THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US
CHAPTER 24

POV Juna

When I heard what Dira was going through, my heart was broken. How should I explain to my wife about her condition? Just now we felt that happiness, happiness as a new parent, I tried to make Dira happy during her pregnancy. But when the doctor said the condition of the Dira content, it felt like lightning struck my body. I'm not ready to let go of our child-to-be, I think Dira is too. I haven't been able to explain to her about her condition. And now, God is testing us again with what happened to my wife. Tests that come in a row.

"Brother Arjuna, how? we need your approval for your wife's gynecologic surgery." The doctor's voice broke my daydream. I looked at the paper in my hand.

"Juna," Mama Dewi looked at me with her shade.

"Ma, I'm .." I don't think I can stand. My body is helpless.

"You must be sincere, son. If God wants him to give you trust again." said Mama Dewi.

"But, ma. What about Dira? I'm afraid he's down after knowing our son-in-law is no more."

"Down, that's for sure, Juna. Anyone would experience the same thing if they lost someone they expected. But you have to try to make Dira strong. You must try to raise the spirit of Dira, because that's his duty as a couple." explained Mama Dewi.

My hands finally danced on the white paper. The paper that determines my wife's fate. After I finish that signature. The doctor seemed to enter the room. The operating room lights are back on. We were again faced with deep anxiety. It feels hard to hold your head up. Especially to smile.

My mother-in-law was also the same she looked sad after what Dira experienced. It's just that Brother Feri looks a little calm. He may be sad, but he may not be shown it.

"Doctor can my wife get pregnant again?"

The male doctor smiled at me, his hand patting the shoulder as he said. "Could, sir. What's happening right now doesn't affect the content. But for a while do not program first, wait about seven months after curettage." explained the doctor.

"Thank you, doc."

At the beginning of a happy marriage. God seemed to be giving us a test in our household. It was not the test that caused us to fight. But because of the exam of our baby-to-be. As said the person whose name is reserved will one day return to the owner. And we have to be honest with all of this. But I can't imagine Dira's reaction.

O Allah, if it is yours, we are sincere. And we believe there will be better replacements.

I put my foot on the white marble floor. Soon I see Dira will be put into the operating room.

"Darling, hang on. I'm right here." I kissed his wife's forehead.

"Doc, may I accompany him inside." I asked.

"Sorry, only the doctor on duty can be in the operating room" said the nurse.

"Juna, let the doctors and nurses do their job. Kan Dira is not giving birth but in the curette" said Mama Dewi.

I sat in front of the ER room waiting for news of my wife's condition. Pray to the almighty so that Dira launched its operations and also so that Dira can be healthy at the time.

More than two hours of operation took place. I stared at the ER lights and there were no signs of when it was done. It seemed that only the Goddess mama kept calming me. The ER lights went out. That means the operation is over. The doctor came out to report the operation smoothly.

Everyone there said Alhamdulillah. Happy to see my wife safe. And soon he will recover.

"God, he'll recover soon. Do not be too invited to heavy thoughts first. Do not do much activity because the former surgery has not been dry" said the doctor.

Now Dira is being treated in the VIP room. The place where he used to lie in this room. He was once held captive by Mr. Shahab to force me to take Delia back and marry her son. He used to lie in this room because he ran out of oxygen in the kidnapping. Because of me, she had to be affected, because I wasn't around because she lost her baby.

Dira is currently in his ward. I sat next to Dira. There was a small hose inserted into his right hand. Heart rate detector next to the bed. I hope there will be a glimmer of hope for Dira. The woman I love is now lying helpless.

While I was sitting with Dira. My phone's shaking. Pucuk dikinta ulam arrive. I was going to tell you about them. They also called me. Did mama Dewi tell you about Dira.

"Assalamualaikum, ma."

"Guiland, Juna." Mom's voice looked heavy.

"Mama why?" I wonder if my mom's voice seems to be crying.

"You can go home, right, Jun. Bring Dira here. papa critical, son. He wants to see you guys."

"Oh Allah, ma, Dira is also being treated."

"Think why, Juna."

"Dira miscarried, ma. It just came out of the operating room."

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi. You're patient, yeah, kid. Mama didn't mean you had to come."

"Maaammmaa..papa drop again!" the sound of ayu's screams made me feel even more upset.

"God save my father."

O God, I am just an ordinary man who has not escaped wrong. I don't expect to be the perfect person. At least I'm trying to improve myself better than I was. I never forget the hope for the sake of the hope that I had nurtured early on. Because no one knows what happens next. O Allah help us to always abate with Your destiny and give me strength to endure Your trials.

When man has tried as much as possible for his life, the next thing he can do is pray and surrender to his god. By praying, we surrender to all final decisions for our lives.

Life also does not always go our way even though we have tried and prayed. Calmness and resistance are given so that we may become more patient and increase our faith in our Lord.

"Juna, your mom called, said your dad dropped." Mama Dewi came to report what her besi delivered.

"Juna knew ma, my mother called. Juna also said he could not meet with papa, because Juna could not leave Dira."

"Son, when it comes to Dira there's mama, there's Feri and there's Vira. You don't worry, but if you're about your parents, don't ignore them. Especially with the condition of your father who at any time called. So mama let you go home to see your papa."

"But, ma ..."

"Tomorrow morning you go to Lembang. Dira business let us be here."

"Thank you, ma. Juna is lucky to have a good mother-in-law like the Goddess' mother."

"Mama's also lucky to have a daughter-in-law who loves the same family as you."