Trapped BI*Crazy Widow
Nothing is the same as it
Still in hospital xxxxxxx
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Hana was seen closing her eyeballs for a moment then re-opening her eyeballs slowly, she could see her husband was busy peeling the fruits that were on the small nightstand of the hospital in the position of his back.
She had not spoken at all since just now, only staring at her husband Koko's back for quite a long time.
how many years has he been staring at that back all this time? it was that back that always carried her when she was spoiled or when she was injured even when she was stricken with a slight illness.
there was no man as good as Yash during his life, even his father was not as good as the man, which is why Hana never had a problem with the poverty that Yash had, even poverty strikes them at the beginning of marriage.
the first 6 years were amazing, they once shared 1 instant noodles for him, Yash and Kallan, they once shared 1 egg together to eat with white rice without other side dishes.
When Yash did not come home with a penny of the man's money crying below his knees, he sobbed as he said,
"I'm sorry I haven't been able to make you happy"
When night fell, the man wept in his prayer, moved closer to him who pretended to sleep and kissed his forehead Sembari said,
"I'm sorry, because I haven't been able to be as good a husband as you'd hoped"
Many times the man asked her, though,
"Do you regret marrying me? I'm really not up to your expectations, I'm sorry"
One day when the man came home with a special meal, Yash said,
"Eat, I'm still full"
She knows Yash is lying, the man is bekum consuming any food but lying to her for the sake of her stomach.
In fact, it is not uncommon for the two of them to lie to each other just to satiate their partner's stomach.
He recalled how the man cheered happily when he managed to buy himself the first gold from Yash's labors for months, like the proposal scene that was done back when he was just pregnant with Pinkan.
They went through a time of joy and sorrow together in many struggles to get to this point.
Yash is truly the ideal man, the best husband and the dream husband of every woman.
Their poverty is not a stumbling block in their marriage, although Yash is working hard, the man always has time to get a holiday with them even if it is just sitting down in the afternoon, on the edge of the lake or sea while staring at the sunset or dusk.
Ahhhh I don't know he missed those times, where he could laugh happily with Yash, where he sat in the man's arms without any disease weighing on him, where he was....
Hana momentarily tried to hold back her crying.
"I'm sorry for not being able to be the wife who can accompany you to the end"
She muttered as she tried to raise her head up, staring at the ceiling of the room so that her cries would not break.
Hana took a slow breath for a long time until she finally sighed slowly.
the woman is now slowly descending from the bed where in a few months she was in care, slowly approaching her husband.
With a gentle movement Hana began to insert both her hands towards Yash's waist, letting both her hands curl around the man's waist from the direction of his back.
then the woman put her face right on the back of her husband.
Yash is seen stopping the movement of his hand that is still peeling fruits, and, the man did not let out his voice at all staring at the palms of his wife who began to link in front of her stomach where her wife now hugged her waist tightly.
Yash gently stroked the back of Hana's hand for some time, then he slowly closed his eyeballs, enjoying a warm moment where his wife did like to do it a long time ago.
Do you know why I love you so much? because in this world I will not find a woman who has the same nature as you.
Your shy nature, has a lot of shame and you can always please me.
Shame is Islamic morality, everyone who has shame will avoid bad things.
Prophet SAW said: “Shame does not bring except kindness.” (CHR. Bukhari No. 6117 and Muslim No. 37).
“Verily every religion has the morality and morals of Islam that is shame.” (CHR. Ibn Majah).
A wife who pleases her husband and never speaks the words of her husband is the best wife.
From Abu Hurairah RA, he said he was once asked to the Prophet SAW, “Who is the best woman?” Replied the Prophet, “That is the most pleasant when seen by her husband, obeying the husband if ordered, and not dissociating the husband to himself and his property so as to make the husband hate.” (CHR. An-Nasai No. 3231 and Ahmad 2:251).
It is your nature that never complains even though we have been hit by a long poverty.
You always say,
"There is no poor man in this world Yash, we are only content, who says I am poor is one who forgets to be grateful for the blessings given by Allah SWT, we are quite Yash, who said I am poor, just haven't been given any extra possessions"
And I'm afraid I won't find that trait in the woman of your choice.
All women are clearly ready to marry established men, but not all women are ready to start all from O Hana, he said, not all women are ready to choose a difficult life with men who marry him let alone the man is getting old, they only want his property, then when they are sick and vulnerable, then when they are sick and vulnerable, the women will think of going and looking for their new prey.
"Yash"
His wife's voice broke the silence.
"Hmm?"
"Let's go at the end of this week to where we first dated like you asked the other day"
Hana said softly.
Hearing Hana's request for a moment Yash was silent. Yesterday he who first sparked the idea, wanted to get through time with Hana enjoying a moment together in their first date place.
"Sure all will be well?"
Yash asked softly without any intention of turning his body.
"Hmmm"
Hana answered still while closing her eyeballs.
"I'll have Abay prepare everything"
Say Yash then.
Back they were on the ledge of silence, letting their present moment of togetherness continue to be recorded in their hearts, as if each of them feared this morning would be the last morning for them.
"Don't you want Kallan and Pinkan to go home so they know about your situation?"
This time Yash spoke to his wife, he thought their son and daughter should know about her condition, but his wife always refused to tell his circumstances to their sons and daughters.
"So soon, let them go home soon after you have your wedding with the girl of choice I'm talking about"
Say the woman slowly.
hearing Hana's words, it instantly made the man speechless while staring nanar towards the front.