

Dira opened his eyes. Move the attention to the side. There was no one, no figure closed his eyes as he wrapped his hands around his waist. It turns out that it was all just a dream. Dira grabs her beloved little bangs doll. Doll gave her husband when she graduated S1 first.

"Poni, what should I do now? do I have to move on? but I'm past Iddah. Ah, no bangs, free struggle I loved for 20 years and just because separated by death I had to change my heart. Won't bangs, getting married is once in a lifetime."

The sound of Adzan reverberating echoed in the sky of Jakarta. Dira raised his body to fulfill his duty as a Muslim. There was the sound of the mother Goddess calling herself to join the congregational prayer below. After taking ablution Dira was down mingling with his brother and sister who were ready.

"There's Tina's sister," said Dira.

"And it's not that you're the boss of GLOBAL MACHINE." Dira turned to the man who was praying with them.

"So son Dawa his car broke down near here, met your brother who was passing by. The car is still on the road. So while in fact rest first here."

"Oh" answered Dira.

"They are strong as well as their religion. Until the prayer. Ah no Dawa, you must not be fooled by all this. It could be just imaging. Just like Andre who likes to play girls." Inner Dawa.

After the prayer, Mama Dewi asked Tina and Dawa to come to dinner together. The two guests agreed to the host's request. Tina joined Inah in the kitchen to help prepare dinner.

"I've known Feri since High School, Bi." replied Tina.

"OOO, means know den Juna as well. Kan den Feri equals den Juna one school." Tina nodded.

"Yes, Bi. I'm the same Feri one class. If Juna has different classes, Juna's secretary is also a school." Tina said.

They gathered in the dining room. Tina and Bi Inah served the dishes on the table. Bi Inah was a little amazed at Tina for being smart at cooking. And no prestige in the kitchen. Very different from Meyra who rarely went to the kitchen. That was what Bi Inah had in mind.

"Ma," Dira started the conversation.

"Yes, son."

"Will I want a vacation next week?"

"Son, if you say your mama's vacation after Feri and Tina's wedding. If at this time we will still have a lot of preparation" said Mama Dewi.

"Dira just wants a vacation of her own, ma. Dira wants to calm down first. Just before that Dira wants to go to Lembang to see Ayu's baby son."

"If you want to go wait for business to end, son. Mama won't let you go alone."

"But, ma."

"Sorry non Dira, if aunt comes along. Non Dira if you want a vacation to the village aunty. His name is Bones Onion village, still in Bekasi area. There's an auntie named Naura. Not staying with him was temporary. But yes, it is not as luxurious as the houses of the rich. His name was also a remote village." Bi Inah's story.

"It's okay, Bi. I saw the schedule first. I'm asking for opa Han's approval first. There's no way I'm just going to play if I leave work. You know...." Dira did not continue his speech.

"What's the matter, son?"

"If here I remember Juna mas continue, ma. I don't want to forget about Juna. But I need time to accept all this. Please understand me, ma."

"From the time Dira was always understood by mama and the others. Remember when I was lamar brother Satria, but mama even frenzied looking for a soul mate for brother Dira.

The application event was even more luxurious than my application with brother Satria." said Vira.

"What are you talking about, Vira?" Mama Dewi was a little surprised by the words of her youngest child.

"Sorry, ma Vira is not jealous of brother Dira. It's just that brother Dira always asks to be understood but he does not understand our situation here. He also did not try to understand my mother's current feelings.

Mama really hopes that by gathering like this can treat Kak Dira. But he asked to stay away from us. That means he's not comfortable with us." Vira left the dining room and closed the door hard.

Am I being selfish?inner Dira.