
Still back in the past
Reno looked at Agnes with a trembling body, she was confused as to what had happened to them, Agnes' cries broke from earlier, she could see the bloodstains still remaining on the Sprai mattress they were sleeping on.
The man tried to touch the face of Agnes who kept crying roared since earlier, the girl was now crushed unceremoniously.
The wedding that was supposed to be Agnes's nightmare soon because her first night was not Abizard who took her, but her.
Although he and Agnes loved each other, they were not depraved Humans willing to play with fire behind everyone's back.
For Reno and Agnes to love not having to have, there is a lot of heart that they have to take care of all this time to make them choose not to continue their feelings.
Although Reno is not a good man, she has often changed partners in the past, but never thought by her to ruin Agnes and destroy her life.
To love that girl is more than to love anyone in this world.
But Love Doesn't Hurt You, People Who Don't Know Love Hurt You.
There's always a reason why we're met with someone. Including when we have to face the reality of releasing the people we love.
Hearts and feelings cannot be forced. We can't just make the people we love feel the same way as us. Sometimes the best way for the common good is to let go of the one we love. Although sometimes painful, but it could be that releasing the people we love is indeed the best way for us.
She and Agnes decided to forget each other's feelings after their arranged marriage was set.
Agnes and Abizard, her and Shahnaz.
But now?!.
What the hell is going on?!.
Akhhhhhhhh
Reno yelled angrily, she pulled her coarse hair, she thought of what she had done.
Reno believes they're trapped, she was at a nightclub last night for attending her friend's birthday party, drinking isn't new to her, but someone must've spiked something in her drink.
And he was convinced that something was taking him out of his control.
Agnes said someone called her from Reno's cell phone, said she was drunk and asked Agnes Ager to pick her up.
As soon as Agnes arrived she remembered someone hitting just above the back of her nape, she fell unconscious.
"Agnes.... Agnes.." -...."
Reno tried to touch both cheeks of the girl, could she see how devastated her current Agnes was.
The tearful face before him continued to cry incessantly.
"I'm sorry .I'm sorry..."
Reno repeatedly said this, knowing there would be no forgiveness in Agnes' heart at this time.
But he really never thought so far things would go.
"I'll take responsibility, I'll talk to Mama, I'll find a way out hmmm I beg you not to cry anymore"
The man spoke towards Agnes, trying to neutralize her feelings, trying to control the situation so as not to be out of their control.
He needs to talk to his mom, stop the marriage of himself and Shahnaz, stop the marriage of Abizard and Agnes.
He must take responsibility for tonight's mistake and he must find the real culprit of all the masterminds who framed them last night.
Wh who? wh-wh-what for? what are the benefits? wh why? how?!.
Question after question kept hitting his head.
"I'll take responsibility, I'll take responsibility, let's get married after this, if we still don't get everyone's blessing, let's knit our own thoughts, let's get married, Move alone and seek his own solution"
Continue Reno again while drawing Agnes' body and letting the woman into his arms.
*******
Back to the present
Reno flinched from her state when a hand gently touched her lying down while closing her eyeballs on a special dominating black chair.
His memory that returned to the past was instantaneously destroyed, with a quick movement Reno wipe away the rest of his tears that had fallen for no reason.
"Feel more calmly?"
A woman asked gently at him, trying to sit right on the sofa chair in front of him.
The dominating white clothes stick beautifully in the body of the young and beautiful woman.
This is her treatment room that in a few years she kept coming in a few times every month
The woman before him was a special doctor who treated himself with patience all this time.
For 5 more years he fought his way out of his great guilt, he was almost crazy because of the circumstances, he said, his soul seemed to be in chains by the memories of the past and he was kept in chains by the guilt that gnawed at his soul.
Her sleep is no longer good and sound in these 6 years, even Agnes and Mama become two women who make her continue to spin in the same world.
The girl before him was now the only person capable of maintaining her emotional stability, and this girl was the only person who could comfort her from the whole complexity of her life.
"Why go back to nurturing new problems without wanting to let go?"
The girl again asked as she handed a glass of water towards herself.
Reno received the water and started drinking it.
"The video broke, Hesty"
Reno said softly and lowered her head.
Hearing Reno's words the girl seemed silent, she then approached Reno, letting the man into her arms.
The man then cried over his shoulder.
"I can't fix his past, nor can I protect him in the present"
Said the man in a cry without his voice.
The girl patted slowly on Reno's back while slowly closing her eyeballs.