Trapped BI*Crazy Widow
Really starting to love her
Hans main apartment
Jakarta
Agnes looks busy packing her and Ara's clothes, while Hans's clothes are ready since yesterday.
the man seemed to have prepared everything for a long time, a return ticket, neatly packed clothes and a mansion for them when they arrived in Manhattan.
For a moment Agnes's eyeballs stared at her Princess who was still sound asleep because she was tired all day playing with Hans earlier.
He sighed softly for some time.
after finishing packing her and Ara's clothes, Agnes finally slowly walked out from the direction of the room and headed towards the kitchen.
Can Agnes see Hans seem to be concentrating on making nights for them since last night.
The man always forbade him from working too hard after the accident the other day, Hans thought as long as he could do the housework, he would not allow Agnes to do it at all.
Hans had always been like that, long ago in their children until today the man has always treated himself as if he were the princess among all the girls they have ever known.
Even though he had married, separated, had a daughter, the nature of the man had not changed in the least.
because it could not let go of Hans, because compared to anyone, the man was the one who loved him the most.
He realizes that ultimately the best life choice is when you are loved sincerely and sincerely by someone.
Someone asked why she had opened her heart to Hans for so long?!.
Even her best friend Renata always asked her about it.
The answer is actually very simple.
He is happy to love, not to be loved.
Therefore he took quite a long time to convince his heart if he loved Hans who loved him.
He did not want to give false hope to the man.
When we love someone, the hormone oxytocin in the body will be active and this is a positive thing for physical and emotional health. Loving it means sincerely giving affection, but when it becomes an obsession, which is actually increasing adrenaline and cortisol aka stress hormones.
Loving someone requires maturity and maturity so as not to make us become bucolic or end possessive.we must understand how to love others healthily.
the lack of love is actually there are two possibilities, namely the emergence of a desire to dominate or even become a slave of love. We will be very disappointed if everything about the person we love is not as expected, for example he can not return our feelings?.
Unlike when we are loved, it feels safer and more comfortable. But sometimes this will make us be selfish towards a partner and prepare arbitrarily.
And he didn't want to happen to the way he loved Hans.
He did not want to be selfish and careless to Hans because he loved himself and privileged himself.
Therefore he needs time to really love the man like Hans loved himself with his millions of struggles.
Agnes is seen walking closer to Hans who looks on her back.
The man is still unconscious with his presence, still staying focused with his work.
Agnes slowly began to put both hands into Hans' back and then circular his hands to the waist of the man.
Hans instantly froze as he realized someone was hugging him in such a gentle and warm gesture.
"What's wrong?"
Hans asked quietly while tightly grasping Agnes' hand.
"Does anything make you uncomfortable?"
Ask her again slowly.
Instead of answering, Agnes said.
"Hans..."
"Hmm?"
"Before we get married, let's fight first to acknowledge Ara's true status to Mama"
Pinta Agnes slow.
She knew hiding Ara's true status would obviously be a big risk, she didn't want Mama Hans to hate her any deeper as the woman knew who Ara's real biological father was.
Being honest in the beginning is painful, but rather than lying and being caught later in the day is obviously going to be more painful and disappointing.
Hans momentarily fell silent, he then turned his body slowly.
"There are many hearts that we must take care of Hans, Mama, Reno, Mama Iriana, the Nakhel family and Ara's own feelings"
Agnes spoke while developing her smile.
"As time goes on, all lies will be exposed if we cover them up, I don't want Ara to be disappointed with us for hiding Reno's status and I don't want our marriage to be troubled later because Mama knows about Ara's real status"
Agnes again.
Hans seemed to be silent, then he said.
"Are you really serious about our marriage? not because you feel you have to return the favor for everything I've done to you all this time?"
Hans asked as he gently touched both sides of Agnes' cheeks.
Agnes looks back on developing her smile, she shakes her head slowly.
"There is no reply Hans, I have decided to hold this hand until we age together"
Agnes answered while grasping the back of Hans' left hand which gently grasped her right cheek.
Agnes was seen closing her eyeballs for some time.
"I love you in a different way, with a different taste, no Reno, no one else messing with my current feelings"
Said Agnes then slowly opening her eyeballs.
Hearing Agnes' words, Hans immediately developed a smile.
Then slowly the men began to bring their faces closer, then with gentle movements the men began to link their lips for some time.
Instead of resisting, Agnes enjoyed the sweet moment more, it was their first kiss that made her feel drifted away after the events of a few years ago that she considered the kiss at that time was wrong.