
Almost everyone has felt lonely. Loneliness usually arises when someone is alone somewhere. It is undeniable, the feeling of loneliness is so painful. Moreover, for some people who during their lives are accustomed to being with loved ones.
Sepi is not always bad. As long as loneliness is wisely addressed, loneliness can be a blessing. From loneliness, often a person can get calm and peace. No wonder, sometimes someone just needs to be alone to clear his mind. Lonely words will open our eyes and our minds how lonely sometimes so the real thing we need.
But not for a middle-aged man, a sense of desolation deeply engulfed his heart. Not lonely because without the caress of the opposite sex figure. If he said the lack of caresses, he was already very full. Even the category is not grateful.
The 56-year-old looked sad looking at the passerby. There was even envy sneaking in his heart. There was an old mother sitting on one of the garden chairs. His face shriveled signifying his age eating. The woman's hand was trembling with a rectangular cloth that wiped her old face. If she were that girl wouldn't let her mom sit there by herself. Surely he will let the woman rest at home. Enjoying his old age with his children, son-in-law and grandchildren.
"Mom why is my name just Andreas? another friend had a long name." he asked his mother.
"You want to know why we gave you that name?" the father joined the chatter of his wife and child.
"Why, Dad?"
"Because I want you to be a great person later. As great as the name we gave you."
"Andre promised to learn that good proud father and mother."
Andreas is his real name. His age is no longer young. Her hair was bleached much different from her yellow skin. His face showed wrinkles.
He grew up to be quite a child in the affection of both parents. He also grew up to become a handsome idol of women. But that doesn't make him arrogant. Andreas remains a simple figure. That's what got him in the lyrics of Mr. Burhan to marry his niece.
After becoming rich, marrying the son of a rich man, his life changed. He became a royal figure. Especially since he served as the 1st director whose status was under the Goddess. Andre di suguhi with all facilities. Whatever he wants for sure, a beautiful and loyal wife, cute kids, an established career, all he gets easily.
But Andre is also a man who needs love. The Goddess who exceeds her. His wife was at home just to rest. The kids are closer to him. Andre who more devoted his affection to his three children. Some friends suggested Andre seek entertainment outside. It was also she followed because she felt the Goddess was lacking any more attention to her. Crybaby indeed. But that's the truth.
Andre started to like the night world, like going in and out of discos. Near some ladies night. Until he was in a relationship with his wife's secretary named Padma. A young girl who was 24 years old at the time. The passionate young girl he had long craved.
"I love you, mas." Bisik Padma at that time.
"But you know I'm married. We better get all this. I can't stand ..."
"Mas, I know you're lacking the attention of Miss Goddess. I know that Miss Dewi loves her job more than her husband. I'll be replacing the role of Miss Goddess." Padma smiled full of charm.
Although he had tried to avoid Padma. But the woman still approached him. Andre was overwhelmed at the time. Padma did not give up. Until one day.
"Mas, I'm pregnant." I'm her.
"How is it possible, don't we always use safety." Andre still can't believe it.
"Mas, I'm pregnant with your son! it's the result of our love!"
"No! it could be the same result as your girlfriend, the Angga." Andre pushed Padma roughly.
After that Andre didn't know anything about Padma. The woman disappeared like she was swallowed by the earth. He never dizzy with the woman. After all, everything is safe because the Goddess does not know all this.
Andre is still a lonely husband. My days are filled with going to the discotheque. Play with some women there.
That afternoon there were only Andre, Bi Inah and Vira who were small. Vira's body, wrapped in a muffled shirt and mini shorts, the little girl was engrossed in playing dolls alone in the living room.
"Vira, now you're taking a nap together papa, yeah." The little girl nodded according to her papa's invitation.
"Sleep in Vira's room, Pa." said Vira.
"In papa's room. There is a big AC."
"Yes, pa."
The little girl laid her body on her parents' bed. Vira's body made the man's blood rustle. Andre also only used a kimono sitting next to Vira who had fallen asleep.
Andre's hand unbuttoned the youngest daughter's superior. He really cannot resist his lust.
Vira woke up feeling someone touch her body. He was shocked that his papa's hand had unbuttoned his shirt.
"Hot, son. Papa see you're sweating. Just take off the shirt."
"Yes, pa." Vira according to him. He did not fight back as his papa opened his body from clothes to pants. Available only t-shirts in and ****** *****.
BRAAAAC!
NATIONWOMAN!
Feri entered the room to find his sister wearing only the interior. Of course the young man guessed the father would do something to his sister. Vira was in boyong with Bi Inah to the room.
The sound of Feri's rampage boomed.
Allaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar (2x)
Asyhadu allaa willaaha (2x)
Ashhadu anna Muhammadar rasuulullah (2x).
Hayya's 'alashshalaah (2x)
Hayya's (2x).
Allaahu Akbar, Allaahu Akbar (1x)
Laa lilaaha (1x)
The sound of the Adzan was ringing around the park. A voice that reminded him of escaping from the snare of the past. His feet stepped into the mushola not far from where he was currently standing.
"O Allah, Forgive the ungodly servant of the past. Shameful servant set foot in your house. A servant full of sins."
Andre left the mushola area. In front of the fence, he met a man who knew him.
"This is Andre sir, right?" greet that figure.
"Yes, I'm sorry you know me?" answer Andre.
"certain. I used to staff at PUTRA NUSA. I know my father, but it is natural that my father does not know me. Father how are you? oh yes my name is Saiful. I was a company driver. I quit my job and replaced Irul. I heard he got into office after becoming a driver."
Andre knows Irul. The man who was an assistant to his ex-wife. Irul who is in elu-elu will be the future daughter-in-law of Wira family. But it is in fact he who is in
Burhan became his son-in-law.
"Mother Goddess how are you, sir?" ask Saiful.
"Goddess Alhamdulillah well. Me and Dewi have been separated for a long time" said Andre.
"Can we, sir? uh, sorry, sir. My question is not public consumption. Just ignore my question."
Andre smiled slightly. He finally told how his luxurious life made him forget himself. Makes himself less grateful.
"We are ordinary people, sir. Not always live straight and happy. Even God gave man the temptation to go down the path of happiness.
Trial is not fun. Experiments also come in different forms, can be in the form of property, physical, poverty, children, life partners, even to work and business relationships.
It's just that, the trials given by Allah SWT to his servants are actually a form of love of Allah. Is it not by the descent of trials that man can be tested for his faith? When He sends down temptation, God loves His servant.
Therefore, Allah opens the way of repentance for his people. Even when we are at the end of age, we are still open the door to apologize to his people. I am grateful to have a good wife and successful children.
I heard Feri's oldest son is leading the company."