THE UNIVERSE IS FOLLOWING US
CHAPTER 27

THE POV DARI

I opened my eyes slowly. The glare of the light is either from the lamp or maybe another light. But why is it still heavy my eyes open clear. Why do I feel like I have no power to get up.

Slowly the light penetrated my retina. It was clear that I was in a room that was not in my room. I don't know, what must have been lainup I heard the sound of a woman's sobbing. Oh, could it be mama. Could be. Because it is my mother who is always alert to me. Mama is always ahead of us when our kids need her.

I remember when Feri's sister fell because Meyra's sister died with their baby-to-be. Looks like a deep heartbroken person. Sis Feri even almost a month does not go to the office and mama-lah who takes care of the rest of his work. Mama also paid a psychiatrist because Feri couldn't take care of herself.

I also remember when Vira was almost harassed by papa. Although at first he did not understand that papa invited him to sleep together. Vira who is still in third grade SD is only manut only. Papa had asked Vira to only wear shirts in the same shot pants (Boxer interior). That's what we got from Vira's testimony. Before the action happened, Mr. Feri who had asked for papa's signature for his college practice permit even found that papa asked Vira to take off her shirt. At that time Vira was taking off her sleeping pants.

The incident certainly got a tantrum from brother Feri and also opa Burhan. I remember once when I came home from school to find a house like a broken ship. Mama is still in the office while Vira is secured by Aunt Salma (now my father-in-law). Brother Feri's still in college somehow I forgot. I was in High School at the time. My age with Vira is seven years. When Vira was born I was in first grade.

Back to the present. I opened my eyes slowly, and I saw that Vira was still asleep next to me. Why should Vira? why isn't my husband sleeping next to me? where is Juna? and where am I?

"Sir Dira," she said as she looked at me with a puffy face.

"Ra," I still have trouble moving my lips.

"Sister, it's me. Thank God you finally realized after three days brother asleep." said Vira.

"Three days? what's happening to me?" I'm spreading the view.

"Mas Juna,"

Vira looked at me with her smile.

"Mama... Sis Feri .. Kak Dira is conscious." cried Vira at the front door of the room.

"Dira... Thank God, you're sober, son." I can only nod.

"Where am I, ma?"

"You're in the hospital, son."

"What's going on, ma?"

"You fell in your room. Bi Inah found you passed out in front of your closet."

"Where's Mas Juna?"

"You take it easy, Juna is taking a break pity he's tired."

"Ma, why is my body so light? what happened to my baby. He's still there, isn't he?"

"You're a strong man, yes. You miscarried, son."

"To..gu...gluan..!" my chest feels so tight.

"I miscarried! nope! not possible! Mama must have heard wrong. My son must still be around. I must be pregnant, right, Mom."

I roared when I heard the news. The child we are looking after is no more. Right now I just need my husband, but where is he? still got a chance to think about taking a break while I'm here to need it.

Son, why did you leave your mother? now there's nothing to encourage me but you, son. I felt the warm embrace of my mother. He always asked me to be sincere. How can I be sincere if God takes it this fast. I don't know what's going on. My body feels weak and I feel dark. I heard my mother's screams.

This afternoon I woke up to the sound of thunder. The sound of drizzling sounded very loud. Lightning snapped and lightning struck. The atmosphere in the hospital looked so good. Netraku switched to wet hospital glass in the rain.

"Where is Juna?" my many.

"Ma, I feel something bad?"

"You're just unusual away from Juna. Later after you recover, mama let you join Juna to Lembang."

"But what about my job?"

"There's mama, there's your sister Feri. You take it easy."

I saw my mom get a phone call out of who. I don't know why I feel nervous. The one I ask of you, O God, protect my husband wherever he is.

"Assalamualaikum, Dira."

"Vaalaikumsalam, Etas. Thank you for coming to see me."

"Together, Ra. You are patient, maybe the debay is not sustenance, besides you still have plenty of time to make again."

I heard the sound of people arguing outside the ward. I don't know what they're fighting about. I know the owner of his voice. Yeah, that's my mom and my brother's voice.

"Please don't tell Dira now."

"Fast or later Dira should know, ma."

"But the situation is not possible, Dira was only last night in surgery."

"Until when, ma. Until she finds out she's a widow now."

The deg! the widow! what the fuck! I am not a widow, I still have a husband. Why they say I'm a widow.

I don't know why I threw away my confusion by opening the television. I don't know why my heart is beating so fast.

"Visitors have had a single accident at the intersection of the great Mening village. The car and its owner fell into a deep abyss. Make sure the car and the owner get into the lake. The car has been evacuated at the moment. It's just that the owner is still in search."

That car!

Nooooooo!

POV author

"Auntie... Mr Feri...!" Eta shouted as she saw Dira faint again. It was the third time Dira had fainted after three days of falling asleep in the hospital.

Mama Dewi and Feri heard Eta's screams immediately running towards Dira's ward. Mama Dewi's heart was so sad when Eta said that Dira saw the news of the accident on tv. Although Eta is actually confused who was the accident? why is Dira so drop?

"Dira hear our talk, ma?" guess Ferries.

"Had mama told me not to talk near Dira, but you were stubborn. Now you see the results, huh! see how this reaction happened to Dira. She just realized, losing a child alone has brought her down let alone losing a husband."

The sound of doctors and sisters entering Dira's nursery. Everyone in the room was asked to come out to check on Dira. The doctor examined Dira. Mama Dewi and Vira seemed to cry in fear of something happening with Dira. Eta also feels anxious if something happens to her co-workers.

"Sorry, Mr. Feri is exactly what's going on. Why was Dira so down to hear the news of the accident on tv earlier?"

"The accident was.... Arjuna."

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi rojiun"

Not long after the doctor came out of Dira's room. Doctors announced Dira was critically ill. Mama Dewi and Vira cry as the doctor asks them to pray for a miracle on Dira.