Trapped BI*Crazy Widow
Not everyone is the same
Kalan Apartment
Before dinner
Meisya several times yawned since earlier while waiting for their ready meals delivered by Bambang grab.
He and Kalan sat facing the television in the living room, not caring so much about anyone back there.
Today, after a day of touring Jakarta, they finished some of the pending business while delivering wedding invitations for their wedding reception with Syahnaz and Dimas, and they finally returned to Kalan's apartment.
It feels that Meisya calf already wants to be dislodged at this time as well.
"Tired?"
Kalan asked as he looked towards Meisya.
"It feels like I want to get out"
Rengek Meisya later.
Hearing the girl's whimpering at once Kalan gave a smile, the man moved closer to the future wife and tried to raise the girl's legs to her thighs.
"Let me massage"
Said the man later.
Dimas who had been sitting with Syahnaz at the end of the living room on a sofa chair was busy putting invitations into his plastic can only shake his head slowly to see Meisya's behavior towards Kalan.
He only knew how spoiled the youngest girl of Nakhel's descent was, but he was sure Kalan was the type of man who could protect the girl.
Syahnaz was seen busy beside Dimas, packing one by one the remaining invitations that had not been distributed.
They think the wedding reception time is getting narrowed.
"Aren't you tired?"
suddenly Dimas's question surprised Syahnaz.
"What?"
The girl asked because she did not really hear the man's question, because since then she was quite focused on her work.
"Aren't you tired of going around all day?"
Dimas tried to repeat the question.
"Ah... hmmm I don't think so"
Answer Syahnaz slowly.
And as usual the girl was still quite clumsy every time she faced Dimas.
I don't know, maybe because Syahnaz still can't 💯% trust him because of trauma to his past relationship with Reno.
Though Dimas would like to try to treat the girl so special, massaging her legs, massaging her shoulders, giving her a lot of attention and so on.
But still the girl is still quite stiff to face him, I don't know according to Dimas maybe more precisely Syahnaz is still traumatized to believe in new people because of old events.
"You know?"
Suddenly Dimas said while stopping his hand activities.
Syahnaz who still looks busy with his work just nods his head without intending to turn towards Dimas.
But suddenly she froze as Dimas knew-to-know gently touched her hand.
The girl turned to Dimas and stared at the man for some time.
"Is it still hard to get rid of your past trauma?"
Ask Dimas suddenly.
Hearing Dimas's question, Syahnaz fell silent.
"I know it's quite difficult to organize a heart that is disappointed because others then re-open the heart that was once injured"
Said Dimas suddenly while tightly grasping the palm of Shahnaz's hand.
"But do you know? Making Peace with the Past to Keep the Now is also important"
Seeming silent, Syahnaz tried to lower his head but Dimas' hand quickly grabbed the girl's chin and allowed Syahnaz to stare at her fixed eyeballs.
He knew, he had yet to be able to truly accept Dimas and make peace with his past.
Syahnaz thought Dimas might have noticed.
"You know what ? A psychologist once said that past trauma can damage a relationship now when you are still shadowed by the past and do not move on. You can't equate everyone with your ex. This behavior impacts not only your image, but also your relationship with your current partner."
Say Dimas while trying to gently touch both cheeks Syahnaz.
"Everyone has a different character with different personalities, not all men are the same"
"So let's forget about the past, let's be more open, let's express opinions when you're uncomfortable with me or I'm uncomfortable with you"
"It is not in a relationship that is most important good communication by opening up to each other, giving small attention that can sometimes have a big impact on the harmony of a relationship hmmm"
After saying so, Dimas gently stroked Shahnaz's face, he developed his best smile as he again said.
"No memory of anyone, no burden in the quotation marks if the man is the same, I'm different, believe me"
Say that man again.
Syahnaz was seen to keep looking at Dimas' eyeballs, he could see the seriousness behind the male eyeballs that had been staring at him since.