THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US
CHAPTER 49

Dira sat in front of the balcony of his house. Look at the perfectly rounded moon. The reddish-yellow moonlight slightly made his heart calm. After the completion of the prayer, his eyes could not be closed.

Starless night, glued quiet here. Only the moon night accompanied me. I often wonder why my heart misses. Only the moon night accompanied me here.

"Dira," Dira twisted her body when her name was called.

"Mama," replied Dira weakened.

"Have you eaten?" ask the Goddess.

"Dira's not hungry yet, ma." replied Dira.

"Mama knows you're still upset because mom forbids you to go. Forgive Mama, Son. Not that mom wants to hold you back. Mama is just afraid of you why-why. Mama is just afraid that you are doing something because your heart is in a state of turmoil. Usually if the heart is not calm there are unexpected events. Mama wants you to know that we're always there for you, son. Mama reprimands if something goes wrong, mama gets angry if something is not good, mama does it all because love you, son. Don't feel alone because we are there for you. Mama, there's Vira, there's Feri, there's opa. Everyone here loves you, Ra.

But if you're uncomfortable here, mama's not pushy. You're an adult, you've been married. Know the good and bad ways of life. Mama as a parent can only pray for you, son."

Dira looked at the Goddess mother for a moment. There's been a sense of guilt over his attitude lately. There is a sense of guilt over self-selfishness that makes everything runnyam. A moment Dira lowered her head, apologizing to her mama for her late attitude.

"I'm sorry Dira, ma. All this time Dira only thought to herself. Dira forgot that you guys act like this because I love you. Mama said it was time to live a new life. Looking forward to tomorrow becoming better. But don't ask Dira to open her heart to another man, ma. Dira can't."

"When did you ask Dira to open her heart to another man?"

"Vira said, it's the Pandavas are good for us because they want to approach Dira."

Mama Dewi laughed at Dira. To be honest he likes the friendly and polite figure of the Pandavas. Somehow the Pandavas reminded him of a figure he knew.

"Let Vira think that."

"Why, ma? if left later he even join me match with Pandawa."

"Just let it go. Later you will also know for yourself." said Mama Dewi.

Family is an important part of a person's life. The reason is, from the family someone can first feel sincere love. Family is also the first place a person learns the meaning of life. Living with a harmonious family becomes a pleasure that should be grateful. Words for family can be an expression of gratitude for the immeasurable blessings.

Warmth with family so things that will always be missed, especially for someone who lives abroad. Especially when feeling tired and difficult, only family can be the most comfortable place to unwind and calm down. Not wrong, if then many who put the happiness of his family above everything.Di when difficult and happy, the family will always be there to provide his best support.

That's what the Goddess wants to instill in all her children. The goddess wants her three children to need each other. Support each other.

The goddess also never instilled hatred for Andre the father. It's just that Feri is still injured for what the father did to his family. Even so Feri was not traumatized to open his heart to his partner. Unlike the Vira who had rejected the presence of the father. When Satria asked her to marry him.

"Dira told Han that I didn't go." Thinge

"Son, if you want to go tomorrow, I support you. You can take a vacation out of town. But don't be long. You know your sister wants to get married. A month is not felt, son."

"would you invite papa?" ask Dira suddenly.

"Sorry, mom. Dira does not remind mom of the same papa. Papa's ugly. He's also our parent. I've heard from Rian that papa's been converted. We don't ask you to open your heart or go back. But mom and dad still have good relationships. Maybe you're ex, but there's no ex-father or mother."

"Mom doesn't matter, son. But you know for yourself, right, what is your brother? he's still mad at you. You remember when you went to Bengkulu, your papa came with Rian and Delia, because your papa worked as a driver in the Rian family."

"Yes, uh, ma. Dira is sure one day brother Feri will forgive papa. Basically humans will be given a second chance to improve themselves, ma. And that's what happened to me, papa."

"Rian, once told that papa Luntang once hung on the streets, the bottom of the state almost died in the mob for stealing food in the stall. And om Anca who found papa and helped papa recovery from alcohol dependence. To install papa in a pesantren in a few months."

"You rest, son. Tomorrow we're leaving." Mama Dewi reminded her daughter of the departure to Bones Onion village.

"Mama's not mad if I go." Goddesses shake. He had no problem if Dira calmed down for a while. Don't forget about work and family.

The air is very cold. The thermometer stuck in the living room is precisely pointing at the number nineteen degrees Celsius. Although the new wall clock is pointed at seven in the morning, the dew still hangs on the leaves. The sun is also hiding behind the clouds. Cold air, felt bone-piercing.

Dira was awake before dawn prayers. The rainy season air feels very bone-chilling. But it did not dampen his spirit to go on vacation. Like a child who is invited to vacation by his parents. Dira continues to sing while cleaning his luggage.

"Sister, if you see Cogan tell me, will you?"said Vira threw her body on Dira's bedroom bed.

"Cogan's? there's just you who haven't realized." said Dira after locking his small suitcase.

"How long was he there?"

"Until I'm bored." chuckle Dira.

"Weeeeh, what if you don't go back?"

"Well, you can get a soul mate there. Go home and be known to you."

"Wouldn't he move on?" Vira reversed a word she used to say Dira.

"I won't move on as long as Juna's brother hasn't been found. Because a little bit of me being reckless would be bad. I still have Iddah after the miscarriage and at the husband's residence.

After you think, you also want to meet the future better. There are you guys who always support me."

"Sister's been in the shower?"

"Yet. Brother wants to take a shower in the basement with a hot shower."

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At nine in the morning, everyone was ready to deliver Dira in front of the house. Where Dira will leave for one of the small villages. The capitalized address is given Bi Inah. Dira just waiting for the arrival of Awan as a driver who will accompany him to the village.

Cloud's car enters the residence hall of Goddess Savitri. The man looked handsome only using a plain t-shirt suit with his muscular curves. Pairing short cotton pants limited to the knee.

No one thought the cloud was a driver. The appearance of the man is more worthy of being a model or actor in love with women.

"This is the address?" ask Awan when Dira gives a record of the address of Bi Inah.

"Naura? so Dira's going to Naura's place? O Allah, I can finally meet Naura." Inner Cloud.

"Whoa?"

"Yes, No."

"Kok you even bengong. when is the way?"

"Eh, yeah sorry, non."

"Oh my God, I'm going home. After seven years I left them. Father, mother, Pearl and Naura." Inner Cloud who looked at his face in the rearview mirror of the car.

"Do they know me after everything that happened to me four years ago." Inner Cloud.