True Monsters
Prologues

People say family is the most comfortable place in the world, but for me it makes me depressed, my parents always force me to do what I can't learn school lessons.

All my advantages such as playing football are considered to be a waste of time, every day I am always in doctrine if it is big must be a rich man.

In school I was always bullied by my friends and High School was the worst, physical violence, bullying, being ostracized was common, I could only endure it, sometimes I wonder why my life is like this.

When we were kids there were cartoons about heroes who beat monsters, they didn't really do evil because they were angry with humans who had destroyed their homes because they wanted to enrich people.

Every time the hero wins against the monster he laughs and all my friends always idolize him and want to be him.

I was sad to see the monster that died he was not wrong because of the first man, there is an episode of monsters coming to humans to negotiate but suddenly the hero attacks him and kills him because all humans are afraid of the monster.

I was in school in the first lesson of mathematics, when my classmates were absent, always making fun of me when my name was called they said I did not come in when I had pointed my finger and said present.

But my teacher wrote me absent and laughed with my classmates, all the bullying reports I reported were only made as jokes by my homeroom teacher.

I don't know what else to do, one day in my classroom in the afternoon there was a sudden attack on the school because of the criminals who made my class in the bomb.

When I realized I was in a white room and also with my other classmates, and suddenly there was someone who claimed to be a god and wanted to reincarnate all of us into a different world and would be the savior of that world from destruction.

But all of a sudden the god said that if Roni's name wasn't on that list, Roni was me, my classmate laughed at me because he said God didn't want it.

After that all my eyes went dark, when I opened my eyes I was in a pool of mud and my surroundings were a strange forest with plants that were very foreign to me.

I saw myself in a pool of water and I was shocked by my face that had horns with dark red hair and pupils that were like oval and bright red snakes and pale purple skin like a monster, I saw my hands and body as small as a 1-year-old.

Suddenly there was a monster like me holding me gently and embracing me and it felt so warm, a warmth I had never felt before.

He took me to a village that contained monsters similar to ours, I concluded that it was my village and I had been reincarnated into a monster.

After a year in the village my family was very kind to me my father and mother were very considerate and my older brother who was a year older also cared about me a lot.

He used to carry me when I fell from the abyss and my legs were hurt, I was carried on his shoulders and at home my parents did not scold me but hugged me and asked "don't fret well let mama treat me here".

I just found out the warmth of the real family, the people in my village are also very kind and friendly, because we will share the needs of each other there is no money system here but help each other.

When I was five years old I started studying this world with my parents' books and stories, we were monsters with an oni race, this race is the bottom race of the other races because our strength is very weak.

The world is divided into two camps namely humans and monsters and the king of monsters is the Demon King, said the village people of the demon king very well.

He does not force us to join the war with humans and he also cares deeply about his citizens if any village is attacked by humans then the demon lord will send his army to help.

And he helped our village because of hunger because our hunting habitat was destroyed by humans and the demon king helped us by providing food until our food state was stable I admired him greatly.

When I was ten years old, my brother and I signed up to be servants of the demon king's palace, when we enrolled we got a hard training starting from learning to clean up, tatakrama and others.

After a year of training and we saw the announcement that passed I saw my name Gabu written and my brother Gabi was there too, we were very happy, I was happy, we went home with a party reception by our village because of the pride of the village he said.

When we met the demon lord his face was a little scary and his charisma was so pronounced that even I was so fascinated by him.

It has been a year as a servant that I was appointed to be the personal servant of the king, I am very happy because it was my dream.

When I served the king I knew that behind his fearsome figure he had a soft heart ranging from the way he ruled over his subordinates to the way he treated lowly servants like me.

He does not consider us as subordinates but as co-workers and deeply listens to the opinions of his subordinates indeed the figure of a true king.

But when I was fifteen I heard that humans were going to wage a massive war against monsters.

Until the palace was attacked by humans, I remained beside the king because I wanted to be his shield even though I was weak.

The king forced me to run away but I refused because I didn't want the king to die and he let me.

Until the voice inside the palace became silent and there were footsteps towards the throne room and suddenly the big door opened and I saw my classmates there.

They were on behalf of peace and kindness to kill the demon lord and exterminate monsters, as they advanced I wanted to advance but suddenly the demon lord using warp skill was a teleportation skill to me.

All of a sudden I was at the back of the palace, I wanted to return to the king's side but the entrance was already filled with humans with full armor and weapons.

I thought the demon lord could definitely defeat them and I would only become a burden in the fight, then I headed towards my village by running and hiding from the humans.

From the bush I saw villagers being slaughtered in a brutal way and I saw my brother's father's mother being murdered.

I was confused by all the events and I was like I was dreaming, suddenly there was a voice of cheers coming from the humans.

"Yeahhhh the demon lord has already been defeated with this the world will return to peace"

The extremely loud cheers made me dizzy and suddenly everything went dark, when I woke up my face was submerged in mud just like I came into this world.

I went into my deserted village and burned to the ground with my brain already hard to think, then I saw a head that was stuck to the ground with a wooden spear.

And there was my family head there, it made me very sad and angry, I screamed loudly until my tears ran out.

Why do you take everything from me is it hard to make peace why can't you, why do you always think you're right and we're wrong, why are you like that, do you really want real monsters? I said it out loud.

After a while I say that now that I have a new purpose, I will become a real monster, a monster you want, a merciless monster, I said that while remembering the faces of my classmates who were in the throne room.