THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US

THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US
CHAPTER 25


...“Among man's happiness is to make his choice with God and among man's happiness is his passion for what God determines. And among the signs of human misery is that he left God in his choice. And among the signs of man's misery is his anger at what God has set upon him” (HR. Imam Ahmad's)....


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Everything that happens is God's power. We as humans can only live it. Man only plans, but only God will decide. Often we hear the word, the task of man is only trying and praying, but the result is only God who will determine, as great as any man tries and as often as man berto’a. But if Allah has not ordained, has not determined or has not granted, then the result will also not be obtained. Allah knows all that is good for His servants.


“Whoever tries, his business is for himself.”(Al-Amist 6)


Every human being generally wants to be able to live a quiet, happy, adequate life and no inner conflicts, such as anxiety, worry and fear in his life. These are all things that are very human and desired by everyone, but unfortunately, for some people, it is something that is sometimes difficult to achieve and even the most difficult to achieve.


As at this time, Juna felt that what happened was a God-given destiny. He used to pursue Dira's love even though he was already in a match with Delia. As the saying goes, love can come because it is often together. And that's what Arjuna experienced when Delia lost contact for over a year. To Dira, Juna always pours out his anxiety about Delia. To Dira, the woman who has always been a loyal listener. But who knows on the way his heart was even attached to the girl.


The little girl who always calls him when something bothers her. The little girl who used to tell him "Kak Juna is my dream husband". At that time Juna thought it was just a child's babble. At that time he only thought Dira was like his own sister. Just like Ayu's biological sister and the same as Delia, the woman who had been in her life.


Dira never chased after him, Dira also never served Arjuna when the man invited him to marry. Juna is still Delia's fiancee. But Dira is affected because her family is against her wishes. Juna also did not expect the friendship of Dira, Delia, Ayu and Eka was fractured because of an Arjuna. Where Ayu supported Dira at that time. Where Eka was on Delia's side.


After a long time Juna realized that Dira did love him. It was just that he preferred to give up on thinking about his friendship. Even though the people Dira protected still blasphemed him. Juna always tries to be there for Dira. unfortunately, he always gets rejection from Dira.


That's what makes him increasingly aggressively fight for Dira and release Delia. Dira's expensive selling attitude makes him sure that there is love in the heart of the girl. And finally the struggle bears sweet fruit, Dira accepts her feelings even accepts her proposal.


Juna took a deep breath. He has not yet left his wife's side. Where Dira still lies helplessly. Where she should give up her baby.


"I'm sorry, honey. If I were by your side there probably wouldn't be this." Juna held tightly to Dira's fingers.


Dira is still at home with his long sleep. Still looks beautiful even without make up. Still a relaxed Dira no neko-neko after becoming his wife. Juna pecks his wife's fingers. His hand stroked his wife's hair which had shortened the shoulder limit. She prefers to have her hair extended. It looks more natural. Not that it is not natural now. It's just that in her eyes Dira is more beautiful with long hair.


"Where are you going?" tanya Feri saw Juna carrying a bag.


"I want to go home, brother. My father is critical." replied Juna weakly.


"Keep if Dira wakes up how do you? you want to run away from responsibility after making Dira miscarry." Feri still blames Juna.


"Sir .. not Juna's fault. Lagian Kak Juna was also not at the scene of the Dira incident" said Vira defending his sister-in-law.


"It's definitely her fault!" Feri pointed towards Juna. "You forgot Dira was kidnapped because of who? She was! Now Dira miscarried whose fault? Him too. If he wants to listen to Dira's request to go home quickly, it will not happen like this. Dira won't lose the baby. You know, Vira, she knows there's a problem with Dira's fetus. But he was silent and now you see the results." - Amuk Feri.


"Ferrie! what Dira experienced was a line of power. It's not Juna's fault. Didn't Melati's doctor say Juna came to see her before Dira happened. That means the time frame is still close. And maybe Juna hasn't been able to convey. So don't blame Juna.


About going to Lembang, mama allowed. His father is critical, mama knows Dira will nanyain Juna. But mama can handle it. And you are Juna, your mother called your father now at the reference in Hermina Bandung. Go there before it's too late."


Juna apologizes to Feri and Mama Dewi if this time can not be a good husband for Dira. He also apologized if he had to leave Dira at a time like this. Mama Dewi is still in a calm mode convincing Juna that the man is good enough in their eyes.


After leaving the hospital. Juna walked towards the car park. Some of his heart was still hard to leave. But half his heart did not bear the condition of his father. Even though he had obtained permission from his wife's family. But still, he felt a bit upset.


While in the corridor of the hospital, Tina looks back to come to where she was told to come there. The 28-year-old woman stood near the receptionist to retrieve her mother's death certificate. Last night he went to the hospital and was told to wait. He sat not far from the reception.


"Tina," her Netra turned to a voice.


"Fe..ri! why is he here?" Tina tried to divert herself.


"Na, wait!" Feri chases after Tina who still avoids him.


"Sorry, Feri. I have other business." Tina was still standing keeping her distance.


"You're still mad at me? I understand how you hate that feeling. But please listen to me first.


You remember, Na. When I told you that Glen was courting Maria behind your back. That's proof that I'm afraid you're hurt. You know how playboy Glen is but you still hang with him. It's already made me sick.


You remember working in my office as an OB. At first I was still hurting as you are. Because you once rejected me by humiliating in front of one class and one school. Because Glen also set me up by putting some illegal stuff in my car. But my disappointment and hatred are inferior to the love that is still here. Still losing, Na. And that's what got me back trying to fight for you."


"Keep what do you want? you don't love me but you just pity. It's not that you expect me to suffer, to the point that you threaten Glen to divorce me. This isn't what you want, Mr. Feri Andreas."


"Na, I ..." Tina walked away from Feri.


"Please don't bother me anymore, Mr. Feri. Please let me live quietly. You just open your heart to brother may..." Tina was silent for a moment as her body was pulled over the man's chest.


"I beg you to forget about us, take Mayka. Haven't you guys been in a match since childhood."


Juna was already on his way to Bandung. The rain made it hard to see the road. Sometimes he stopped to clean the car glass. He realized that his legs still hurt when he stepped on the pedal of the car. But it can still be mastered.


Juna still drove the car at moderate speed. There were two motorcycles trying to overtake the car. The sky is still getting darker. Juna tried not to focus on the two bikes that were still trying to overtake him. One of the motorcycles tried to throw something into Juna's car glass. Juna's balance began to fade.


"Oh my God, I can't control the car." Juna keeps trying to control his car.


Daan ....


"Aaaaaa......"


Juna's car rolled into the lake. In this moment Juna was unconscious because he hit the steering wheel. The car that had been crushed was drowned in the lake.