
Hospital xxxxxxx
Central jakarta
Reno was seen sitting in a chair not far away where Agnes' body was asleep in her long sleep in recent weeks, his eyeballs stared inside the female body filled with all sorts of hoses and monitor screens.
There could be heard a regular voice filling the room.
Indri stood right beside himself, the woman was seen removing something from the paper bag, arranging the contents of the paper bag onto the table.
Abizard is seen sitting right next to Reno, occasionally inviting the man to talk.
slowly Indri tried to sit right next to Reno, trying to align himself where Reno's sitting position became in the middle between himself and Abizard
"Ara hasn't wanted to blend in and talk to me, she sees me like a stranger inside her"
Said Reno slowly, his eyeballs continued to stare towards the figure of Agnes who was alive but like lifeless.
Instead of responding to Reno's words, Abizard and Indri prefer silence for some time.
Then Indri tried to take a slow breath and then said.
"You know what?"
Indri said slowly.
Abizard and Reno looked silent.
"many say that the first person to be a child's first love is the first man to greet and hold their hand"
"Father is the first man in a girl's life"
Indri spoke while looking at Reno, the man did not answer at all, he just kept quiet.
"Of course, a father is the first man to welcome him into the world to walk a life. Usually with the presence of a father in his life, a daughter will feel amazed and proud of what her father did. The presence of the father is very valuable, especially for those who are very difficult to meet his father. The hard work of a father is so great, make a daughter have a desire to be able to have a partner life like his father, or even can inherit one of his father's good attitude."
"Father is the most powerful person in the eyes of girls. Father always taught his children to be strong, but also gentle at the same time. The ability of a father to control his emotions will greatly affect the mindset of girls. The thing that becomes a role model is that you can be strong and soft at the same time. Father can be very strong when he is the shield of his family, but also at the same time he will be a very gentle person in dealing with problems. The father's decision was very precise and wise."
"And I looked at my Papa like that"
After saying so, Indri tried to take a slow breath.
"For Ara the first male figure she loved, who became her Papa was clearly Hans and not another male, she would have a hard time accepting the new figure within her, moreover, their situation used to be clearly not okay"
"You knew? we cannot impose the will of the child depending on our will"
"Involving our emotions in children's emotions will obviously have a bad impact"
"For the quality of life of children one of them depends on mental health which involves emotional elements"
"When we force our desires and wills according to our emotions, it can affect the child's own emotions and mentality"
"In the end the child becomes confused, and pepper will eventually affect a mental health problem called emotional disorders."
"Emotionally related issues are a fairly complex field, both the symptoms and the causes. These emotional problems are difficult to know compared to other medical problems. Especially if emotional problems occur in children who are difficult or unable to express their wishes."
"Ara's age will be silent and will never express her wishes as time goes on until she grows up"
This time Indri turned his head back towards Reno, the man was still silent, closed his eyeballs for a moment to understand every word said by Indri.
"Maybe it sounds cruel and callous, but her reality that she needs and she wants is Hans, who is always there for her is clearly Hans figure beside her, they struggled for so long, their emotional bond was clearly so tight"
"5 years is not a short time for them to release each other, they are already complementary to each other"
"I'm not saying that if you don't become a nobody to Ara, the reality is that you're her biological father, but what's always there for her is definitely Hans"
"We're not talking about blood ties, but we're talking about emotional bonds and their hearts"
This time Indri stared at the figure of Agnes lying in a coma unconscious.
Whether there is hope or not, they do not know.
"Make a wise decision for Ara, you know what I mean, don't you?"
"And Even though there's Ara between you and Agnes, you know who's needed and who's really always there for Agnes right? compared to the feeling of momentary love, there is a love that grows naturally with time, Agnes needs someone who is able to fight for herself and appreciate herself in all time, he doesn't need a love that can come and go as others wish"
Reno turned towards Indri, the man stared at the female eyeball beside him for some time.
"He needs happiness he's never had in his entire life, you know the most appropriate decision for him"
Indri continued again while trying to stare back at Reno, he tried to develop his smile in a way that was so bitter.
"Love sometimes doesn't have to have"
It sounds cruel and unfair indeed, but for Indri Agnes and Ara more need someone who is able to appreciate them in everything, who will not let go of their hands even though the whole world does not acknowledge them.