
Have you ever felt so sad when you wake up and listen to the morning prayer that feels so close behind your ears?.
It's as if the longing hit us, where it feels like we miss the childhood when walking in the cold of the dawn air where our little feet step without using their pedestals, passing through the atmosphere of the village where the houses are still not standing tightly and walking from one wild plant to several other wild plants.
Sometimes the voices of children our age laugh out loud and do not understand the weight of life and the burden of the world, when all things are still done by parents and children only know to accept.
The rustic atmosphere that is still heard the sounds of crickets or the sounds of animals that kick is funny deafening, deafening, where the parents walk behind the children to go to one of the hangars there.
It was very sad but so cold and pleasant, the cool air that had not been polluted by the police and also the various kinds of factory waste.
It is not the ear-splitting city center where noise is heard everywhere not even a parent yelling to ask his child to take ablution water and pray, where acid is billowing from street traffic.
Alessia longed for those times despite only being briefly with her father and mother.
It was as if today to be afraid of growing up quickly, he still longed for his childhood even though only for a moment where he laughed would come the old man before him who would clasp his palm tightly to bring him home after a long walk also where he opened the door of their simple house where the mother was cooking with acid islands of wood and also a very simple black pot and black leather.
I miss home.
Inner Alessia softly, then the girl sighed softly.
The sound of the chanting of the holy verse heard behind his ears filled the mosque where he was sitting at this time, this was the time leading up to the wedding of himself and Mr. Khalid.
The girl was wearing white domineering clothes and her face was polished with makeup that seemed so natural that showing how beautiful Alicia's face was today, a domineering scarf in white also covered her head.
Right on her right side, Khalid's mistress is seen clasping her palms tightly together as the beautiful woman with the pale face develops her most beautiful smile this morning.
It is no longer a secret and it is commonplace where the groom and the bride will be in separate rooms with each other, they only listen to each other's voices in which the women will listen to the men's voices in making their sacred promises.
They are seen pounding waiting for the wedding to be held in a few minutes.
Not knowing how exactly Alessia was feeling at the moment, she preferred to be silent and not let out her voice at all, preferring her thoughts to wander somewhere longing for her childhood as well as her father and mother.
He realized that he was now growing up, apparently, and he only realized when everyone married in a happy way because of their respective choices on the basis of love apparently he married because of circumstances where he could not choose.
When one's daughter is married because there is a guardian of a father or even though there is no father, the mother's sister is sitting next to him or maybe even if they are or there could be uncles over the nephews as well as the rest of the family but he's here sitting and letting his body rest on his two legs, alone without a single person having him known among everyone.
There was not even a place she had to cry and say about her feelings, or a place where she forgot her tears and said everything was fine, she said, the only place to complain and talk is herself and her own heart, and she just realized in this world she was alone facing everything without knowing where it ended up.
He could faintly hear the voice of Mr. Khalid speaking from behind a microphone in a different room bordering the wall where this time slowly Mr. Khalid began to make a promise to the God is in their marriage.
Alessia closed her eyes slowly not knowing what she was feeling right now but she tried to let herself drown in her own daydream.
She is now legally a wife, married to a man on a loveless covenant.
Sometimes one has a special reason of pawning his self-esteem and future to others, if people from the lower classes have money they will never want to lower their self-esteem just because of money.
Alessia
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Hospital xxxxxxx
Operation of Alessia
A few days after the wedding.
The girl's eyeballs stared at the doctor before her for some time, she looked at Dr. Rich where she had started to climb onto the operating table, the man began to hold an editing needle in which he would be sedated slowly.
"Will the doctor help me to do something?"
Alicia asked before the man injected drugs into her body.
"you can ask for it while I can grant it"
Answer the man quickly.
"Give it to Agnes periodically, tell her I'm enjoying a long vacation"
After saying that, Alessia handed over several envelopes to Dr. Rich, the man placed her while receiving the envelopes given by Alessia.
"tell him I'm fine"
Then he developed his smile, in the next few seconds the girl closed her eyeballs slowly, she was clearly noon with all sorts of possibilities that would happen on this day.
Although she was afraid that her surgery would not work but the doctors tried to convince her and said if the surgery would be successful and fine, Alessia could eventually only develop her best smile.
As soon as the girl closed her eyeballs, Rich's doctor was seen staring at the envelope in her hand for some time, he asked one of his team to put the envelope in the corner of the room on an empty chair where there was a small bag of his, then slowly the man began to sedate Alessia without saying much.
Everyone stared at each other, where one of them saw him and did not give his expression at all, no one knows what everyone is thinking right now, until they start moving to perform surgery on the girl on the operating table.
If there is a meeting, is there not a farewell?
If there is life, is there not death?
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On the other hand
Olkhons
Russia
Yash is seen silent when Hana says she wants to go enjoy the snow in Moscow.
She knows the cold weather is not so good for Hana's health, but her wife says she misses the moment of their honeymoon togetherness.
In Moscow, snow is most common at 3.5 months, usually from November 24 to March 10. The month with the most snowy days in Moscow is January, with an average of 4.4 days.
The very cold season, usually lasts for 3.9 months, from November 15 to March 12, with average daily highs below 1°C. The coldest month of the year in Moscow is January, with the lowest average -10°C and the highest -5°C.
Khalid stared at his wife for some time, where they had already sailed from a Siberian trans train.
The Trans Siberia or Trans Siberian Railway is a series of railways that runs from Moscow to Vladivostok in the Russian Far East (Russian Far East).
This line is special because it is one of the longest railway lines in the world (the length is 9,289 km). In addition, this path stretches across seven time zones. It can take up to six days to travel directly from Moscow to Vladiovstok. And vice versa.
Construction of the railway began with the issuance of a decree by the Russian government in early 1891. At that time, Russia was still led by Tsar Alexander III and the Line was successfully completed in 1916.
Siberia is much more beautiful when covered with snow, but to enjoy the beauty of it we must be ready to face very cold air temperatures and high Vano snow deposits.
Be sure to bring clothes and supplies for the winter with good quality a waterproof shoe with a non-slip sole Is a-must-have, a,
items, Spare batteries for mobile phones, cameras, and other electronic equipment also need to be prepared because the ability of the battery to store power decreases at low temperatures.
The fun to Siberia during winter is that we can follow unique outdoor activities such as fishing in a frozen river or lake (ice fishing), and so on, and take a train pulled by a group of dogs (dog sleeding).
gur to winter. At the time of the transition, Batkal lake water is in a time of change from liquid to ice.
Avoid the transition from winter
to spring, which is when the ice begins to melt. During the transitional seasons, transport to and from Olkhon Island is not always available.
His wife said he missed the moment of walking the way they both.
Not until where exactly they went around until finally they arrived at the lake Baikal olkhon island.
They finally sat in front of the shores of Lake Baikal, looking at the beautiful ahead of the sunset that they had not seen back since children began to grow up.
Lake Baikal is located in Siberia Russia is indeed one of the amazing lakes and a favorite place of Hana, How not, Baikal became the deepest, widest, and oldest lake in the world. Not only that, Baikal is also one of the clearest waters in the world. So, it is appropriate if this lake becomes one of the UNESCO World Heritage Sites.
"Are you tired?"
Yash asked as he stared at his wife's pale face.
Hearing a question from Yash, Hana looks to develop her smile, she nods her head and then answers.
"He em, don't you want to carry me? While enjoying the sunset that will soon arrive"
The woman spoke, extending her hand as Yash began to stand before her.
The man slowly grabbed Hana's body, intending to carry her in a bridal style, but Hana instead said.
"I miss your back, let me be behind your back Yash, just this once, for the last time after you're married to Alessia"
Hearing Hana's request, Yash looks silent, she does not answer, turns her body slowly then starts crouching and waiting for Hana to enter her sling.
He knew walking in the winter would be very difficult, a slippery floor could make them fall, but Yash tried to convince himself everything would be fine.
He could feel the woman starting to climb onto his back, letting his hands curl around his neck.
Yash slowly walked down the lake Baikal waiting for the sunset to appear with its beautiful light.
"Yash"
"hmm?"
"Was you married me happy?"
She asked Sebari to lean her head against Yash's back, letting her head face the left side where for a moment the sunset would display her beauty.
"very"
Yash said slowly.
"Nothing makes me unhappy, even being with you is such a wonderful gift that if I were to be reborn I would never get the same wife again"
The man answered steadily, leaving his feet covered in thick boots under which his feet were believed to be sturdy enough to keep their bodies from slipping there.
"You know I wish that if there was a rebirth in this world, we would be reunited once again in a different way but with the same love"
Continue the man again.
Hana was seen trying to develop her smile, she closed her eyeballs slowly as she said.
"Yash"
"hmm?"
"Never be sad even though life is difficult, don't cry because we believe behind the meeting there must be a farewell, right?"
ask Hana slowly.
"if I go, promise me you'll be fine, not crying despite the heavy taste"
Yash did not reply at all, he stopped his footsteps, trying not to make any movement at all.
The man chose to look to his left side, where he could see the sunset in winter began to crackle beautifully over the vast sky above.
"You see the sunset's starting to move bashfully"
Whisper Yash slowly.
"hmmm I saw her"
Hana said softly.
"Hana"
"Hmm?"
"I love you"
The man spoke slowly while trying to glance at his wife who was leaning on his back.
Long she waited, no answer, then she could feel Slowly Hana's hand out of her neck.
Yash looked unmoved, he momentarily froze, a frost that enveloped Baikal lake.
"Hana"
Yash said back, trying to gently shake his wife's body, instead of answering could he feel her body not moving at all.
As Yash's shoulders shook, his legs as if mired in a living mud puddle that pulled him hard, he seemed to know what was happening, he said, The man tried to hold back his crying so as not to break.
if I go, promise me you'll be fine, not crying despite the heavy feeling.
Hannah.
*****
You know the most painful pain is when we part from the person we love the most.
Although I know behind the meeting there must be a farewell, but I'm just an ordinary human being who sometimes can't accept reality.
I love you Hana, very.
Even the earth and its inhabitants know how my heart is with you.
Yash Khalid's.