Trapped BI*Crazy Widow
tired of you forcibly
Still hospital xxxxxxx
Yash could be seen sighing in length, he closed his eyeball for a moment and still continued to try to digest his wife's words.
in the end the man turned his body along with his wife who released her embrace back there.
For a moment the blind eyes of the two of them met each other, the man could not guess at all the way of his wife's mind, his wife, he did not even see the disappointment behind his eyeballs when he said he wanted Yash to get married again.
For Yash it feels so cruel when he has to hear from the person he loves the most in order to make himself as if to stop loving Hana and try to love others.
"You seem to be a very cruel wife to me Hana, don't you see a little from my side do I want to accept the marriage you offered? I'm not as desperate as being a Hana man, using the word sick wife only to polygamy or remarry, I still have a heart"
Yash spoke while looking at his wife's eyeballs, his heart felt tight, his eyeballs felt hot, his eyes felt hot, she was eager to shed her cries to break like the women who were free to cry when not strong to face the burden of life, but because she was a man, the strong word must be a barrier stone for him so as not to shed tears.
"Don't you want to dive into my heart for a moment? so you know what's in there right now"
Continue that man again.
For Yash by Allah he thought his wife's request really sounded very unreasonable at this time, it was obviously very hurtful to him.
He never gave precedence to the provisions of Allah SWT, even he still dreamed and hoped that Hana would be fine.
He knew that every soul would die, and he believed that death existed and was God's business.
كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَاۤىِٕقَةُ الْمَوْتِۗ وَنَبْلُوْكُمْ بِالشَّرِّ وَالْخَيْرِ فِتْنَةً ۗوَاِلَيْنَا تُرْجَعُوْنَ
Meaning: Every soul will feel dead. We will test you with ugliness and kindness as trials (the real ones). And to Us you are returned. (QS. Al Anbiya: 35)
كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَاۤىِٕقَةُ الْمَوْتِۗ ثُمَّ اِلَيْنَا تُرْجَعُوْنَ
Meaning: Every soul will feel dead. Then it is only to Us that you are returned. (QS. Al Mist: 57).
Exegesis:
Ibn Kathir in his commentary explains that death wherever you are, death will find you. So be you who are obedient to Allah wherever you are, according to what Allah has commanded you. For indeed this is better for you, for death will surely fetch you inexorably.
But Yash tried to believe himself, if Hana would not leave her so soon, she always said in her heart, the best decision maker is Allah SWT, she said, and the doctor has no right to decide.
They are just intermediaries preventing diseases and trying to diagnose based on world science alone.
And the matter of getting married again before death obviously would never want Yash to do.
She has thought about remarrying so far, even from the beginning she married Hana,he never had such intentions and aspired to polygamy or change wives until death do them part.
And now Yash thought how could his wife ask for such an absurd thing?!.
Back when they went through a difficult life where Hana secretly did not use her surname, willing to live hard and difficult and willing to be all lacking, she often cried silently in prayer right beside Hana, who was still there, swearing would make his wife happy and would not hurt her.
He knew how the woman had accompanied him from 0 to so far, other women were not necessarily able to do so.
And if he remarries, how good would his other woman who enjoys the hard work of his wife who accompanies him from not being anything until it becomes what it is today.
Yash thought his brain was clearly still functioning properly.
Some people who think polygamy follow the apostle of SAW, bullshits.they only follow the concept of polygamy in the time of the Prophet married Aisha, but they forgot the allegiance of the Prophet when with Siti Khadijah.
"Dear, you know? it's not that easy for me to turn around, you know how my character is, right?"
Yash spoke in a dislike tone at the unreasonable request of his wife.
He stood right in front of his wife, facing towards Hana who was now sitting on the bed of the dominating hospital in white.
How could it be just because the doctor said his time was not long, his wife wanted him to marry in the near future to her chosen girl.
Moreover, he is not a man who easily turned away, he is the type of loyal man who is consistent with one woman only first.
Adhering to the wishes of the wife for good is important but to get married again..?!.
No. gabe.
"You're a normal man Yash, you have orgasm, men and women are obviously different, when women can resist the temptation of orgasm to lose their husbands, most men can't Yash, and most women can't, I don't want you to sin"
His wife spoke quickly, his eyeballs as if saying a great wish about what was his last wish, he touched Yash's face while staring at her husband's eyeballs in a teary state.
"That brings your thoughts to me? how many years have we been with Hana? is sek.s a necessity for me? it's not a basic necessity in marriage, I never thought that far as Hana"
Say Yash then.
"And I never thought about remarrying until the end"
Yash spoke while shaking his head.
"If Diana insists on asking you to marry her with your wishes, are you sure you will reject Mama's request?"
His wife asked quickly, trying to take her hand off her face
Hearing Dian's name instantly made Yash tighten his jaw, he really did not like to hear the name mentioned among them.
"Darling..."
"I told you, you can't refuse, right? therefore marry the girl named Alessia, for my sake, for the sake of the Children, for the sake of our marriage that there will never be a name Diana among us"
Said his wife again.
"Ma..."
"If not, let's never see each other again"
Instantly his wife tried to throw away his gaze, a little disappointed when her husband refused her will.
"Ma..."
Yash tries to touch his wife's shoulder slowly.
"Go home"
said the woman with her hoarse voice, Hana reluctantly turned her head back towards her.
In the end Yash could only remain silent, unable to get his words out.